Wani :D

2010-08-18T00:25:00.000-07:00

assalamu'alaikum.

it's been a real while, and alhamdullilah, so many things have happened for the past no. of months, good and bad things, crap, nonsensical stuff. but i guess i grew. and i learnt so much more about life and people. life.

"abang pergi mana?"
"abang pergi syurga."

that struck me.

innallilah, my nephew just passed away yesterday night. he's 10 years old, and he's been suffering from stomach cancer since he was born, if i'm not wrong. he's beetn suffering alot for the past years, and it's Ramadhan now. i guess, on one side, he passed away during this holy month, so alhamdullilah. i went to melawat just now, and i have to salute the mother for being so strong, for not showing any outward signs of sadness and just being strong. my abang and i stayed/were babysitted in that family when we were babies, toddlers till we grew up and went to malaysia. it's been so long since ive met them, but alhamdullilah.

but, i guess when i was there, it made me think, i couldve been him 12 years ago. my mother couldve been her. and my dad, him. i used to think last time that maybe it wouldve been better if i had succumbed and meet Him before i reached that stage, at least i wouldve gone to Heaven. but, masyaAllah, God has His ways. maybe there's a certain purpose for me to stay on this Earth now. and as much as i regret my weakness, succumbing to my human flaws, i shouldnt give up. haha yeahh. insyaAllah.

and, i was thinking. everytime we make mistakes, everytime we feel our weakness and regret them, we, or maybe i, always ask myself, "why wani why?" but, i never asked (or maybe i did, but it's rare), "so what should you do next time? what can you do?" haha, thoughts thoughts.

intentions.

anws, on a more positive note, india was, i mean, IS beautiful, haha. this time, i really fell in love with india, the people and the culture. i guess, being able to interact more with the locals help me to understand them better. and i know, i was wrong to have looked at all of them with tinted lenses, but alhamdullilah, im really glad to have people on the team who reminded me of the better things in life =) i know experience shape expectations which then shape perspectives (current and future). and i know, the past experiences with india had caused me to adopt such a prejudiced and biased view against the indians (i mean, not all lar, but i guess youre more careful with them). but im so glad those 3 weeks in india had changed my perceptions. incredible india mann. haha, watching hindi movies, listening to hindi songs and conversations, God, it always make me miss india soo much, all the happenings, the moments, the ... well, everything there. haha, i wanna go back.

andd, sometimes i think, why am i so hard up about grades? haha, as much as i want to get my 4.5 by the time i graduate, im afraid that ill be missing out on so many things in life. like, the reason im not going for the cultural immersion in india for one sem is partly cuz i want to pull up my CAP (besides all the YEP stuff). so, i dont wanna spend an extra sem out since i still wanna do my SEP for another semester. but that means, doing 2 ISMs during my 4 years tenure in NUS. ah well, i mean i love research, i really dooo. i know what i wanna do for my ISMs also, buut i mean cultural immersion is something that is once in your life. like, it's an opportunity not to be missed. and i dont know whether i wanna miss this train. i mean, where can 4.5 get you in the end as compared to someone with below 4.5? HMM. sometimes, i wonder, what do i really want out of life? i enjoy the things im doing now. but i wonder, am i going the right way in other things? am i thinking too much about the end product, and not the process? haha well =X

and i feel much happier and relieved with less things on my plate now. all i wanna do now is to just slack. hahaha, silat studies family friends. yayyy. insyaAllah :D

and this Ramadhan, i wish i can make much better use of it. sighs, insyaAllah.

anws, school's been good. but i feel so drained and tire easily these days. i dunno if it's cuz of the fasting month. hmm... nahh. haha. i dunno, maybe i still havent recover fully from the 'going-all-out' of 7-8months of YEP. hahaha, ah wells. as much as there were times that i was really down and i wanted to give up, alhamdullilah, i shld remember the better things that happened and make a lesson out of those things that didnt turn out that well.

people always expect you to be on the up side. you have to be okay, and be strong for everyone. haha, it happens - lessons. but im glad i learnt all of these. it jerks me out of my idealistic world. hahaha, my brother wouldve been proud of me. ah, im just saying this in general. no specific people, events or anything =)

i miss the kids. reallyyyy miss them. hahaha, i remember chasing muskan up and down the home, shouting "green, greeen!" and all the random colours, hahaha, i pancit man going up and down the stairs. but i realised that the reason she did that was to have me going to her dorm so she could show me her bed and her wardrobe and her drawings. masyaAllah, what i would do just to run up and down again, after her. haha.

and pooja. goodness, how i love to kacau her. haha it's the negative reaction she gives lar when you kacau her, like so stubborn, and so irritatingly nice. hahaha. and laxmi, such a sweet girl =)) i miss them =((

haha alrights. ill try to update more regularly next time, insyaAllah. =)

till then, insyaAllah =)

take care!

wassalam,
wani

2010-02-06T08:22:00.000-08:00

assalamu'alaikum!
peace be upon you!

ALHAMDULLILAH =))

wow, this blog is SUPERRR abandoned!

and SO MANY THINGS have happened to me over the time period when i stopped blogging. i dont know why suddenly i feel so itchy (gatal) i want to blog today. haha prolly cz im not ready yet to start on my work. but it's like 1224am already haha but i really REALLY do have to finish up those readings. ah wells.

woww. from the time ive entered my last post to now, masyaAllah, so many things! i wouldnt have imagined i would be doing the things im/ill be doing =)

alhamdullilah yeah! i did go for my backpacking trip in india over the dec vacation! and it was superrr wowww, haha i learnt so many things about my friends, and my eyes were opened so much to the realities of life, and we saw the REAL india, not the tourist india, and you realy gotta derive the beauty from the mess/chaos you see there. nonetheless, despite the fact that 5/6 of us fell sick there, i really did ENJOY my time =)) so thanks for the memories and companionship (alphabetical order!):
CHAOS, HAZI, MAI, RENA_WONG, TK =)) ah wells, i love these ppl man, so awesome =)

academics! alhamdullilah i managed to do well last sem. kinda worried abt this sem cuz im so packed with so many things and im so afraid i wont be able to maintain my cap, like ive already skipped 2 lessons (HAHA) oh noo and usp astrophysics is like CRAZYY, so physic-ish! and i missed one tutorial for that, and i know i may sound like super geek but reallyyyyy. haha and i dont get to spend so much time in lib anymore too, haha and i go home late from mon-thurs and fri once in 2 weeks and my saturdays are often taken up till late afternoon. BUT oh wells, alhamdullilah, im enjoying myself and insyaAllah things will work, and haha sorry for the superrr whiny wani =))

SILAT, hee, i really love the seni training. not because it's less rigorous (or maybe partly) haha but learning and practising the steps are kinda, well, if you wanna say, addictive, in a way. haha (gilerr nyer wani) haha BUT i need to get more stamina and my weight needs to stop oscillating, hahahaha, i lost nearly 2kg over a few days! it's CRAZY. but silat is fun, im gonna miss trainings when i go off during the recess week, and WHEN insyaAllah, i go for my stuff next sem. let's see how it goes.

and talking abt it, i realised ill MISS so many things if i do decide to spend my next sem out of singapore. BECAUSE ill miss SILAT. and ill totally MISS MY FAMILY. and ill MISS my friends!! and goodness, i was just thinking abt it just now, and i realised, wow, i may make so many plans but it's kinda nervewrecking in a way. haha but i was thinking also, it'll make me independent right! and it's great to have these kinda experience, insyaAllah. we'll see how it goes.

my mom and my abang are getting very worried that im not attached/have a boyfriend. honestly, im not worried nor am i very concerned about it... for now? haha i dont know, these things, they just happen right? anddd i wanna do so many things in life, esp. when im still an undergrad, and when you think abt it, i really REALLY do need someone who will be supportive of ALL my actions/ideas and can tahan/sabar with me. haha but see, THAT'S exactly why my abang & mom think i wont get attached- im too busy for my own good. BUT haha i dont know if i can help it, or if i cant. but i like the things im doing, and for now, till maybe when there's someone, i dont have to worry abt it, haha. im happy being me, alhamdullilah =)

anwwws, i MISS apex, i MISS my SEMESTER 1. like truthfully, HONESTLY speaking. BUT, ive made many new and AWESOME friends this sem, like stephanie! and although some things i go for, are like, macam cekik darah, kena banyak banyak istighfar and sabar, these ppl just help to make it much better, alhamdullilah =))

i WANNA do so many things. and stephanie got me PERSUASION (by jane austen!). she's soo sweet!

and on the negative side, im afraid about some matters. BUT i really do try not to think about it, although i DO try to do something about it. ah wells, insyaAllah nothing bad will happen.

AND my saturdays! no more tuition, haha cuz theyre all on weekdays, so now i can relax and not RUSH around after training. it's sucha nice feeling. and tmr! we're gonna fly kite, hee hahahaha for some reason, im SO EXCITED to finally get a break doing fun things (although technically, i have a presentation to prepare for and midterm test next week). haha, but i dont think itll hurt to just spend a few hours out playing =)

andd im TIRED, sometimes. i try to not think abt it, but sometimes (or maybe ALL THE TIME/MOST OF THE TIME), i dont wanna get out of bed and do my work. i think im working myself too much but well, i DO like the things im doing. i should take a break and take care of myself!

AND, ive finally decided to do good things, LIKE drinking MILK once in a few days at least! so that i wont get injured so easily! hahahaha, it's something i wont do(or i'll only drink it very rarely), but i dont wanna get injured anymore cuz injury=missing trainings, haha so yeah.

and it's GREAT to hear from my old friends, or even to talk awhile to them. like PRIS GOH, JOSEPH, MIN ZHI, WEN YI, APOORV, MEHUL, BEN and the list goes on. haha i really do miss my uwct class too =((

ANDDD woww, i dont think i can stop blogging. haha i love classics. i bought like tolstoy's book andd i wanted austen's mansfield park too! here! i'd like to thank HASLINA for tagging along with me at bras basah! i know it's SUPER hard and undeniably, exhausting, when youre out with wani looking for books. haha but THANKS so much for your patience and understanding =))

wheeee, other than that, i shld stop! haha but whenever i think abt persuasion, id think abt lakehouse. it has very close connections! esp. in this dialogue from the lakehouse (ah yeah, i memorised it. im CRAZY abt lakehouse. SUPER sweet and sooo THOUGHT-PROVOKING. and it's sandra bullock and keanu reeves tgt! =)) )

alex (keanu reeves): what about persuasion? you told me they wait, they meet again, they get another chance.

kate (sandra bullock): life is not a book alex, and it can be over in just a second. i was having lunch with my mother at daily plaza, and a man was killed right in front of me. he died in my arms. and i thought, it cant end just like that on valentine's day. and i thought about all the people, sitting at home, waiting for him. and i thought, what if there is no one? what if you spend your whole life waiting, and no one's waiting for you?
so i drove to the lakehouse, looking for any kind of answer, and i found you. and i got lost, lost in this beautiful fantasy where time stood still. but it's not real alex. i've got to live the life that i have got. please dont write anymore. dont try to find me. let me let you go.

yeapp, beautiful, isnt it? haha i shouldnt quote pride and prejudice here, when darcy confessed to elizabeth,
"you must allow me to tell you how ardently i admire and love you."
and then he made the mistake of telling her how falling for her goes against societal standards and blabla, haha i love austen's novels, esp. this one =))

okay! im a HISTORY student, haha but i love classics, esp. austen's! =)

OK DAH. i must END here before i start blabbing about other things. hahaha it's sucha nice form of escapism from work, blogging, that is =)

alhamdullilah! gnights and happy weeekend everyone, insyaAllah! =))

wassalam,
wani

2009-09-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

assalamu'alaikum!

alhamdullilah, masyaAllah, it's the start of Syawal now.

it's really sad that Ramadhan has ended,
insyaAllah panjang umur to meet the next Ramadhan.
amin.

i feel like a good traditional malay girl today, haha.
i know i wake up later lar, haha.
but i did clean up the house today, and i bake a cake!
and alhamdullilah, i managed to find a pair of shoes.
haha ok, very last minute raya shopping, and i dont like to shop for shoes,
cuz i like to mull over shoes to find the perfect one,
ah well, shoes are an investment for me la, so yeah, haha.
haha ok! cake is done! i think it looks nice, heh, but yes, alhamdullilah =))
and im so excited cuz i realised that, my keingingan utk bake cakes,
or brownies, or become the next jamie oliver, can come true!
HAHAHA. anw no la, cuz my dad got my mum a new oven,
and it's really very convenient, so WOOOTS! =))

anyhoots, the week's been good alhamdullilah.
more imptly, i survived well thru it, alhamdullilah!
i had my mid term tests, ps was much better than eu,haha.
i felt so whiny and so sighs after eu.
went for photog course yesterday night,
halim could go too! haha so i was glad cuz ii didnt wanna go alone,
in the sense that if i didnt have anyone to come along,
i'd think alot whether i want t go,
altho i really did want to go, haha.
anw the course was really beneficial, i learnt alot.
then after that, i went home i tried my camera,
awesome! ive discovered so much abt my camera! haha
alhamdullilah =)))

the week was good, i cant really rmb what happened, heh,
but i had lotsa fun with the girls, my official nus buddies =))

wokays, tis is short for now. maybe i'll update some other time.

eid mubarak everyone!
maaf zahir dan batin, and i truly really apologise,
if i have ever wronged you, knowingly or unknowingly,
implicit or explicit, i truly do apologise.
may Allah bless us all always, insyaAllah,
and may we live long to meet the next Ramadhan, insyaAllah.
amin =)

wassalam,
wani
1152pm
sept19'09

2009-09-09T09:48:00.001-07:00

assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you =)

hello world,

alhamdullilah, here i am, it's been a very long while.

school's been awesome, alhamdullilah,
tho the workload's a lil, or maybe alot, crazy, haha.
but im enjoying it all the same.
discovering so much, and learning new things.
haha i get excited by the prospect of learning something new,
alhamdullilah i took these mods.
and prof ryan's awesome!

been to the library and stuffing myself in there.
having my brother coming along and sitting beside me,
cracking jokes and saying silly things,
really amuses and entertains me,
altho i kept telling him to stop disturbing me.
and i finally saw/met/talked to his gf! haha :D
theyre so cute tgt =)

alot of things have happened.
and it's already past the half month of Ramadhan.
i regret that i havent done as much during this beautiful month, sighs.

im really glad cuz ppl ard me are happy.
i hope things will work out for everyone, insyaAllah.

ive been thinking alot recently.
and i really do want to discover more of the world.
and i am seriously in love with thailand, and the sea region.
i was rethinking just now, why am i planning a 2nd major in s.asia?
i mean i find that region exciting, and so is sea.
haha yeah, insyaAllah everything'll be for the best.

and i was looking at sea map few days ago!
insyaAllah next sem break (next year haha), im gonna backpack in asean.
can go cambodia-> vietnam ->laos ->thailand ->malaysia and back to singapore!
haha i know it's super ambitious but maybe 2 countries at least?
hmm yup.

im gonna have to marry an archaelogist if i ever wanna travel so much.
HAHAHAHAHA.
like indiana jones.

awesomeness. im just kidding la. seriously, haha.
that idea is pretty far away from me right now.
i.e. settling down/looking for someone.

somehow, all i wanna do now is to discover more and more abt the world.
im ambitious and im stubborn. haha.
wani, youre so intent. haha.

ive been drinking so much coffee.
and i can tell you, the school's coffee is very strong.
take it from a coffeeholic. im serious.
it's stronger than starbucks. haha.
or maybe that was my first time trying it.
ah well. but really, i could feel it man.

im very HAPPY that people ard me have found/are finding happiness.
haha, it makes me feel so =)
alhamdullilah.

and i love silat. haha i know that was my first training.
but the aftereffect was soo REFRESHING. haha.

alhamdullilah.

im just trying to avoid any of it, yup!

sighs.
i shld stop thinking so much. again.

wokays. next week's my mid term tests, haha.
due date for pre-write.
and raya's gonna come soon, cepat kan!

alhamdullilah.

take care!

wassalam,
wani

2009-08-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

assalamu'alaikum!

hello world,

im back after nearly 2-3 weeks of hiatus,
but alhamdullilah, im good.
with a little bout of unwell-ness (if there's sucha word).
the nose and the-sometimes-cough that comes out.
probably it's the result of super exhaustion.
but other than that, im still good, alhamdullilah.

haha yeah, i slept nearly the whole of today.
i thought i'd feel better after sleeping so much.
but im still feeling kinda, haha yeah.
but ive made up my mind. i'll only feel like that if i think like that.
so im gonna keep a positive mindset and think that i am great! insyaAllah.
or maybe not, haha.

i'll just start recounting my past 2-3 weeks of experience.
it's been full of awesomeness!

like uhmm, lemme think.
let's just start with yesterday!

realised that i couldnt go to ubin with shara today cuz of the usp thing,
and cuz i wanna do something else.
so we just shifted it back to tuesday, haha and it was kinda last minute,
so we went to east coast park to cycle!
it was a WOW day, haha as in seriously seriously AWESOME! alhamdullilah.
once we've reached east coast, we went to the bicycle shop.
as we were going off, shara realised her phone's not with her.
so we decided to cycle back to bedok interchange to look for her phone.
and that was totally the first time i cycled on the road,
WITH THE REST OF THE TRAFFIC!
hahaha super cool! but on the downside, shara couldnt find her phone.
then we decided to cycle up to bedok reservoir, we chilled out there.
i bought snacks and we just makan and talked.
then, we cycled up to tampines, on the road! haha
with the sometimes on the pedestrian pathway.
but since i never like ppl cycling on the pedestrian walk,
we tried as much as possible to avoid it.
it was super awesome! with much bouts of funny incidence,
like having a pakcik telling you to kayuh,
and another pakcik telling you to 'pergi ajelah' when i stopped at the traffic light.
haha and having buses honking at you (i think).
and the fight with traffic, haha no la not really,
but since we're not official road vehicles, sometimes you dunno whether to cycle or not.
and alhamdullilah, nothing bad happened on the road (:

and then when we headed back to east coast from tampines,
we passed by very nice places, haha places ive never explored before.
we passed by the expo! haha cool right! cuz we decided to take another route back.
and then we had to carry our bicycles up the stairs, it was heavy,
so we helped each other out, it was like cycling in modernised 'ubin', hahaha.
it was fun la, and then as we were reaching bedok mrt station,
we realised we needed a break, so we stopped after the zebra crossing, roadside.
and i was like, 'i feel like sittin down'.
and shara just went 'ok, let's sit down,'
hahahaha so we just sat at the road pavement and finished up the cheezels.
ppl passed by but we didnt really care, cuz after cycling for dunno how long,
we just needed to sit, haha, it was funny la!
like i dont think anyone will do this with me, hahaha.

then we continued our adventure back to east coast park,
and realised haha let's just deposit it back after 3hours plus of cycling.
(okay la, minus off some breaks, haha).
but it was pure AWESOMENESS!
after that, we went to the shelter and sat down, we felt like lying down.
so shara took out her poncho and we lay down there under the shelter.
and then we finished up the chips, hahaha.
it's awesome, seriously. ive finally found an outdoor activity friend :D

then we headed to town through paya lebar.
alhamdullilah, managed to find my clothes for tmr's ceremony.
ate at macs (mcspicy!), then she headed off for nyc's meeting,
and i stayed on for maghrib kat alfalah.
after maghrib, went to kino (couldnt resist it), and just walked.
i wanted to buy the tigger plush toy! but i paiseh lerr, haha.

on monday, cabbed down to pasir ris cuz i didnt wanna be late anymore.
was sposed to go go-kart, but when we reached escape, realised that it's open only on weekends.
haha so me, ain and shara went off to iceskate! hahaha.
went to kallang mrt station, and realised that the bus was taking superrr long,
and so we cabbed to kallang leisure park.
then we went iceskating! hahaha awesomeness!
it was FUN FUN FUN :D

after that, shara had to leave, so ain and i headed off for acm!
i was sooooo EXCITED!
acm is so awesome! hahaha, i was seriously excited!
ain had to leave ard 4+ so i stayed on cuz havent gone through the south asia galleries!
acm is super coool! hahaha, then after that, i was super hungry.
so i went to makan at macs alone (nothing new), haha.
asar at masjid moulana before heading off to town.
the appreciation dinner was cancelled but alhamdullilah managed to call up comm meeting cum dinner.
so while waiting for maghrib, i went to kino,
and boy, was i in a spending mood, hahaha.
i managed to restrain myself from buying more, so i bought 3.
i still wanna get those books, but wait awhile more la.
then off for maghrib, met su & wan, went off for meeting.
alhamdullilah, meeting progressed well, managed to cover much :D
home home!

sunday!
the day my mum had been waiting for, hahahaha.
so on sunday, we had a multiple birthday celebration.
blanja at seoul garden in bugis, less than 200 alhamdullilah.
me, my mum, ayah, abang, my 2 brothers and iqbal's girlfriend (:
it was SUPER DOOPER FUN! hahaha my abang's sucha joker, so funny.
then then, we makan and makan and makan.
then went to shop awhile with my family and marlyna (iqbal's gf).
ayah spent on us, my abang bought americaya's shoes, it's beautiful ah.
haha my dad's reaction was super funny la, i think he didnt know the cost at first.
then when he saw the price, he was like, hahaha, funny la, haha!
way home was pure awesomeness :D
alhamdullilah.

saturday!
APEX! haha i was so excited to meet my kids again.
then 3 of them went on a hiatus, haha to be more accurate, they had another programme.
so kamarul had fahmy and i teaching him.
i think it mustve been pressurising :(
but all the same, it was fun! haha.

then in the afternoon, had the apex seminar.
alhamdullilah, the activity went ay-okay!
insyaAllah it'll benefit everyone, i was pretty nervous at first.
haha but alhamdullilah, managed to get over it, haha.
we stayed on for maghrib and then went off home!

last week, had been great!
had my tuitions, matric fair, orientation talks, haha funny, and a few other things.
cant exactly rmb but i had lotsa fun last week.

and i think so was the week before that.
yoc dinner! gpac! haha.
gee, i havent updated for a very long time la :(

haha ok la, that shld be all for now,
school's starting next week! woots!
haha got my modules,
usp writing module, south asia, south east asia and europe!

haha alright!

take care everyone!

wassalam.
wani
1005pm
august 5'09

2009-07-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

assalamu'alaikum.
peace be upon you.

hello world.

alhamdullilah, praise be to Allah (:

im finally here, yet again, haha, it's been a very long while.

im good, camps are over, gpac is back,
and i need to squeeze some time for a meeting with the rest, haha.
i seriously miss my apex kids.
i havent seen them for nearly a month now, boo.
apexcamp post-mortem on saturday.
alhamdullilah, i finally went for my class on saturday.
haha i felt so happy cuz ive been missing class for a month too.
cuz of all the camps ive attended and etc.
learnt a lot of things that ive been wanting to know. haha yeap.

anw after smyc, attended fmsa camp, and i miss it, seriously.
alhamdullilah, it was very refreshing for the soul, really love it.
so tenang and happy, the activities on the last day was awesome.
had Subuh prayers at east coast park, it was, masyaAllah (:

after that, went home for the night and set off for nusms/pbmuks foc.
i met and made good friends.

then after all those camps, i was soo knocked out.
had yoc debrief and thank you tea on saturday though! on the 4th july!
i was sent back from apex cuz of the foc matters.
then anw, yoc debrief was haha nice, and we had to rush to carousel after that.
and seriously, we were like camera-strapped.
and i mean it, literally.
i was like, WHY DIDNT I BRING MY CAMERA, mood the whole day.
haha anw the buffet at carousel was SUPER AWESOME, alhamdullilah!
esp. with awesome friends to eat with, hahaha, and of course,
rena_WONG and mr samuel tan! he's sucha great, funny guy.
super down to earth, it's great to have an a.d. like him, haha yeap!
then after that, we went to NDP REHEARSAL!
another, WHY DIDNT I BRING MY CAMERA, moment. haha.
it was fun! most of us went, except kartik,
cindy performed! hahaha yeap! anyhoots, we LOVE the fireworks!
there was like a heartshape firework! hahaha COOL RIGHT!
and everyone was soo excited, hahaha, sang so loud :D
rena was funny, hahaha yeap! and then oh it was so embarassing.
i was like waving the torchlight thing and singing, with such joy,
and then i turned, and then there was this guy in front who was looking,
and then i was like, haha so paiseh!
and i think he was like laughing, although he was covering his face,
hahahahha goodness, so hilarious!

then after that, we went to makan at glutton's bay,
hazi intro me to kaya fondue, it was GREAT!
and then the lawyers (full fledged & studying) treated us to satays!
haha super awesomeness! LOVED THE DAY :D
soo fun, anw we went off ard ehh 10plus i think.
had a GREAT DAY with the yoc-ers and everyone!

then after that saturday, i had something on sunday i think,
then monday i had uhm, oh ya meetup session.
then tuesday, tuition, slacked and did up ain's present!
wednesday, cant rmb what was it, then did up ain's present also.
haha thursday, went down t fmsa t prep. for gpac.
friday, had class, ccm, with only 2 students, haha and gpac!
alhamdullilah it went ok!

and we celebrated ain's birthday! gave ain my present, haha yeap.
it was cool! ain loves the surprise,
cuz i guess she didnt expect us t do anything.
we got her a brownie cake, i think, haha wan was the one who bought it.
and we sat and haha funny la. and then i was still in need of food, haha.
help t makan up the rest of the mi putih (:
and i kinda felt bad also cuz ustaz najip stayed til 10plus kat fmsa.
tak tau kalau pasal kita tak, but i hope not la, haha.
reached home very very late. ah well.

saturday! had apexcamp post mortem, it was good alhamdullilah.
guess i was still ... from the late night, haha and the happenings.
left ard 3plus for class! alhamdullilah :D
then after that, Asar, then off home, haha yeap!

today! i didnt really do much la, haha.
i seriously had an entire day off from anything (except housework, haha).
so, i slept in, makan, housework.
then after Zuhur, i was like wondering what am i gonna do.
haha so i went to finally play the keyboards.
i havent touched it in sucha long time.
then my abang came, and then haha so funny.
cuz i was like, orang tak main dia tak main tau.
then he was like, kan slalu macam gitu, hahaha.
so after that, we tried to play double slash duet,
haha so klakar. then after awhile he left me alone.
then my youngest adik was randomly painting a blank box,
wrapped with white paper, haha so cute, for fun la.
then my abang joined him, cuz there were 2 boxes. haha so funny,
suddenly it felt as if macam bulan puasa, cuz we were like clumped together,
doing something, haha, i was using the laptop.
then my ibu came, and she tried the keyboards, she played for some time.
then it was all 4 of us in my bros' room.
haha so funny and FUN :D

yayness. great day (:

alhamdullilah.

i was telling ain the other day, that something's like happening to me.

and nono, not the 'im in love' moment, nothing of that sort.
hahaha! nahh, that idea is pretty far away at this point of time,
now i really understand what ppl mean by 'too busy for ...'
haha yeah, and partly cuz there's really no one im interested in.
ah well, let's move away from this topic, it's very ... haha.

anw i still am not sure what the root cause is.
prolly it's really fatigue. but i wish itll go away soon.

and then i'll remind myself.
God will never test you beyond your limits.
so insyaAllah, ill get thru anything and overcome this,
La Hawla Wala Quwwata Illa Billah Hil Aliyyil Azim (:

masyaAllah.

alhamdullilah.
im actually really glad, or rather, im not sad, haha,
ok ive found the word, im really very grateful, alhamdullilah.

haha yeap! yayness, but on the flipside, il be watching harrypotter alone.
ah that's really sad, hahaha.
like, i really dont mind watching other movies alone.
but when it comes to movies like these, you need company to watch with.
but ill be busy the whole of weekdays except for the earlier part of the day.
and i think my family will be watching it at night and i have tuition.
and then the rest are watching it with their sis/bro(s), haha,
takpela, ive already planned.
im gonna catch it on the morning of july 16th,
and then there wont be alot of ppl since theyre all working/schooling,
haha so yay! ah well, just a consolation, hahaha.

ok la, im not emo-ing ok, and i dont wanna sound so pathetic.
haha im good :D
THUMBS UP!

haha great!

alright, ive blogged much.
wokays!

school's gonna start soon, haha i dunno if i shld be hyped.
on one hand, im excited. on the other, im pretty tired,
and i wanna get a break before school starts, haha.

yeap! alrighto!

take care!

wassalam,
wani!
1116pm
12july'09, sunday

2009-06-22T08:50:00.000-07:00

assalamu'alaikum!

hello world!

alhamdullilah!

it's been great! and pure awesomeness!
(plus alot of sapped energy!)

but im feeling great! alhamdullilah!
and im really thankful, alhamdullilah! that the 14th smyc was,
i seriously think, a huge success!

alhamdullilah!

KUDOS TO!
RENA! for everything!
TK! my CRAZY homestay partner!
HAZI, CINDY, CHAOS, ZAH, MAI, KARTIK, WQ, WEIPING & JENSON!
you guys are AWESOME!

the best committee ive ever ever EVER worked with :D

the always something to look forward to YOC MEETINGS :D
the camp was super great, late nights, debrief,
the 2 hours spent on ubin jetty just enjoying the night breeze,
prison break part 1, part 2 and part 3 :D
the crazy nights with hazi & TK! hahahaha!
the late night debriefs!
the great time spent with everyone just talking and snacking!
the super intriguing evolution of TOUHERT'S history! (HAHAHAHA!)
the WWCMD! (WHAT WOULD CHAIRMAN MAO DO?)
the great bond and covering up for one another no matter what!
the super late night out on saturday to burn photos!
the super accident prone wani.
and the awesome! super great! super blast! closing ceremony!

and of course, the super stupid, "missed a step, fly down stairs and sprained my ankle" story. hahahaha, prison break no.2.
i had to be contained in the function room the whole day.
and then the next day, mai suffered a deep cut on her toe.
so we joined the invalids club. hahaha.

im still yet to see the doctor.
somehow, i feel as if the pain's coming back.
i think im exerting too much pressure.
i need to rest. but i wanna go to the movies tmr.

and oh, i havent mentioned this, but i need t make another pair of specs.
haha the previous one got crushed by unknown vehicle(s) on sunday.
i was rushing to chijmes cuz i was late.
slept at nearly 4am cuz was burning cds.
then i think i dropped it on the way to chijmes.
so yeah i found it at the carpark, on the road, crushed.

ah wells. wani.

im gonna miss everyone!
haha too many things to say!
and i cant put it all here! photos on fb soon yeah, yoc-ers :D

haha and oh! alhamdullilah, apexcamp i heard went really great!
too bad i can only attend day one, but im glad the whole thing went awesome!

haha alright, few days more at home before im off for another camp.
hahahaha, i need a break.
and i shld go watch the movie before im off again.

im still undecided if i shld attend the usp fop.

haha alright.

i shld go now before i start ranting more abt smyc,
but it was super awesome, i really had a GREAT TIME.
thanks everyone, i really really really DO ENJOY WORKING with you all,
with all the stupid, lame, humorous jokes,
and of course, WWCMD, and yes! special tribute to TOUHEART,
our YOC mascot :D

hahaha :D

take care and cya all soon!

wani
1203am, tuesday!

2009-06-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

salam all,

it's been awhile and it's been hectic.

2 events almost running concurrently, 'cept for that one day.
so well yeah, can guess, it's been crazy.

what with all the other stuff.

but alhamdullilah, it's good.

ah well, i dunno la.

wani

2009-05-25T08:21:00.001-07:00

and of all things i forgot t blog abt.
i know it's a bit basi la, but anw!
alhamdullilah! yay! haha

man u's epl champion! haha yay, rooney!
newcastle's relegated, argh, it's really well, kinda incredible.

man u vs barca next week! alright! :D

2009-05-25T07:17:00.001-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum!
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

alhamdullilah!

wow, haha! finally here after nearly a month of hiatus, haha!

and yes haslina, demand & supply, but prolly mine's inelastic supply.
alot of factors affecting my supply of blog entries.
such as, 1. malas. 2. no mood. 3. no time. 4. tired. 5. _____
hahahaha! non-price factors, ah goodness, those were the days.
(macam lama sangat gitu, baru last year.)

alhamdullilah, it's been good, but very very, how do i put it.
it's been crazy at times.
the kind that leaves you thinking and wishing,
i need a full one week break. one day's not enough. haha.
but alhamdullilah, it's been better now the peak period's taken a break.
june's gonna be crazy.

ive already counted, ill be like away from home for abt 2 weeks.
one week'll be for smyc, then i come home for another week.
and then leave home for 3 days, come home,
and then away for another camp, for 4 days.
haha it'll be a wonder if my parents dont kick me out of the house soon.
hahaha! since even when im home, i wont really be home.
ahh sucha paradox, but i think you get it, haha.

but that said, my gran's gonna be staying over at our house from wed!
haha yay! alhamdullilah! haha im pretty excited.
(tho i wont be home most of the time). haha.
ah well, but it's gonna be nice.

we went t shop at giant the other day.
thought we wont spend so much,
like prolly ard the same amount we usually spend.
but it was haha well over the normal expenditure.
but it was fun!
haha, i was arguing with my adik over who get t push the trolley.
now that i think abt it, haha so merepek, but well, id still do the same thing.
yeah, anw he get t push it cuz he used his dollar coin.
ah wells, shrugs, prolly next time wani.

and i bought two albums the other day, i kinda felt guilty cuz it was abt,
50 plus bucks, but hey, haha the music's good.
maksim & cafe del mare, haha well, instrumental,
but it's my kinda music recently, go easy on the listening, haha.
(easy listening) beams.

anw! i had usp interview the other day, last week if im not wrong.
it went ay-okay, alhamdullilah, pretty enjoyable, haha.
i made new friends, haha, but insyaAllah ill be able t get in, amin!

college day! haha it was ok, i made friends with the girl next t me.
so it was not bad, haha but anw, the goh was very eloquent,
and once the ceremony was done, rushed for nyc meeting,
and painted the frames. pandai tau, paint with black paint,
and wear white tudung, haha of course the paint got onto my tudung,
kalau tak, then id really be amazed at myself, haha, then,
rushed for my class agama, it was fun, the class' dynamic is great,
alhamdullilah (:

then! haha we had nj dinner the other night!
me, syaf, zul, syamil, azrin, zai! at sakura.
haha it was fun, it's been some time since i saw them.
and oh, hahaha, i had tuition before that.
and i was feeling super lazy & tired that day, so i was so malas,
to even think of what t wear & t gosok the baju2,
so i just picked out a jubah and wore it for tuition & dinner.
then the guys kan, dorang eh, haha cakap i look like kakak2.
apersehh, haha but nvm la, i was malas also,
and i couldnt be bothered since i was comfy in that, haha.
but anw, dinner was klakar, if it wasnt ns talks, it was nj, haha.
and zai paid for my dinner cuz he felt bad abt forgetting my birthday.
hahaha, and then i realised that i forgot syamil's birthday too.
haha, overall, it was fun (:

anw, haha gpac! alhamdullilah!
i felt really glad and bersyukur that the prog's having an impact on the kids.
and thanks to my lovely & beautiful team for all your efforts (:
the dialogue session went well with mha, tho most of the time,
i was outside the room, haha bagus, but anw, thanks all!
and then, i had to cover the last gpac session,
alhamdullilah it went ok, i made the kids laugh, haha.
tak tau la kalau sebab my keselengeran or the way i delivered, haha.
but alhamdullilah really!
thank you all & may Allah bless you and reward you accordingly, insyaAllah!

apex! ahh the kids are so cute.
one of my mentees text me the other day, a few days before the apex session,
asking me t teach her maths when apex starts again,
and i was so, haha, dunno how t explain la, but =)
but anw, apex session on sat was great!
after that, had lunch with khairi at the super kinda packed ljs @ bishan.
haha, it's been some time since we went out,
and she told me somethings which were like, ah really?
i learnt alot about somethings, haha yup!
alhamdullilah.

and for those yang interested to join apexcamp'09!
pls email me your particulars to apexcamp09@gmail.com
thanks alot & God bless!

yoc/smyc! haha it's better, briefing's on saturday.
hope it'll be ok, i cant wait for the camp!
we're gonna be on ubin for 3 days 2nights, i mean,
practically the organisers wont be joining the activities,
but still, haha it's gonna be all so fun! cant wait! haha.

anw! haha on a lighter note, ive watched angels & demons,
and got so nuts over ewan mcgregor, hahahaha.
(his name appeared many times during my contoh to the ccm kids).
and then, the ramen girl, nice show, but ok only la.
but it was tear jerky, haha.

i wanna watch young victoria. and the proposal.
and the ghosts of girlfriends' past.
=)

other than that, it's been tuitions, teaching ccm,
ah progs, events, and i cant wait t start uni!
haha, i hope ill do really well, insyaAllah.

and oh, hahaha! i didnt say how klakar my abg and his friends are,
or rather, friend.
dorang buat bet, kalau arsenal kalah 2-1 specifically,
my abg rambut kena potong tengah, hahaha so klakar!
and really really terjadi, and he went ard for a few days ngan rambut botak tengah, actually tak botak sangat la, crewcut gitu.
hahaha, gelihati betul la. haha.

anw! angklung's having a performance this coming thurs.
i wanna go watch, anyone for it?

and im very hungry, haha.
ive been hungry often these days.
and im spending alot on food.
budget's depleting, haha. i need t save more.

and ive finally finished reading friedman's the lexus & the olive tree.
i wanted t start on power next, i did.
then i realised hahaha, the book's evil, shakes head.
hahaha no la, as in the stuff it advocates, in gaining power,
kinda go against my values la, haha like contohnya, taking advantage of ppl.
ahh well, something like that la, so it's well, haha, taknak la.
i think ill read the book some other time. hahaha.

and im really lapar skrg. sudahlah, i shld stop now.
it's long enough t last for another uhm, one month?
hahahaha, tengoklah mood camne. but june's gonna be crazy.
im gonna have t makeup for my tuition, the ones im gonna miss due to my camps.
so it'll be prolly, like tuition everyday, haha, tapi takpela,
insyaAllah ill get thru all this :D

but i enjoy doing them all, haha what are you complaining abt wani.
ah well, it's being a workaholic, but i guess i do need my break.

sims3 is coming out! hahaha. but i wanna share cash with my abg t buy keyboards!
tak sabar la! haha smalam, or rather this morn,
we were youtube-ing for the music/sound prod. by this particular keyboard,
haha so fun! so exciting, haha cant wait.
takpe, tunggu gaji. sabar je (:

and i still have my kino voucher, haha.

ok! gi now, anw! join good friday's fanclub, haha :D

ok la, i seriously patut go and makan skrg.

take care & nights all!

God bless!

wassalam,

wani
1112pm
monday, 25th may'09

2009-04-27T09:01:00.001-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world!

alhamdullilah, thank God (:

hahaha, im here, finally!

haha yeah, actually ive been too tired, lazy and no mood to blog,
but i realised it's like wow, nearly a month, or a month plus actually.

alhamdullilah, it's been good but tired.
and busy no doubt.

haha yeah, and ive already turned 20,
thanks everyone for the birthday wishes,
and of cos, the gifts, haha ain's was hilarious.
in ms oon's words, bizarre but very nice, haha.

ive watched knowing (....dont like cuz nicolas cage died in the movie).
17again, which was hilarious.

i cant wait for the proposal and the ramen girl.

and im yet to receive any news from nus,
but insyaAllah ill get a response soon.
pray hard for me k, insyaAllah, amin.

went to eat with Ain's family at lau pa sat on sunday after meeting,
cuz her nenek jemput. it was pretty haha, shy la, but it was nice.
her family members are funny man, hahaha, nahh i didnt talk that much.
haha then yeap, haha yeah.

gpac's been great alhamdullilah, wish i can do something more though.
insyaAllah it'll be better, let's work hard for this.

tuition, haha i love my tutees.
but ive been pretty tired when i come for tuition.
i think im not giving my best =(

was at fmsa office with ain just now doing the letters for schools,
haha it was hectic but alhamdullilah, we managed to do everything before i left for tuition, which was really alhamdullilah :D

and oh! man u's awesome win against spurs.
actually when it was alr 2nd half, i was dozing off already.
then i heard that man u got a penalty, and score!
after that i was totally awake.
and it was soo funny! hahaha cuz my abang and i were for man u,
and my adik is a hardcore spurs supporter.
so when man u equalised, and continued having the goals in,
my abang and i were literally high five-ing and ten-ing,
and jumping up and down and running here and there,
celebrating the goals, hahahaha and hehe,
we were like "see-man-u's-winning" at my adik, haha goodness.
ah well, i think we made so much noise that we woke our parents up.
then my ayah and ibu joined us to watch the match cuz we were noisy,
and they were feeling warm from the weather,
and man u was on fire (eh i think la, it was an awesome match la),
hahaha yeap! classic, i love the match! and ROOONEYYYY!

anw, i turned twenty some days ago, haha.
i asked my dad to buy me a bookshelf cz i wanna build a mini library in my room,
haha but anw ive been on a bookspree,
but i realised that i shld stop buying books at this point of time.
cuz ive alr bought 8 but only on one, hahaha.
but i really wanted this book, return of history end of dreams.
but it was pretty thin at a pretty high cost,
for sucha thin book, i mean quality's there la but it's still thin.
haha then i wanted this diversity of sea, it's a good read sehh,
but nvm la i shld wait, finish up the rest, haha (:

my class agama has been fun! ustazah so funny,
haha but coming lesson, we have presentation, ah well.
nvm i just hope itll go well insyaAllah.
i still prefer a quiz, we shld have asked her to give us that, haha.

and ain and i are gonna take arabic, how cool is that!
haha finally, yay alhamdullilah (:

and im really gonna try cutting my expenditures for this month.
yay, go wani!
insyaAllah!

and ain and i found bugis street, like finally, hahaha.
it's a nice place, hahaha.
slow i know, but well, we dont really go bugis see haha yeap.

syaf was so funny in the train just now.
hahaha.

alrights, that's for now.

and i still love nj angklung and mr dzul's music and style :D

take care everyone!

wani
1218am
28th april'09
monday

2009-03-26T06:17:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world,

alhamdullilah (:

i had flu today, but it's ok already haha.
short term flu, been working myself, it's been hectic.

lemme see, been weeks since ive been here,
haha macam malas gitu nak update tapi kita try la yeah.

soccer!
man u asyik kalah ajer, boring seh =(
newcastle pun sama, tak best la gini.
juventus is out of champs league,
(haha i know, citer basi, tapi takpe)

other than that, it's been pretty hectic for me,
alhamdullilah, another tuition assignment for me,
malay convo too!

today, i went makan at teh tarik with fas kat my house there,
makan and catch up before she gets busy again,
haha yeap then she came t my house, i was sposed t do schsp essay,
haha then ended up watching burn after reading with her,
it was sposed to be a comedic masterpiece,
but it wasnt funny lehh, like alot of ppl die kena murder.
merepek jugak la but the plot weave in nicely.
i dunno if it was sposed t be a spoof of the cia,
but haha well, it was ok, just coarse language =(

then been eating alot, as in seriously, haha.
i think ive spent alot on food, another dinner on saturday night,
haha lau pa sat! juniors join us ok!

my abang called me a loser for watching movie alone,
haha guilty of doing that several times,
but i dont think it's being a loser, haha seriously.
partly cuz my family watched it already,
oh it was dragonball evolution, and some ppl arent interested in it,
(haha i grew up with the comic/cartoon, how can i miss this),
so i just went t watch it alone before tuition i think,
it was pretty good, couldve been longer, i like =D

then ytd, haha first tuition session at the place,
then it was morning, so i had some time t kill before my next tuition,
i went town and sat at starbucks and started on my essay,
then solat, and then went t have lunch at macs,
haha yeah alone, but well, im used to it,
and it doesnt sound pathetic ok, hahaha, tho i felt some stares,
but ive decided to not conform to society's standard on this.

but well yeah, haha, i dont really care anymore.

other than that, ehh watched a few movies which were pretty good,
i like race to witch mountain, haha.

i found out something =)

im pretty busy *no comments*

i have to finish up my essay soon =(

hahahaha.

anw gpac! alhamdullilah first session went well,
thank you to my team:ain, riduwan, fazliah,
to brother hairudin and farhan for coming over,
and for hazi and zul for teaching the kids,
may Allah reward us all insyaAllah,
and may the kids benefit from this insyaAllah =)
and may the 2nd session be much better! insyaAllah, amin!

apex! haha well dah bis for this sem,
ah nothing much t do on a saturday morning anymore,
(yeah 'cept for meetings here and there, haha),
ah well, im gonna miss seeing the kids, haha, theyre so cute.

thenn, yoc! haha meeting the other day,
i was super high for some reason, haha i think it really was the food,
like i came into the room all grins, cuz i bumped into shi may,
and i was like smiling la when i was talking to her,
i mean you dont do long faces when u talk t someone kan kan kan, haha,
and i think the smile carried into the room,
and tk was like, why you smiling so widely? something like that, haha.
then after that, i saw the egg tart in the box, and another tart,
food for the meeting, haha, and i was like sooo happy!
hahahaha, ok im easy to please =D (esp. when it comes to food).
so haha yeah! i was very happy through the rest of the meeting,
and since i was sposed to take down mins for the meeting,
was sposed to highlight the impt stuff, but hahaha, nvm,
it was the wani-gets-very-happy mood, hard to contain laughter.
then after meeting, we got pretty hyped cuz we kinda had a plan,
like pull ppl in to backpack to india at the end of the year!
haha insyaAllah (: so if rena joins us, she pays for our food!
hahahaha good idea yeah! i love my officer, haha.

other than that, i love my new ustazah for my class,
she's super funny and amusing! but i still like the previous one also,
haha alhamdullilah :D

then other than that, my tutees are funny la haha.

and i think right now, i really should get back and do my essay.
hahahaha.

oh! i have a joke, from zul, sorry la, it's in malay,
but it's an indonesian joke, hahaha!

banyak-banyak daun kan, daun ape paling strong??

SMACK-DAUN! (smackdown)
HAHAHAHA, ROFL.

but sadly kan, i think only a few found it funny,
i laughed out loud, as in literally seh,
but some were like giving me that -.- face,
tak klakar ke? haha but at least my apex kids laugh ok, haha!

and talking abt lol, haha i went ramen ten with ain the other day,
haha, then i wanted to go pay the for the food la,
so i went up t this guy who had a like cashier box kinda thing,
and i cant rmb but then he was like, pay ah? there,
and he pointed to the counter next to him,
and he literally LOL at me ok, but i thought it was funny,
hahaha tu la tak pakai cermin mata lagi, hahaha,
but i think i amused him la, prolly he had a boring job,
getting customers like me are good right?
(yeah wani, hahaha)

and oh, i had 2 specs right, but i lost one recently,
then i misplaced the other one, i think it was at fmsa on a saturday,
so i went specs-less for like several days,
and ytd i went t make another specs la, so i was like telling the uncle,
aiya uncle, every year you like see me how many times like that,
haha! then i went into my i-had-2-specs-but-i-lost-1-and-misplaced-another-one story,
haha then he was like i thought you just make one recently?
then i was like haha yaa, i burning money (something like that),
and he was kinda amused, haha and i was like,
aiya uncle next time i come, give me half price ok,
hahaha and i was like telling the auntie,
they shld have loyalty or membership card so i can get discount,
haha! funny la, it was fun, and my left eye degree went down,
yayness but right eye went abit up so not that bad la alhamdullilah =)

haha ok i shld be done here and get off soon.
nahh no more joke, hahaha.

and i really miss waking up in the morn, donning the sch uniform,
and being in school, haha every part of nj i miss =(

but anw haha get off wani, get off!

take care and gnights,

wani
944pm
26th march 2009
thursday

2009-03-07T08:46:00.000-08:00

assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you.

hello world,

alhamdullilah, syukur kepada Allah (:
subhanallah :D

alright, it's been some time since i last blogged, haha nearly 2 weeks,
(or prolly more, haha)

results!
alhamdullilah, thank Allah.
gp and h2 malay lit were b, well i cant say much,
b for malay lit, ah well ive accepted it,
and a for h1 maths, h2 econs and history,
(haha yeap, a for econs made up for the b in malay lit)
and merit for h3,
ah well, i guess it's still good alhamdullilah,
prolly my paper wasnt that good, but ive done my best.
alhamdullilah (:

so now, sposed to be busy applying for schps,
haha but i need some break for awhile, it's gonna be a mad rush,
but insyaAllah i can get one, i need one in fact, haha,
and yup insyaAllah ill be able to get it.

other than that,

hmm apex, fun, haha the kids are such motivation for me to come.

smu open house, ok, but we left after one talk,
prolly i was too tired.

we walked out of a restaurant today because of poor service,
rarely do i do that, patience has always been a virtue,
but this was too, well yeah, so we went to macs,
where they served us with smiles (:

yoc, good, haha alhamdullilah, managed to get to a pa system service (:
venues now, i guess i have to start calling.

tuitions, good alhamdullilah, can be better (on my part).

fmsa, gpac's starting soon, insyaAllah it'll be a success,
and i didnt go for qiyyam today (tho i was sposed t help out).
just rmb i had tuition tmr and i need t well,
get started on my essay, haha yeap.

njc convo malay, haha cute, kids are funny,
i should be more interesting.

results day, ain and i left after convo malay,
went town watched last chance harvey, very sweet and cute movie, haha.
then starbucks, Zohor, went to sch, yup.
results, alhamdullilah.

yup.
just a quick update.
and thanks to all for the congrats, haha news travel fast.
but anw, pray for all of us k, insyaAllah we can succeed (:

alhamdullilah yup, im happy with my results.

aite, so now, haha it's just a well, im gonna be a uni student soon insyaAllah.
it's kinda, unbelievable, hahaha.

ah well.

i had a dream today.
it was, thought provoking, haha.

take care!
and all the best everyone!

wani
1258am
sunday
march 8'09

2009-02-16T07:45:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you.

hello world =)

alhamdullilah (:

im good, very tired, i need a break.
(yes haslina, im updating cuz i know you miss me right? hahaha.
do that 'aperjetau wani ni, hahaha.)

anw! ive been going to gelihati.blogspot.com,
hahaha super gelihati ahh!
it's like my humour nyer eh what's the word, ok nvm,
haha but yes, hahaha i laughed like aperseh at night time,
when the house is so quiet, hahaha.

oh yes, humour relief (:

anw man u won again 4-1, alhamdullilah!

ok, my days been good.
tuitions, convo malay,
transcribing (finally really alhamdullilah done with first one.)
and meetings, like well, quite a number.
and ppl around me are sick, and i cant afford to fall sick,
because i have so many things on,
so yes, insyaAllah i wont, amin (:

previous week, it was meetings and my side jobs.

then the week prior to that, me and ain watched curious case of ben button (:
kisah pelik benjamin butang, hahaha, hazi hazi.
it was really good, just abit draggy at some parts.
but overall good show, thumbs up, very touching,
but it's still a very weird thought, like,
watch old man in love with young kid, haha ok.
but yeah.

then oh previous week was normal,
i was just yeah, kinda exhausted.
still am, but i need t finish some work before i shld go sleep,
haha yeap.

saturday's class was really fun! haha, alhamdullilah, i love it (:
ehh, ya it was 14th feb, haha it passed by like any other day, haha,
i think it was like only ra-ra previously cuz it was sch time,
then everyone was super hyped up abt it and theyre around you,
but hey, haha i had a date with my doctor last year! -.-
haha yeah medical appt, hahaha yeapp, i kinda miss those sch times.
but anyhoots, i dont celebrate vday too, so haha shrugs, im not bothered.

and oh my kids were super cute la, they were like,
cikgu what's valentine's day in malay?
and i was like ehh, hari valentine?
hahaha ehh correct right? hahaha.
or is it hari kekasih? cuz i was like telling them,
valentine is st.valentine right? so it's hari valentine.
haha but they're really cute (:

and speaking of that, yeah! haha my medical appt was on last thurs,
im listed now as open case for 2 years!
so i have no like specific date to go for medical appts,
haha yeap so when 2 years are done with,
and insyaAllah i wont get any asthma attack, then case closed!
alhamdullilah yay, haha =)

sunday, after tuition, i got home.

and oh, im very happy for zul ok! cuz he got something :D
yay alhamdullilah really really really! :D
go brudder! all the way, insyaAllah yeah! alhamdullilah.
BEAMS.

uhm, haha i dunno ah, malas la nak update sangat,
cam takde benda sangat.
i just know that i think ive overworked myself.
and im falling a little sick, so since i think i need some rest,
ah well, yeah, i still need t finish some work.
so insyaAllah ill be fine (:

anw!

gajah terbang dengan apa?
(elephant flies with what?)

haha answer's below, but think first ahh :D
oh, im gonna be so much much much lame-r, hahaha.

gnights!

wani
1155pm
monday
16th feb '09

oh no i havent forgotten abt the answer.

ans:
dengan susah payah!
(with difficulty!)

HAHAHAHAHA I LAUGHED MANN, LOL.
ok funny right? haha cuz when i told some people,
they just gave me that face, like -.-
hahaha and my kids were like, well, haha nvm.

wani wani, shakes head.
i have another one!

saya ada 3 kepala, 4 kaki, 5 tangan...siapakah saya?
(i have 3 heads, 4 legs, 5 hands... who am i?)

answer's below.

ans: pembohong! (liar!)

HAAHHAHAHA.

okok fine, i'll get off now and stop this, hahaha.
but super funny right right right!
haha okok :D

2009-02-07T10:03:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world,

alhamdullilah.

past days been good alhamdullilah.

today, apex session in the morn.
thought i was gonna be late cuz havent reached nj bus stop by 730 ard there,
so dropped off at kap, cabbed down t irsyad.
but alhamdullilah, wasnt that late and hadnt really started.
haha cuz sposed t be there by 745am so yeah.

then after that, waited for the kids to finish,
gave them their gifts, then off to city hall.
waited for ain then waited for aloysius,
but we were like nearly half hour earlier than meeting time,
haha so ain and i walked around but didnt really know where t go.
so i said, let's just go into raffles shopping centre, it's the most obvious.
then we saw starbucks, haha and i was like, you wanna go coffee?
so we did, and got coffee for both of us, then talked.
waited for tofu, then he arrived pretty much earlier than 130.
haha kinda expected that la, he's always earlier than punctual.
ehh ya haha geddit?

so anw we went t swissotel, cuz the tea session's there.
after registering, oh yeah, we met han dong there,
then went into the ballroom, like the 4 of us.
the career talk was well, good, haha, kinda helped me decide.
but still see results how. i wanted to ask qns, but i didnt,
until the tea reception. one of their scholars came up to us,
so i just asked him the qns, hahaha yeap.
and then the food was gooood. haha alhamdullilah (:
tofu was super funny, "nvm, very singaporean la" hahaha,
something like that, haha.

then after that we made our way home, and we both agree tofu's taller,
hahaha way home was hilarious haha :D

alhamdullilah.

got home, super dooper tired, i konked out until midnight,
got up to do work, prep for later's tuition.
oh now i just realised it's 211am, hahahaha.

uhm, i think ill cont. the rest of the week's updates next time.
kinda feeling lazy now, hahaha.

gnights and take care,

wani
222am
sunday
feb8'2009

2009-02-01T06:51:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah (:

it's been awhile since i properly blogged, haha.

ok, it's been pretty busy and hectic, yup,
but Alhamdullilah, im still good, tho tired (:

alright, monday, i tried t do some work amidst the fatigue,
but hey, haha i did manage t get myself t do something.
but i rested for most of the day.

tuesday, uhm, did up the work, haha yup,
and Alhamdullilah, i managed t do them.
rest again, post-Thailand fatigue.

wednesday
back to tuition in the afternoon (:
returned library books before that.

thursday.
had makeup tuition for the kids, did maths.
before that, went to nie for briefing on transcribing work.
alhamdullilah, another job.
insyaAllah i can do it well (:
home home, i was tired.

friday.
interesting day, alhamdullilah :D
the best day of the week.
haha, alright, i mean woke up very early la.
haha cuz first lesson starting for convo malay in nj,
so it was 5plus wake up, ok la near 6 haha.
reached nj about 730++, lesson started at 8am.
two classes, 8-9 and 9-10.
haha the kids were adorable, haha :D

then after lessons, went to malay room.
tried doing transcribing but ended up talking to Ain :D
haha and Shabana too, so it was multitasking.
then oh Weishun came along with Shabana,
so yes, we all lepak in the Malay room.
then Safa came down t meet us during her lunch time,
Ain went up already for lunch with her colleagues.
i was still trying to do transcribing, haha.
so anw, then after that, oh Muhammad was there too with his adik.
so when they left for prayers, Weishun left with them.
Shab left after that.
then Zohor with Ain, then left for madjack.
zai was already at madjack, haha so yup, he met us after his prayers.
so alhamdullilah, we ate alot.
they didnt have lasagna so i settled for normal menu.
then we shared desert. we stayed there for nearly 3 hours, hahaha.
left at nearly 5. we talked alot (:
nice, alhamdullilah, then walked t bus stop with zai since he was going home first.
then talked, he went off, i bussed down to town.

met ersalina and her friend on the bus.
we started talking abt stuff and band (:
then went t alfalah for Asar, met nurul hakimah there (:
then after prayers, i went t toilet again, i met fazliah pulak.
haha yup alhamdullilah :D

then after that off t seoul garden at taka for msyc dinner gathering :D
i was 3rd t arrive after jw and firdous.
then ppl started coming but we passed the 15mins grace time.
so our reservation got postponed to 7pm.
anw, haha we just sat ard there waiting for ppl.
anw then nearly 7pm, we went into seoul garden,
then me, hazi and faeez left for Maghrib at alfalah.
haha it was super funny la them both (:
then after Maghrib, walked back t seoul garden, with lotsa laughter.
haha so anw, then oh seoul garden!
super fun, alhamdullilah (:
i sat at a table with firdous, faeez and karthik!
then next to us were tk, mai, jing hui and safar.
the rest occupied the 3 tables behind us, haha 20 of us!
then after that, it was very amusing, hahaha.
and hahaha, karthik started a birthday song for me.
slaps forehead, hahahaha goodness it was so funny!
then after that, we did a birthday song for weiqiang also.
then there was a table who were sky's friends, requested for bday song too,
like sing with them hahaha so it was funny.
havoc sehh, and the guys were well, hahahaha.
anw we left seoul garden abt 10 there, then looked for a nice place for photo.
hahaha rena was super funny, but anw yup!
then we left for home, reached home abt 11plus there,
after shower, solat etc, started on work.
realised i couldnt take it anymore, turned in abt 1plus.
i enjoyed the day, alhamdullilah (:

saturday.
i was berkobar-kobar nak gi apex at first t give my gifts t my mentees,
haha then i was super tired from friday and the week,
that i just couldnt bring myself t get off my bed and go for apex.
so yeah haha i ended up not going, failed =/
anw, then i got off bed later after that,
prepared for yoc meeting @ nyc.
so left home abt 12plus, had breakfast, hahaha brunch la more like,
at home then left for nyc. tired. haha.
then reached there, hazi and cindy helped me open door,
then Zohor there also, then meeting started abt 2, 2plus?
most were there except Karthik cuz his gran passed away that morning.
our condolences yeah karthik?

uhhuh, then meeting, updates from everyone.
then had workshop tryout after doing up the itinerary/planning.
all in all, ended about 6plus, then we did Asar there.
home abt nearly 8, Maghrib, then showered, Isyak.
then work stuff, haha, then went t sleep at the living room cuz my bros were there.
anw man u won, haha i slept la, super tired.

sunday.
tuition with Shabana's sis, Shakeera, at 11am at her house.
alhamdullilah i wasnt late and i managed t find my way (:
so tuition with her for abt 2 hours, then off for home.
reached home, after Zohor, i konked out.
slept, woke up, then slept again all the way t 6plus.
woke up, Asar, then Maghrib, then makan, then Isyak.
then work calls, hahaha.

yup.

ok, it's been a long time here, im nearly done with uploading photos on facebook (:
haha for the Thailand trip, so if you wanna see since im not uploading here,
check it out at my facebook yeah (:

alright, take care all and gnights!

Wani
1127pm
sunday
1st feb'09

2009-01-27T01:28:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world!!!

Alhamdullilah (:

yay haha i miss being in Thailand,
esp. the village where we did homestay.

i didnt wanna come home :D

haha awesomeness i love Thailand (:

alright ppl, it's an overdue post,
but i dont think that im gonna go day by day on Thailand,
there're too many things and it's hard t express in words.
and pictures, there are too many too, hahaha,
i wont do justice if i only select a few and post it up.

so yes, haha i love all my asean youth mates,
and i miss ya all!

so now back in singapore,
reality hits, back t work wani, hahahaha.

but hey, haha im starting at nj this friday,
so haslina, if u miss me, can come meet me,
HAHAHAHA (apejertau wani ni-Haslina's expression, hahaha)

ok take care ya all,
missing lotsa things/ppl,
and happy new year!

Wani
531pm
tuesday
27th jan'09

2009-01-12T08:32:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world,

alhamdullilah.

ok, i need a break.

i just cant bring myself t finish up another proposal.

yes, including this, it'd be 3 proposals in a span of 2 days.
and yes, physically, mentally, im tired and drained.

but of course, im gonna try not t complain since i enjoy the work.
haha yeah, once im thru the proposals, ill be glad insyaAllah.

packing nearly done, gonna do the rest of the stuff insyaAllah tmr.

today was well, good alhamdullilah.

morning, set off early for meeting with tk for homestay prog, yoc stuff.
met at west mall, then since i had some time t kill,
went t bb library and read thru some books, did up the maths tuition stuff.
then ard 1plus, off t meet safa t get the stuff at nj bus stop.
then, off t town, i really really had t eat, i was starving,
and yeah, stomach felt super empty so since i didnt wanna barf up or anything,
went t makan alone at kfc haha it wasnt so bad.
im really, really getting used to doing things alone, enjoying it and yeah,
discarding all those 'what would ppl think' mentality.
haha yeah, i realised that i dont really care anymore, haha.

hmm.

then went ard t look for souvenirs for Thailand.
found some at lucky plaza, then off again for tuition.

tuition, alhamdullilah, didnt go so bad.
went home with ibu.

other than that, yup, reached home, settled some stuff,
am on another proposal since im hoping t submit before i fly off,
so by the time im back, can have a meeting with the other party.

yup.

Allah gives me strength, amin.

nod, well, sometimes i think if im taking too many things at a time.
then i realised i enjoy being kept occupied, esp. doing things that i like.
then i think, it's all worth it then, alhamdullilah.

yup.

ok, i guess i'll take another 15mins break.
before i cont. with the stuff.

well.

insyaAllah i can finish it up before i go t sleep.

and wake up tmr, knowing that i still have t settle other stuff.

haha.

AND OH, ANOTHER THING.
MAN U WON CHELSEA 3NIL, haha YES!
i was watching it with my abang yesterday,
cz i only watched from 2nd half onwards.
and we were both slapping well, high fives and going yes!
when man u scored the next 2 goals, awesommmmeeee!
i really so love ROOONEEYYY :D
tho' yes, i wish hargreaves will come back soon, haha.

hmm, ok, other than that, im really glad alhamdullilah.
thank You Allah (:

take care and gnights all,
and oh, have a good start to your sch/day!

wani
13th jan'09
1245am

2009-01-11T04:40:00.000-08:00

"don't give up on me kate.
what abt persuasion?
you told me they wait, they meet again,
they have another chance.

life is not a book alex, and it can be over in a second.
i was having lunch with my mother at daily plaza.
and a man was killed right in front of me.
he died in my arms.
and i thought it cant end just like that on valentine's day.
and i thought abt all the ppl who love him,
waiting at home who will never see him again
and then i thought what if there is no one.
what if u live your whole life and no one is waiting.
so i drove to the lakehouse looking for any kind of answer
and i found you.
and i let myself get lost, lost in this beautiful fantasy where time stood still.
but it's not real alex, i have to learn to live the life that i've got.
pls dont write anymore, dont try to find me
let me let you go."

-the lakehouse.

ahh i so love the movie,
it's so very, moving.
thought-provoking.

haha okok i need t go and continue packing, hahaha.

wani, 859pm!

2009-01-10T05:16:00.001-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world!

alhamdullilah for today, i feel really satisfied with how it went today,
yes abit tired, but well, ive been busy recently,
so yeah.

haha wani wani, shakes head.

and yeah, im down, going down with another flu,
hahaha and to think i just recovered well, a day ago? haha goodness,
but well, insyaAllah i'll be fine before im off t Thailand!

ive just done up my packing list, think ill pack tmr, yeapp.

and pray that ill go and come back safe and sound ok! thanks (:

okok updates!

friday, oh it was a long and well, long day, well not exactly but well, long.
hahaha uhhuh.

uhm let's see, oh yeah we had pre-departure briefing at nyc,
so chaos, me, the nyc staff, liza, kartini and priscilla,
haha yeah the officer who's coming over with us to thailand.
so the briefing was well, haha fun and liza was funny,
started ard 1030++ and ended ard 12++,
then needed t discuss bout some other stuff,
like yeah cultural performance, haha with only chaos and i, it's pretty limited,
but yeah i refuse to sing and embarass myself in front of other ppl, haha.
so anw, all in all, left nearly one, went off with chaos,
but since i was taking straight bus home, bade goodbye at toa payoh, haha.
home home, printed stuff, did some admin stuff,
tried t get a nap for awhile but well, it was well, tak menjadi ah, haha,
then off again i went ard 320 there t boon lay,
got tb from fauzy, thanks thanks! then, haha needed t find a suit for Thailand trip,
soo i did go ard jp, haha looked here looked there,
and alhamdullilah, the shopping was over soon, haha goodness,
i think i got the pants and jacket at a good bargain, alhamdullilah (:

then after that, off t eunos, alhamdullilah i reached fmsa before kak siryana left,
so managed t get the receipt stuff from her before she left,
then kak lieja came along, haha she was early too,
so while i did the receipt stuff, she did her stuff, and we talked.
and kirim-ed fazliah makan! hahaha, i was really hungry laa, gatal, tak makan lagi,
haha anw farah came with sharifah later on,
thenn while waiting for food (we were kinda done with work),
we tried to distract ourselves by looking thru names for a baby boy,
hahaha goodness, it was funny la but well, i was really starving.
so alhamdullilah, when faz came, alhamdullilah, we started makan,
and yeah, i got another bad bad tummyache again, yeah,
those gastric pain, ah well, it lasted very long.
brother Hairuddin came later on, meeting started, oh! he ordered pizzas for us (:
alhamdullilah, cool! haha thenn, meeting, and i got myself into another thing.
haha yeah, wani likes to keep herself busy, but well,
yeah now im a chair for another programme, i think i need t settle things,
before i fly off, well, hmm alot of things on to do list, haha,
but i enjoy work, heh, workaholicccc! hahaha ok la, at times, haha.
then off home ard 940++, pain pain, thought i could barf up,
then yeah, i realised i really shldnt skip meals anymore,
but alhamdullilah, i managed t get home, put a brave face in front of my parents,
like nothing was really wrong, haha, and alhamdullilah,
finally got myself t rest later on, and the pain went away :D
slept at one plus, another long day on saturday (:

saturday, today!

yeap, alhamdullilah, today was great!
oh haha, i was so berkobarkobar ahh, nak sampai Irsyad kul 8 gitu,
abih nak buat kerje dulu hahaha then in the end kan,
i was like bersyukur i even managed t not be late, alhamdullilah (:
yeah, wani wani, ok la didnt wake up t my first alarm.
i had trouble sleeping tho during the wee hours of the morn,
my kneecap was giving problems, ah well, so i had t switch off the fan,
i think it was the chill, haha yeah, but anw, i wasnt late alhamdullilah :D
anw, mentoring session today was great alhamdullilah,
it was fun, good, im satisfied with how it went today,
my mentees are adorable, haha yeap, then i was pretty well,
kinda stoned when the session ended, from the fatigue probably,
after everything, left Irsyad, took bus down to eunos.
realised i didnt wanna eat, haha yeah, so much for not wanting t skip meals.
so yeah, i ended up seating in the mrt station and read a book,
waited for ain to come while spaceship talks came abt(looks at ain, chuckles),
hahaha, so when she came, alhamdullilah, we walked t the centre, talked ALOT,
haha first lesson! well, it started abt 3plus,
alhamdullilah, it was pretty good, i learnt some new stuff (:
haha yeap, cleared doubts about the concept of takdir,
yeah it's been in my head for quite some time,
so it was good la, alhamdullilah (:
so important things are, we have to number 1, usaha, then tawakkal,
then of course, doa, and insyaAllah things will turn out fine (:

yeap, then home home, haha talked alot again,
haha well, she understands me, alhamdullilah,
and of course im glad, alhamdullilah, cz she told me somethng,
and insyaAllah sistah, we'll all be better ppl, amin (:

alhamdullilah, thank You Allah for everything.

hmm, other than that, got home, super drained,
finally makan my first proper meal of the day, alhamdullilah,
i think i really shld eat a balanced diet, as in seriously,
haha like normal meals, but sometimes, well, im just too lazy to eat, haha,
and well, when the busy-ness (such word? haha) kicks in,
it well, gets harder, haha but i dont wanna get another horrible tummy upset.

ive been walking alot recently, haha, random.

other than that, hmm the palestine-israel's conflict's still going on,
there was an interesting analysis about the un's passing of the resolution ytd.
and oh, interesting thing was that the us abstained, that's like well,
a paradigm shift from what they usually do, let's hope it signifies something more,
and will lead to a change soon, but of course, the new generation of palestinians who experienced the trauma of this recent israeli attack, may grow up to be the next suicide bombers, terrorists etc. resentment breeds hatred, which breeds radicalism.

but i hope that insyaAllah, things will be better soon,
some call it foolish to have such optimism, but i guess, well,
the world cant live in total negativity, can it?

and i hope that ppl will just stop, for now,
propagating anger, hatred and resentment towards the israelis.
i mean of course, this attack is uncalled for,
civilian lives are compromised, children suffer;
they are the ones dying for other parties' gains.
but i think it's better if right now, the world stop being so angry with israel,
but instead, focus and come up with something constructive to help the palestinians who are suffering from the aftermaths of all the attack.
i mean, it's not like im not frustrated with all these, i am,
i deplore these attacks on the palestinian civilians.
but i find that it's pointless if we just get angry, insult their actions,
and then do nothing.
i think the least we can do is to pray for them,
that insyaAllah things will be better.

and speaking of that, Pergas is holding a solat sunat hajjat tmr at masjid sultan if im not wrong, for the palestinians, after Zohor prayers. yup, spread the word (:

yup, that's from me for now,
take care everyone, and gnights!

Wani
1001pm
saturday
10jan'08

Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse

2009-01-08T01:54:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah, Alhamdullilah, Alhamdullilah :D

i feel much better now.

slept most of the day, woke up to have breakfast, com,
then slept again, and i think my flu is much better, alhamdullilah (:

hmm tmr's gonna be a long day though,
insyaAllah it'll be good and God helps me through the day tmr (:

alright!
mon, tues, wed had tuition, and alhamdullilah, it generally went pretty well,
(though i think i really need to start revising my sciences haha)

wed, met ain in the morn ard 1130am at paya lebar,
well sposed t meet earlier but i was really tired so i told her later,
terima kasih ye kawan, haha, so yup walked t the centre,
it was funny and hilarious la, it's usually like that when alien ungu's there,
hahaha, goodness, then we did our registrations sumer,
i was gonna go fmsa, she walked with me there before heading t eunos mrt,
found out kak siryana was on leave when i reached there,
so left fmsa and i quickly called ain cuz or else i didnt know what t do,
anw met at eunos and she agreed t go makan with me,
so we went ljs kat tiong bahru, makan, laughed, talked, abt alot of things,
haha goodness, then she went off t her library and i took mrt down t tuition place,
well, i reached pretty early, an hour earlier actually,
so well, haha i took a walk in heartland mall, browsed through things,
ah well, it was those desperate attempts at killing time,
one knows wani doesnt like to go into shopping malls without any plans,
haha it's a waste of time ahh, right? im not into window shopping.

anw, after that, i thought, ok, let's just walk down t the place,
so well, i took a slow walk t my tuition place,
then it was still early so i went t the park beside it,
walked ard the park, was tempted t sit on the swing,
but there were a few men ard, hahaha yeah, so i changed my mind,
cuz the playgrd was like in the centre of attraction, haha,
so i went t sit somewhere under the tree, took out my book,
and started reading for awhile before i left for tuition.

i realised that i've been so used to doing things alone,
that i actually enjoy them, haha except for the companies of few of my friends,
i need my quiet time, i mean everyone does, but yeah,
ah well, nvm, it's hard to express.

haha so anw, tuition, went alhamdullilah, home home.
i was tired and drained, flu started, but alhamdullilah it didnt got that bad.
i was well, running out of tissue, haha.

tuesday, hmm i rmb i had something on, yeah,
haha went t my nenek's house, dad's side, before i went t work,
and i realised i shld have left home earlier cuz i well,
couldnt spend that much time with her, yeap,
but alhamdullilah nenek's ok though well, penyakit org2 tua,
but insyaAllah she'll be fine (:
then she gave me 10bucks for cabfare tho i was telling her takyah,
haha then well, i couldnt refuse anymore since she was insisting on it,
well, i feel bad haha but yeah, so in the end, since she gave me the money for cab,
i just cabbed down t tiong bahru and took train down t work.
tuition went really alhamdullilah, did maths with the girls,
mostly algebra and i was really really glad, cuz i managed t perk up their interest,
alhamdullilah (:
then went home, my abang's friends were over, so yup.

hmm, that's from me, yup,
alhamdullilah (:

take care!

Wani
641pm
thursday
8jan'09

2009-01-05T07:20:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world!

alhamdullilah :D

ok, zul's going ns tmr!
i think fath's going in tmr also, haha cool :D

anw guys, have fun in ns ok! (hmmm hahaha)
and zul, all the best ok! dont worry much,
insyaAllah it'll be good :D

and yeahh, mann im gonna miss having zul t talk t on msn,
hahaha, searching for the different scholarships online tgt,
talking abt future plans and aspirations, (and guys, hahaha),
ah well, he's like my brother, i tell him mostly everything,
(yeahh, to the point that he knows what im gonna say, haha!)
soo yeah, no more random msn also, haha, i mean,
he's like really just the very rare few that i often msn,
(ahh, wani, you sound so pathetic) haha but no la,
haha ok, i think syaf's gonna have a harder time.
ah well, bradder, have fun there!

--------------

haha ok, updates!

monday, 5th jan,
after subuh, went back t sleep, woke up ard 9plus t head off t nj,
waited for syaf at main gate bus stop, then walked in,
haha i miss nj much much =/
had briefing for convo malay with ms chong, it went well, alhamdullilah :D
then after that, yes after much thinking (cuz of the super ex adult fare),
i finally decided t head off t the west area t get the textbooks from safa,
then i went je library t borrow some books so that i can start provoking my brains,
hahaha serious, i think it's been stagnant for quite some time.
then met fazliah at je station t get the fmsa thing t do,
then off t kovan area, it was well yup, alhamdullilah tak lambat,
i mean, first day of work late? nono, not good, but yup,
i reached earlier alhamdullilah, yup!
tuition started, not bad, managed t get thru with my bad throat,
haha yeah, i really hope insyaAllah, the throat will be better by this week,
finished abt 7pm there, off for home with ibu, i was HUNGRY,
i mean yeah, i hadnt eaten since morning at all, except for well,
fishermen's friend, haha so ate prima deli stuff, then oldchangkee nuggets,
then home makan some more, haha yeah, one meal per day again wani, hmm.
i think i shld get a balance meal everyday, haha but well,
i was well, yaaa, hahaha, got home ard 8plus there.

home, after dinner etc, i ko-ed. haha.
napped until 9plus, ten, tired ahh, haha yupp.
and i paid so much for travelling today,
ive been thinking twice abt travelling since 1st jan, haha.
oh wells, when you were a student, it was so much easier, haha.

sunday, 4th jan,
was a good, quiet sunday, i like (:
alhamdullilah, was pretty worn out from the previous day, yup!
ctd grisham's playing for pizza :D

while i was on the com ard midnight, 12++,
found out man u was playing, haha so deserted com,
went t watch man u ard 1 plus, haha cool game, 3-0 :D
but well, it was against 10men southampton,
and nani was well, cool! haha and berbatov was awesome,
and rooney, haha ROOONEEYYY! awesomeness!
i LOVE rooney, haha but i wish hargreaves will come back from injury soon =/
so yup, after match, turned off com, night night (:

saturday, 3rd jan!

apex, first day! fun la, not bad, alhamdullilah :D
went with riduwan there since we're non nus students, haha!
met gadisti on the way, met khairi there haha, fun!
briefing, etc, broken up into grps, grp stuff! then makan,
i broke the ice with my mentees during break by telling them jokes,
hahahaha, and my partner mentors are maryam ntu (ehh i think that's her name la),
and azhar, so yup! have ard 4 kids under us, but 2 boys under azhar,
anw they're sooo cute, haha so small, so adorable, haha okok, wani.
then debrief before dismissed, went home, rested awhile,
off again for dinner after asar.
met ain first and i managed t finish john grisham's playing for pizza,
haha good book, very, heartwarming :D

mldds dinner was fun fun fun!
i had alot of fun :D

we met at alfalah after maghrib,
it was like, what, near full attendance, haha so fun!
if only khidhir, nabil, shima and samirah had come,
and yeah, andre and hafidh are in indon already, ahha yup.

ok la, at first it was quite tension, cuz we were gonna go seoul garden,
then when we were gonna make the payments, realised it was overbudget,
so since most didnt agree, we cancelled, haha anw, i was like pointing out,
no refund after payment, so it was good, haha alhamdullilah,
klo tak kopak sehh duit, it was like what, abt 30bucks each?
i was like doing my maths la, sposed t be 21.99++ and freeflow drinks 2.99++,
so, sposed t be less than 25 kann, but it turned out t be 320bucks for 11ppl,
soo yeah, we backed down, haha nvm la, so we walked t far east nak makan sakura,
tapi penuh, then we just hanged ard wondering what's the next plan,
i was hungry ahh by then, i havent really eaten the whole day,
was kinda saving my tummy for dinner, haha yeapp.

so anw, after that, me and faris went ard while they still waited at sakura,
so that we can find some food places, so in the end,
kiter just went down t turkish delight, sebab banyak dah full,
so we just put the tables tgt, asked the manager,
thenn we waited for the rest t come down, haha yup!

rest came down, started makan, haha fun, nice!
oh ain couldnt finish up her chicken well, they call it pancake,
so i ate it for her, hahaha so by the time, i was full and satisfied :D
and i think syamil? ordered the turkish yoghurt drink,
so it went ard and i tasted it, haha it was well, sour, but it tasted,
yoghurt-ish, hahaha, it was funny and fun :D
thenn we left ard late 9plus, said goodbyes,
me, ain, zai, fath, syamil headed for the mrt,
shab took cab home, syaf and zul took bus tgt, faris and azrin went off tgt,
thenn haha yup, me ain and that pakcik went take same train,
it was nice, been so long since i talked t zai face t face,
anw zai, glad everything's good now :D

thenn home home, penat sehh haha but slept only ard 2plus, haha,
yeappp, it was good, alhamdullilah, im gonna miss being in sch,
eating with ain, syaf and the mats at the malay table, haha.
but we'll see each other soon enuff in mid feb? haha yup,
and insyaAllah we'll get our as ok! amin :D

friday, 2nd jan!
had lunch with fas :D
it was great, haha miss that womann so much, talked, updated alot,
we went ramen ten for lunch, ate something that resembled chicken cutlet noodle,
just that it was tomyam-ish, and ate sushi! hahaha i felt so happy after that :D
dah kempunan since brape bulan yang lepas, haha yup, alhamdullilah :D
then talked somemore at ramen ten, abt alot of stuff,
then when going off, bought another packet of sushi, hahaha,
ate on the way t masjid temenggung, haha then came up with backpacking idea,
after we graduate from uni, haha :D
then, after asar, drew up plans for backpacking! haha,
i was suggesting cambodia, laos etc, and she was like,
europe! haha ah well, conflict conflict, haha kidding :D
but yes! we'll end in rome ok! hahaha yuppp,insyaAllah :D
home home, tired? yeahh ahhaa.

take care :D

wani
1217am
tuesday
6th jan'09

2009-01-03T22:13:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,

hello world,

mldds gathering dinner 3rd jan'08,
anatolia, far east plaza,
ehh sorry haha photos first, details later :D

but enjoyed the night much much :D

and guys, have a great time in ns (hmm? haha)

wani
234pm

2009-01-01T08:31:00.001-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world,

alhamdullilah,
it's a new year (:

ok im better now, haha aii well, somethings happen,
really dragged my mood down, but it's all settled, alhamdullilah.

ok, so anw, where was i? ehh.
monday right? yeah, apex prog was good.
ya, haha wait talked bout that, then tuesday,
hmm ade ape yer.

thinks.

recall.

stay at home, was it? hahaha cant rmb,
wait, yaa meeting!

haha ok, anw the meeting was good, alhamdullilah,
ehh i think i mentioned it already haha, ya ok.
and chaoqin drove me home, thanks alot, haha,
ehh wait, that's mentioned too, hahaha,
so reached home ard 11plus, thenn, oh,
was really tired, but solat etc, then off t sleep ard 12+.

31st dec, wed.
ahh, woke up, subuh, napped back, off t town.
i wanted t get my frames first la so haha but anw,
the frames i got was well, bigger than the previous specs,
so it was a waste of money, cant change the lenses now,
thank God it was less than 13bucks, well, im looking at the bright side,
nahh im just living in denial to comfort myself, haha.
so anw, town, got the tix, couldnt use student pass since it was new year's eve.
thenn ya walked t get the frames, then off t royal scotts for zohor,
thenn after that walked t lucky plaza for lunch,
met fauzy there and we went t lucky prata,
haha lucky prata in lucky plaza, okok i was amused by that actually, hah,
so if you have an equation, it'll be like, ehh,
(lucky)[(prata)+(plaza)] =lucky prata+lucky plaza, hahaha, goodness.
wani wani, shakes head, well, .... haha.

so anw, lunch there, it was good alhamdullilah, first time there,
the icecream prata really looked good actually, haha yeap.
i ended up with nasi goreng ikan bilis which was well, alot of vege,
so i kinda waste food, =/
haha ok, then after lunch, walked t lido, talked, lido,
movie, australia! haha it was good really, long but good,
i felt there were parts it was a bit draggy,
but really, that was biased, haha cuz i was really tired from sitting,
hahaha, but yeah, the movie made the sitting worth it,
ard 2.5 hours or more la the movie, but good, yup.
thennn after that, we went royal scotts for asar,
talked, mrt ride, home home, haha yup, good day.

i learnt some new jokes, hehe, im gonna try it on ain,
hahahaha :D

aite, so well, thursday, technically yestrday,
woke up for subuh, slept, napped, woke up, etc, zohor,
slept through the afternoon, it was nice, raining see,
haha, then woke up, asar, etc, tv awhile, maghrib, com, makan, isyak, etc,
com, bujang senang, hahaha goodness, yay :D

haha yeah, and im going out with fas tmr!
i mean, technically, tday later, haha lunch with her,
maybe with arfah too, goodness miss them all, haha yeap.
eating jap food, haha sushi here i come!

mann, my pocket koyak sehh gini, haha,
in addition to the now-adult-fare that im gonna pay =/

let's start work soon, haha, next week!

haha ok!

and im not going t sch yet this year, haha wow,
feels, nostalgic, hmm =/

take care and gnights,
and happy new year everyone :D

Wani
103am
friday
2nd jan'08

2008-12-31T07:53:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah, thanks to Allah for everything,
im still here t witness a new year,
for tahun baru Islam and well, general new year (:

my new year resolution is to be a better person,
though well, it's hard, as always as it is if you wanna be good,
but insyaAllah ill be better, yup.

well, i know i havent updated much recently,
but i guess i was too lazy (besides being busy) to update, haha.

but i guess we can try t start and do some updates.
since the uh dec 26? haha

hmm the 26th, stayed at home, i think.
good day, home day, well, no need t elaborate anymore,
haha basically did things at home as i always do.

the 27th, a saturday right?
hmm i think i went jp with my adik and parents,
(or was it sunday the 28th?)
gee i really cant rmb, haha, but i guess yeah.
i was trying t find my stuff, so oh ya, it was saturday.
anw, went there, my other 2 bros had their own plans anw,
but we walked t the mrt station with my abang, it was nice. well, ya.
so yeah, went, adik bought a bag, i couldnt find my stuff,
ate kebab before cabbing down t teh tarik t get dinner,
haha awesome, actually more of supper, haha,
ate chicken chop, alhamdullilah (:
then the night, think watched klakar rabak with my adik and ibu,
but yup, it was good, cool.

the 28th, sunday, another home day,
good day, i felt useful, haha helped my ibu ard in the kitchen,
oh no, not exactly useful, haha she took only a min i think t peel potato,
i took like 10 mins t peel one potato, hahahaha, goodness.
cuz i really wanted t peel them, look like so cool like that, haha
but she cooked nasi lemak with ikan bilis sambal, all time favourite,
so ended up eating that alot for the day.
breakfast i had spaghetti, a dosai plus plus (cuz it was still cold, haha),
so by the time it was lunch, i was pretty full,
so i only ate lunch lunch at ard 3plus pm, yeah.
other than that, yup, tried getting early sleep, but well, unsuccessful.
too used t sleeping late lerr.

the 29th monday,
apex programme, well i thought i was gonna be late,
cabbed down from clementi esp. since it was raining,
yup, well, then, prog. started, kids were cute, funny, well, yeah.
went ard with them, it was good, yeap, but i guess it was my off day,
so i guess yeah plus there were 2 other facis in the grp,
so i just decided t be the rear person, i was really drained that day,
lack of sleep, prolly, but yeah, other than that, good day,
good prog, alhamdullilah, well, yeah, ya.
home, ya, ok, yup.

the 30th, tuesday, slept in abit more, maybe alot more, maybe normal,
haha, but anw, it was well yeah, yup, alhamdullilah.
then yeah, tired tho, but off from home after asar, went t kg jawa,
found out that hazi was dropping by bugis t get mai's bday stuff,
so after getting the flute, which i think i bought the wrong one again,
went t meet hazi, bought the stuff at chewy juniors, off for meeting,
very productive, awesome alhamdullilah, had lotsa fun, it was good.
chaoqin drove me home, thanks alot, anw yeah, im going for the prog. with him.
i only found out on monday, yup.

ok, im really losing the mood right now, well, bahh, astaghfirullah.

ill cont. tmr aite, before it gets worst.

take care nights, happy new year.

wani
1219am

2008-12-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah, today was great!
gerek :D

hmm day started well, ok not so well.
after subuh etc, i was super really hungry,
and then i had a bad tummyache cuz i was really hungry,
and i was waiting for ibu ngan ayah t come back from breakfast kat kopitiam,
cuz they were buying me breakfast see.
but then, i couldnt take it anymore, pretty horrible la,
haha so i ended up just making campbell's soup, heh,
cuz taknak maggi see just in case i feel too full t eat the breakfast yang dibelikan.
so in the end, yeah, that and milo.
then while waiting, went t take a nap, then breakfast,
then i went back t sleep haha, tired la,
then woke up, we were off t my nenek house.

ehh, me, ayah, ibu ngan my adik cabbed down while my abang and adik took mrt,
haha oh wells, i'd had preferred t mrt with them but well, yeah.
so reached there ard 1plus, by the time pun dah zohor, yup.
waited for my brothers t come, then just sat ard listened t ppl talk.
and i sat beside the sleeping cat, haha it looked super adorable,
anw oh its name is bun, short for buncit, haha adorable :D

they arrived later abt near 2, thenn oh haha alot of food.
my aunts were the ones who cooked, haha yeah, oh we had a celebration,
kat my nenek nye rumah sempena birthday nenek and my niece.
so haha my aunts were funny, they called today's celebration like,
east meet west, fusion kinda thing cuz alot of different types of food,
Alhamdullilah, it was awesome :D
haha yeap, anw before we serbu the food, here's how the food table looked like:

haha yeap, then my other relatives started arriving,
mama on, uncle hady ngan abang wan,
mak long and my cousin in law, abang eng, kak juli and their super adorable kid!
haha then pak long came with the rest also, haha yup!
it was fun, anw oh i went for 4 rounds for food, hahahaha,
i was starving i think and my appetite went back t normal,
(haha that you called normal wani?)
haha as in, i started eating more, anw it wasnt that much la,
(rightttt, hahaha)
okay la, first round i went for spaghetti,
then 2nd round, i went for dosai, one piece only ok, with ribs, one piece,
haha 3rd round, i went for the nan accompanied with the kashmiri chicken,
and 4th round, i had another nan cuz it was super delicious,
hahaha uhhuh, and they cooked that by themselves, haha east west klakar la (:
Alhamdullilah, yup!
then after that, i just stuffed myself with some popiah and gummies,
and nougats and mentos, and haha i drank alot of tea.
since the cuaca these days are like so sejuk, ive been drinking lotsa hot tea.
haha yup, im not good with cold weather.
ahh yeah, i get cold very easily and yeah, ive resorted t wearing jacket at home,
hahahaha (:

uhmm, then hanged ard with my brothers and cousin(s), haha, yeap,
ahh, the blue shirt is my cousin, the rest are my brothers, haha.

future guitarist prodigy, insyaAllah :D
haha super adorable right right right! haha

thenn, sat ard listening t my ayah, ibu, uncle hady ngan pak long berbual,
haha they were on the topic of cigarettes, haha funny also la.
then, we had ehh cake cutting, oh before that had baca doa,
wak brahim led us, yup, then cake cutting!
adorableness, hahaha super cute (:

picture perfect (:

thenn, off for home, after asar ibu asked me t go down with her,
so went down, adik bought his sch shoes, then went ck, bought stuff.
haha yeah, i finally got a new toothbrush after the previous one was
unceremoniously thrown away hahaha, yeap, it's still blue :D
thenn, waited, napped, magrib time, nap, etc, isyak.
rested, got onto com (:

yesterday, wednesday,
i was really tired for some reason,
after subuh etc, i rmb i was so tired and the cuaca was cold,
i went t sleep back in my telkung, hahahaha,
goodness, ah well, then yeah, it was a well, stay at home day,
which equates to a malas day, so basically didnt do much.
Alhamdullilah though, great day.

aite, ohh anw my pak long tadi tanye joke la,
like dalam banyak2 bulan, bulan satu (jan) all the way t dec,
bulan yang mane yang orang paling cakap sikit,
hahaha and we were all like thinking so hard and deep,
then uncle hady after getting it translated, just went like,
february, haha then pak long asked why,
and he was like, cuz february has the least days!
hahaha it was that logical, and so, klakar! haha.

and oh, i found out that they had a pet hotel in singapore,
and even a marriage ceremony for pets, haha,
complete with the priest and all, goodness,
and with manicure and pedicure? hahaha,
and oh cats cost more than dogs, haha yup.

cuteness.

ah well, that's all from me today,
gnights all and hope those of you celebrating,
have/had a very merry and happy christmas!

take care,

wani
1023pm
thursday
dec25'08

2008-12-23T06:27:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah, the day was good.

i was sposed to have an angklung session with the kids tday,
so went off with my ibu ard 7plus,
reached there, ard 9plus if i wasnt wrong,
then i guess there were some problems here and there,
and i was like thinking, really really, that,
it was not gonna be fruitful at all having the session today,
so i told them that nvm it's fine, let's just cancelled it tday,
so well, it was ard 9plus, 10, and i was like wondering,
where am i gonna head down to after this,
cuz i was meeting ain only like ard 115 kat alFalah,
so i stoned and think, was thinking of kent ridge but i wasnt sure,
sent out msges for suggestions, haha, thanks ya all!
fas was haha klakar, she asked me t go t courts and listen t hearings,
since she said i like law, but well, it was a, uh extraordinary suggestion,
haha yup but Alhamdullilah, i managed t derive a decision.

so i left the place ard 10+, walked t the mrt station,
dropped off at tiong bahru, took a long walk down childhood lane at bukit merah.
when i looked at the area, it felt really, refreshing, for some reasons.
then i was walking, i saw the 'steep' hill, haha,
where i used t panjat t reach my nenek's house when i didnt wanna use the stairs,
well, it was cooler la, haha yeah back then, back then,
i miss the place, i passed by the marketplace,
i used to often there for the kedais or just pass by,
and yeah, i walked and walked until i reached a bus stop,
decided t be practical and take a bus down t the bm interchange,
so that i'd be on schedule, haha yup, so bussed down,
well, it was only 2 stops away? haha yeah, thenn,
bought my nenek some buah2 from the kedai buah, haha ok,
then off t see my nenek, Alhamdullilah, it's been awhile.

she was shcoked to see me, well, understood-ed =D
but yeah, i was really glad to see her, Alhamdullilah, she's better now.
i met my niece and nephew, oh, my nenek's staying with my aunt,
so yup, the kids are well, big now, and hamzah's really adorable (:
haha i feel like really pinching his cheeks, super super adorable :D
then i just sat and talked, or rather, listened alot t my nenek.
stayed for abt half hour ard there, then i had t leave so that i wont be late.
well, i miss those days when i was a kid, haha yeah.

so then, off t meet ain but she'd be late cuz some problems,
walked t alFalah, i was really hungry, haha, but anw,
Zohor, then just sat there and waited for her, haha yup.
then she came along, solat, off t cine t get tix,
well, queue was long but they opened another line, a few more, (i think),
then Alhamdullilah, managed t get the 235 show, which was in abt 10mins?
or more or less than that, haha yeah, but yeah, twilight!
was good, well, im starting t accept this edward of whom i was complaining abt,
haha he fits into the show, so cant complain much anymore.
anw, i learn that books are well, not the same as movies, (obviously),
but well, it was really, really sweet, just a little slow start,
and not much action, but well, it was really sweet, yeap,
highlight of the movie, fullstop.

but the character portrayal abit wrong ah here and there,
jacob's character doesnt leave a big impact (in the positive sense,
i thought bella's character was, not cool as she was sposed t be, but shrugs.
that's why movies and books are not the same.
so lesson learnt, dont put high expectations.
or dont read the book before u watch the movie.

but lotr was best man.

then after that, i was super really starving, honestly,
felt i could just barf out soon, haha so well,
kinda got reminded of THAT tummy upset which left me super weak,
and few days before econs paper, hahaha.
but Alhamdullilah yeah, ate at kfc.
it's rare that the zinger really tasted so good, Alhamdullilah,
and as i was finishing it up, i told ain i could go for another burger.
hahaha, but anw we talked alot, and i tend t get distracted, haha.
ohh ain left me super amused the other day, haha,
cuz kan dia baru balik dari malaysia, so she was like telling me,
she really like the mamats from malaysia cuz of their loghat,
and well, she's pretty much into them right now, haha,
surprise herself, surprise me, hahaha klakar la goodness.
so we just basically updated each other, i took a long time t think and talk,
and no, i didnt get another burger, haha anw,
i was like telling her, u know if i wanna get another one,
after Asar, we go t another kfc ok? klo tak buat malu jerr,
haha can u imagine, i finish one meal, then go up and get another burger?
hahaha paiseh jer.

Asar at alFalah, then we took a walk down t orchard mrt instead of somerset,
cuz masih nak berbual kan, haha so yeap, mrt down, it was good Alhamdullilah,
then, jurong east, i met my ibu kat the bus nyer waiting queue, haha yup.

home, maghrib, then ingatkan baring jap ah tunggu isyak skali,
so i was on the bed, the radio beside me, and eh haha i just fell asleep.
next thing was when my ibu woke me up and azan pun dah habis,
then my ayah pun dah masak so i was like ok, makan dulu la gini,
so i ate alot, etc, isyak, etc, napped, com (:

dec22'08, monday.

tiring day, but Alhamdullilah, i was really really glad at the end of the day.

ohh, i feel like buying nuttin but stringz nyer album,
violin, cool music, miss those band concert days =/

but anw, back t monday, after subuh, i went back t nap,
cuz i was super tired, so cut story short,
overslept timing, woke up 10plus when im sposed t be at nus at 11am,
so i rushed, cabbed down and managed t reach the place at 1050+am,
the cab driver was really friendly and he knows his stuff,
i wish all cabdrivers were like him haha yup.
uh the, shown ard, met ppl, icebreakers game, took a walk down,
then had t leave ard 1plus, solat zohor first then off,
i reached eunos really early though haha yup.
off for the job thing, orientation, talk abt the jobscope,
then met the manager, etc talk talk.
then finish, off i went t the masjid for asar,
after asar, i met my ibu kat eunos mrt since her workplace from paya lebar,
then i realised i lost something, superly super valuable,
and honestly, i feel really lousy abt it cuz it was a gift =/
im horrible man, i shld earn some money and replace that, well, sighs.
ok, i really feel sad abt losing it =/

got home, was in my room, received a call from nyc,
and it really was like Alhamdullilah, i was so super glad (:
more details in the future when it's all super confirmed, haha :D

hmm, so after that, makan, tired, tried napping after isyak,
but i was too tired, so it was hard falling asleep.
the kain kena dilipat, then rested somemore, then used the com,
manga-ed, haha turned in ard 1plus there, near 2?
haha and by the time, i was having runny nose,
well, haha yeah but Alhamdullilah, it was only this morn/ytd.

yeap, nothing much now, haha yup, take care all,
and a very merry xmas t all celebrating!

wani, 1217am
wednesday, 24'dec'08

2008-12-22T09:11:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

ive given up trying t starve myself just because im too lazy to eat.
so yes, it's another late night dinner, haha, supper more like.

too hungry hungry hungry, and the food's ready.

Alhamdullilah (:

updates next time!

wani, 112am

2008-12-21T08:30:00.000-08:00

another successful maggie cooking :D

even my adik said it was boleh tahan,
hahaha though it didnt turn out so fine at first,
but well, alter alter, Alhamdullilah :D

but it was too pekat haha but that was pretty much the desired outcome,
and i put dunno how many cili padi in my ibu nyer maggi,
hahaha. i only found out after she tasted that i was sposed t put only one.
haha =/

now, i feel awake.

2008-12-21T07:42:00.001-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah (:

aite, im tired.

uh today, after Subuh, etc, then went back t sleep,
woke up a few hours later, haha yeah, i was super tired.
then after Zohor, me, ibu ngan ayah went off t imm,
actually, it was near 3 then we went off there, haha yeap.
cabbed down, ah well yeah, then haha i was arguing with my dad,
cuz i wanted t push the trolley, hahahaha it was funny la,
we kinda like squabbled over the trolley but my dad being my dad,
and i being such a strongheaded person, won the trolley, haha!
ok it was really childish but yeah, hahaha.

anw, i think i really wanna go watch the match first.
be back later.

ah well, so im back. merepek, merepek, merepek.
i wished the lions were much less angsty, whaaatt.
and they shld have taken the opportunity when they had the ball.
argh, merepek, merepek, merepek.
me and my brother were like groaning like ketam when they didnt score in the dying minutes, like seriously.
and my dad was funny la, haha cuz my abang went t stadium t watch,
so he was like, ni adha gi kat stadium sebab tu singapore kalah,
haha ade ade je la.

ah well, anw ketam=crab=crap.
haha, bahasa wani :D

but anw, ah blahh =/

back t imm, my parents were like, if i go, then will spend more,
haha but i was like telling them, it's a girl's instinct kan,
see food stuff then want t grab it off the shelf, haha.
but my ibu was like no, she's not like that, haha,
so well, i guess basically, it's just me =/

so anw, we shopped, ah my ibu letak budget at 100bucks,
but anw! the apples were really really red,
like the snow white apple like that, haha so yeap, we picked those up.
i actually sokong the idea cuz i like how the apple looked like, hahaha.
so we went ard, bought more stuff, alot of salami and stuff.
cocopops! yeah, haha very childhood days :D
no normal onion rings though =/
takpela bukan rezeki, haha yup!

we squabbled alot over the trolley, hahaha, klakar la.

so etc, my ibu ran t get mangoes which were just out of the box,
and ran t the counter, and it looked really good.
when my dad peeled it just now, you can smell the sweetness.
but anw, overall, it cost less than hundred bucks,
though it was really reaching there, haha yeap.
but Alhamdullilah :D

ah, i miss ain, i wish tuesday will come quick.
i have so much t tell her, and yeah she, ditto. hahaha.
i was so amused by her when she told me something, hahaha,
it's a secret =x
yeah, we're gonna twilight, haha i havent seen her for abt 2 weeks.
and i miss the rest of the malay peeps =/

but anw, back from imm, solat asar, makan, i felt drained,
slept, knocked out until maghrib time, then maghrib,
finished up stuff, isyak, then soccer match!
haha yeah, only watched from the 2nd half, but well, blahh.

yesterday! saturday!

uhh, slept in, cuz i was tired, eh, did i?
haha cant rmb, but anw, i rmb i was in a dilema,
shld i make way t kg jawa and get my flute first,
or just get it some other time, but anw,
i had 2++ pratas for my breakfast hahaha, then i was full,
so i was like, takpela nanti org makan,
cuz my ibu and ayah went shop, then went arab street,
and bought murtabak and nasi briyani and i didnt eat yeap.

and oh, random but haslina's back! hahaha, Alhamdullilah :D

ok, then yestrday, decided against kg jawa,
so was decided on leaving home after asar, ard 445 there,
haha then before that ohh my ibu bought the dvd!
uh takleh angkat bebs and klakar rabak, 2 in 1.
haha klakar la, for a local production it's good la,
it's those kinda just nice, not too overdone humour,
nor is it just slapstick humour, haha yup :D

so anw, left after asar ard 5plus, ah well i knew i was in trouble,
so hahaha i was late la, but i was hungry and i didnt eat,
but well, gatalkan, after that, i was like, really hungry.
anw, riduwan was later than me, so it wasnt that bad,
haha ahkong jadi kingkong, ade ade jer la korang ni.
so anw after that, i was hungry and wanted coffee,
so i went t 7eleven la, haha then oh there was this incident, funny la.
cuz i was paying for my stuff, then the girl cashier laughed,
or said something, so i looked at her,
then she said the boy cashier was making fun of her,
then i was like, haha takpela dah biasa kan, so i laughed it off la,
then as i was leaving and pulling the door t leave,
the girl cashier called for me and i was like, ye?
then she mentioned something bout her friend and my ketawa i think,
then i couldnt really catch it and i moved closer,
and she was like, tak dia ni nak berkenalan, haha something like that,
then i think he paisey then he shake his hands, and i was like,
haha ok, and i left, hahaha, ah well.

so we waited for riduwan t come, and Alhamdullilah, he finally came,
but i guess, justified la, dia cakap dia gi majlis org kahwin,
so yup, me, murni, riduwan, nasir, ry went off t expo.
separated cuz male-female, then off for maghrib,
forum perdana, it kinda started on time know,
and Alhamdullilah, i was really glad,
i hate it when events drag see so well, yeah, haha yup.
thenn, oh, forum perdana, it was pretty good Alhamdullilah,
but there werent alot of voices from the floor,
but other than that, i learnt alot Alhamdullilah,
and the ustaz-ustaz and ustazah were really interesting, haha yup!
the aircon was really cold though, i regretted not having a jacket.
but Alhamdullilah, ry had an extra baju, and she just bought it,
sorry! but yeah, i used it t cover my hands, haha,
i thought it was just me cuz i get cold easily kan.

but anw, the forum perdana ended ard 11plus, which meant late,
haha so we didnt join fauzy for supper, and we went off take a cab,
me, murni, riduwan and nasir.
took picture! haha and oh, the guys were hilarious.
they walked out of the thing with alot of food,
and nasir was handing out a few kitkats, hahaha,
and there was prawn crackers and this was the funniest,
they had a 1.5litre bottle of fnn apple zest klo tak salah,
hahaha and we were like commenting, korang ni macam baru kluar movie,
or macam gi tengok movie, haha but Alhamdullilah, i got t stuff my tummy too,
i was really hungry by that time but it was late la.
so we got into a cab, the guys were being very gentlemanly,
they sent us off first, so me, then murni,
then i think it shld be bpanjang then admiralty, haha yup.

oh nasir was funny, he was random the other day on msn,
grp msn, so he was like bila korang nak kahwin?
hahaha, then yesterday in the cab, he was like,
korang panas tak? haha random betul la, but anw,
yeah we all did talk abt the kahwin topic,
and then stories came out, haha yup,
(oohh i think tottenham just scored cuz my adik's going yes yes yes)
oh wait, oh no, that means newcastle just conceded, ketam, brb.
oh no, it's still a draw la, haha buang current betul.

but anw, yeah, the cab ride was fun, interesting, talked alot.
but now, the 3 of them were like trying t well, haha nvm.
yup, then well, i was like telling them on my initial idea of singlehood,
haha which had been pushed aside cuz i guess well,
if you find a good muslim man then insya-Allah everything'll be fine.
so everyone's idea kinda came out, and yup, good talk.

reached home abt 12plus, dead tired, but yeah, haha,
solat isyak, etc, then i knew despite the fatigue,
i really shld get something into my tummy. so haha,
microwaved some murtabak, made milo, and makan,
slept, then woke up for Subuh Alhamdullilah (:

tmr's a long and busy day, but insya-Allah it'll be fine.

yeap, basically, this has been a long entry, haha.

take care and gnights everyone :D

Wani!
1140pm
sunday
21dec'08

2008-12-18T23:48:00.001-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah :D

alright, updates!

first, i created another blog for photos, haha,
interested, please visit! haha,
http://wanijehphotos.blogspot.com

ok!

yesterday, i tried t stay up and use the com,
while i was talkin t Zul on msn and reading some stuff,
i dozed off a few times, hahaha,
anw zul, Alhamdullilah, im really glad actually yup!
insya-Allah you'll be fine ok! and ohhh, zul ngan syaf dah start keje,
so we cant twilight with them, ah it's ok, they have each other, haha.
i still think them getting tgt was one of the best things,
that had happened during my jc life,
and insya-Allah it'll last really really, i still want first row, haha!
but anw, Alhamdullilah i have ya all as my friends, it's been great,
and yeah, i miss hanging out with the malay ppl, hahaha,
nvm, before they go ns, we shld hang out again.

so im gonna go twilight with ain next week! haha,
i miss that purple alien, hahaha,
she's really one of the few that can understand what im talking,
even if im not saying out the words, hahaha kemerepekan kita berdua,
yang amat amat menyerlah, haha :D

anw, today Alhamdullilah managed t wake up on time,
anw, passed the cam t Arfah, sorry aite!
haha she ended her lesson alr so yeah she came over my house bus stop,
anw arfah thanks for the camera alright!
really really appreciate it :D

after passing her cam at the bus stop, i was thinking,
haha i was thinking about the seminar and did reflections,
and i just felt like taking a walk so i went t the park,
haha yeah the one opp. my house and i just walked, for some rounds,
and it made me realise that the park is a really nice place,
hahaha past a decade staying at the neighbourhood,
and it took me that long, HAHA.
okay la, i dont really go t the park see, so yeahh,
it makes a good place for photos, and i did, take photos (:

then off for home i went after that, housechores.

anw, the seminar, Alhamdullilah, for me, it was well,
pretty much successful on my part,
cuz i learnt alot and that, to me, is something impt.

like, for one, well, i really need t get over this flaw of mine,
the, i need some quiet time alone after being with ppl for a long time.
esp. when im helping t run the show, haha yeap, it doesnt do me good,
ppl tend t think that im not ok, so well, haha yeah.
so, i guess the solution is t get away from ppl when i feel that way,
so my mood doesnt affect others, haha that's what i did,
but i think somehow, i still need t get over this.

and that ive really grown much fonder of taking long long walks,
esp. with nature, and it's good la cuz i get t keep fit, haha

and oh, another thing, i was telling zul abt it yesterday haha,
so yes, im not weird anymore, haha.

like, before this seminar, i was headstrong about my life in some aspects,
of my ambitions and what i want to achieve in life, so it equates to:
getting involved in many many things,
and the despise of being restrained from things that i want t do.
but after attending this seminar, it kinda revived me and my faith,
and helped me get over this flaw, of selfishness when it comes t certain things,
because ultimately, what you desire for is Allah's pleasure.
so when considering the fact that i was really on abt singlehood,
and on not getting married in the future, it's well, yeah.
haha cuz all in all, i realised there are still good guys out there,
and that, you really need to leave it to Allah for these things,
while at the same time, of course must usaha la.
and not let your ego blind you cuz it's really about faith,
as how kak lieja puts it and the advice that kak marlina gave.
and considering the fact that i, ok i admit it,
i have a big ego, and i admit that it's a big weakness,
i think that this has helped me t shed some of it away, yup!
but still, haha, patience is a must in the man in my future.
i dont like it when ppl get agitated over small things, hahaha.
but of course, i believe that when it comes, it'll come,
so wani, there's no point in trying t stop things from happening,
just because you want it your way, haha yup.

so yeap, Alhamdullilah, thank God for all the petunjuk He has given me,
everyone wants t be good, and worthy of Allah's love,
and im not excluded. ive come this far and i dont wanna return t the old me,
but i want t move forward, and keep going,
and insya-Allah, God blesses us all (:

the happenings during the seminar!

first day/monday,
hmm, went t meet arfah t get cam,
went t kak Marinah's house t get the stuff with fazliah,
off in a cab we go to yih t set up the stuff.
Alhamdullilah, it was good, participants started turning up,
wasnt that bad but well, we wished there were more, but it's ok,
make do with what we have.
all the stuff started, icebreakers etc, talks.
waited for food, some stuff didnt go as planned, some went well,
but it happens.
off t nacli, in a logs van, haha it was cool!
been so long since i took those kinda vans, hahaha,
etc, night at nacli, slept ard 1plus, doze off.

2nd day/tuesday,
uh, timing was abit off but well, it's ok,
off we went t masjid Ahmad for solat Subuh/breakfast.
and brother Ridhwan gave some talk there, but i was late in joining in,
cuz was settling some other stuff.
so after that, got transported t yih,
me, faz, farah and kak lieja got into brother Helmy's car,
with Gene and Aishah crescent.
so morn started at yih with Gene's talk,
(eh, wait, was it tuesday? or wed? hahaha signs of memory loss)
he did up mimpi Marhaban, his character portrayal somehow,
was different from the actor that did it when i watched it the previous time.
but still, the same msg is passed on la haha.
so then etc, odp started, kak lieja assigned me t the boys,
managed t get farah t faci and sofie followed,
so it was me, farah, sofie, ridhwan and nasir.
it wasnt bad, it was quite fun act, haha.
we went t bukit chandu first, asyraf drove and picked us up t send us there.
anw we spent a long long time at bukit chandu,
it was super fun la! as in the place was really interesting.
oh there was this theatre, so had performance,
so i went in, took a seat further from others cuz taknak block,
wahh macam bleh tahan ah gitu duduk sendiri,
then when it started, there was this part it totally blacked out,
and obviously wani being so pengecut (haha!),
grabbed the wire for the headphones, and moved t sit beside sofie,
HAHAHA, but hey, i cant help it la, it was pretty scary,
see, wild imaginations :D
so then, we hanged ard bukit chandu, makan, photos!
off we went t some checkpoint for lunch/solat.
so while they were at it, i just walked ard, sat, and it was nice.
i love the scenery, very very beautiful, photos.
im really growing much much much fonder of talking long walks with nature (:
subhanallah :D
so then after that, we went t some hut and played game,
owing t the small number, cant play some games,
but we played incoming with the two guys (me,farah cuz sofie alr went off)
and it was pretty good and fun! haha good la,
then after that called back by kak lieja t play selling point,
it went really good Alhamdullilah and it was super funny!
haha, yup. after that, off back t nacli, wash up, masjid Ahmad for dinner,
walked back t nacli with kak Marlina cuz i really wanted t walk,
back at nacli, was super tired, talked t kak lieja alot,
then she was gonna start on this citer seram so i told her nono,
but fazliah nak dengar so i stuffed my ears with my fingers and lalala,
hahaha so in the end, as we were gonna go t sleep,
i pushed away all thoughts from my head and bismillah, let's fall asleep.
then fazliah, she was like, wani, kak lieja, haha,
and she regretted listening t the story, so i was like,
ok! let's pull beds tgt cz well, im ehh, haha pengecut betul ah.
so me and faz pulled two beds tgt, haha and kak lieja laughed at us.
finally, Alhamdullilah, comfy sleep.

3rd day/wednesday,
was tired, haha but anw, off we went t masjid Ahmad in the morn,
then yih, prep for oel, so somehow, i became a faci again,
haha so anw, tookover fauzy's group, they were uh,
murni, ridhwan, zahirah, syafiqah and nadiah,
haha yup! i rmb their names! haha Alhamdullilah :D
followed them t nuh, went ard, let them off for awhile,
i walked into the bookshop, interesting read, haha yup!
around, around, met them again, asked for permission t interview nuh staff,
but not allowed cuz shld have written in earlier, haha yup,
but it's ok la, so we went back t yih for lunch and solat,
after that, went back t nuh, met brother fauzy there,
so he tookover them back, i hanged ard with them first,
needed t contact amirah and irda t know where their grps are,
so i can cont. with my photog. job, haha, called irda,
they were alr leaving. when i finally got amirah, they were also leaving.
so i was like, oh ok nvm, haha ill stick with ya all till ya go off.
so yeah, haha more photos of the grp in the camera.
so we sat somewhere t discuss, then back t yih, talked.
reached yih, discussed some more, it was fun, haha yeap!
etc, solat, practice, Maghrib, sat ard, fauzy takes nice photos,
then dinner! went t take them with the 3 guys, yay hungry!
haha Alhamdullilah (:
Isyak, then it was pretty late,
we were the last grp t be transported back t nacli,
so while waiting for brother alfian t come back for us,
fauzy started telling story/jokes, oh the first one wasnt funny at all,
goodness, haha yup, and then it was the story of the great white ape,
HAHAHAHHA, merepek ah but funny in the merepek sense :D
van bck t nacli, grp had practice at lounge area, funny la,
after that, wanted t take photo of the stars but couldnt get it,
then kirim fauzy coffee since he and ridhwan were off t get milo,
and Alhamdullilah there was coffee cuz we were sposed t be up for long.
so i got t take a nap after getting the drinks for awhile,
got up, showered, then felt refreshed, started on the work while faz rested.
it was abt 2 there, so we worked while music-ing hahaha till abt 4plus,
finally got t sleep ard 430++ but we kinda totally konked out,
so sent msg t everyone t Subuh at nacli, yup, packed up.

4th day/thursday,
day started later than planned, but Alhamdullilah for the new day.
the brothers were the first t arrive, haha,
they changed my stereotype about guys, esp. malay guys, being late,
hahaha, but anw, waited for the others, off t masjid Ahmad,
breakfast, went back t nacli t return some stuff,
met up with kak lieja and faz there, returned back t masjid.
i was too tired to eat so i skipped breakfast.
while waiting for brother alfian t pick us up, talked t fazliah,
about socio-political-economic stuff, and it was great Alhamdullilah,
stimulates my senses after so long, haha yup.
back at nacli, i was in a no mood situation,
i think it was due t the no breakfast even tho i was really hungry.
presentation! which was awesome, anw the grp i joined won!
Alhamdullilah yay! they were really good la, yup :D
whole time, i was pretty blahh, haha goodness,
didnt eat lunch also cuz i felt too lazy t eat,
so wani being the wani-whose-mood-is-blahh-without-food,
was being very blahh, hahaha, so anw, ran some errands for kak lieja,
contemplated on act. walkin t student coop but well,
i didnt wanna delay the job la so yeah.
bussed up and bussed down, photos, did up ppt presentation,
listened t some talks, interesting, finally ate at 3/4plus, Alhamdullilah,
and after that i felt much much much better :D
forum, farewell stuff, photos, songs, then Maghrib,
sat outside while they solat, then packed up/cleared up,
by the time, it was ard mid8plus, off home after done with everything,
went off with fauzy since he was going off also,
met ridhwan and nasir at the bus stop, haha they waited pretty long man,
so took a bus with them, mrt, talked, HOME!
Alhamdullilah (:

i enjoyed the event very much.

haha yup, ok! take care!

Wani
544pm
friday
19dec'08

2008-12-18T06:09:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you :D

hello world!

Alhamdullilah, im glad.

anw, im back from the seminar, it was, Alhamdullilah (:

but im really tired, haha.

i think ill blog more about the seminar some other day,
and the smell of food is making me feel really hungry.

on another note, thanks arfah for the camera,
good camera, haha i managed t take nice photos,
i feel so glad Alhamdullilah (:

haha, other than that, im hungry la.

yeap, updates next time,
im tired, haha =/

take care and gnights!

Wani
1041pm
thursday
18dec'08

2008-12-13T23:40:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah :D

okay! i woke up super late tday.
but i slept ard 4plus am, haha.
i got so addicted t the manga that i didnt really wanna stop.
and i was so addicted that i didnt play my game.
haha alright. skip beat! it's really cute and nice,
and i love tsuruga-ren, hahahaha.
in love with a manga character? HAHA

other than that, ibu masak satay and mi putih nari :D
Alhamdullilah!

im yet to pack for the seminar, but well, later.
haha, and my family's going away t johor tmr,
and im not following cuz im going for the seminar.
nahh im not gonna complain much, haha it's my choice (:

yesterday!
oh, went t fmsa and reached there ard 11.
started the admin stuff, it was funny and good.
Alhamdullilah managed t finish up most of the stuff,
then after Zohor, we went t kak Marinah's house t put all the stuff.
then off we went t nus forum for briefing, but didnt start on time.
anw, once everyone settled down, briefing briefing, was good.
then, we went off for the trail at kent ridge after Asar.
goodness i didnt know we were gonna do that so hahaha, i was unprep.
good thing i didnt wear heels/other uncomfy shoes, haha.
it was good, talked, i love nature (:
ahh it's very pretty, beautiful, Subhanallah.

we ended ard 6plus. i was hungry really.
cuz i was thinking of the food at home and i saved my stomach for later.
so the only food in my tummy was the minicereal boxes that i ate for breakfast.
ah so well, hungry wani doesnt make a good wani.
kinda put me in a no mood situation.

home! good food, Alhamdullilah (:

haha then slept cuz i was super tired,
woke up, manga!

haha so ill be away from com for the next 4 days,
or rather 3, but well, ok nehmine, haha.
take care all and happy hols!

it's a very beautiful sunday, Alhamdullilah (:

Wani
406pm
sunday
14dec'08

2008-12-11T04:44:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah (:

alright, it's been a great day.

and i didnt watch man u's match =/
haha but they drew 2-2, oh wells.

other than that, yesterday.
i woke up really really late haha.
like, really late.
yeah! but other than that, played ps3,
then off t shop with my dad, mam and my adik.
actually i shopped la, haha my adik wanted t buy a game but didnt occur.
i bought clothes and shoes, haha.
and i didnt know that f.o.s stood for factory outlet store,
hahaha how cool is that :D
but anw, yeap! the lights were very pretty!
and oh barney show was on at plaza sing, haha.
i couldnt help but smile when i watched that,
haha it's a childhood thing, i did took a picture of it.
i wouldve taken a picture with barney, but hey, hahaha,
there were too many kids with parents ard :D

home home, i slept before one if not wrong,
yeah my dad wanted me t sleep earlier la, fair enough,
not good for health t be sleeping too late everyday, everynight.

today!
woke up pretty early for a holiday, haha cuz slept early mahh.
i cant sleep too long at times, it makes me feel horrible.
but anw! played ps3, left home ard 1.
sposed t meet tze wei at jurong ard 130 and i happily thought that,
if i took train from lakeside ill be early.
so i went t take 334 which will go one round and yeah,
haha then oh in the bus i was looking out then i looked ard,
then i realised it was him on the bus, hahaha,
then tzewei msged that he was gonna be late, and i wanted t say,
haha dude we're on the same bus but i decided against it la,
i was like thinking, im sitting, he's listening t music,
nehmine la let's just wait till we get off at the interchange.
but anw, he walked too fast i was hoping he'd slow down,
but did manage t catch up with him at the escalator. haha.
so talked on the way t somerset, it was good catching up.
haha yeah, we've been friends for... nearly or ard 11 years?
aha yeah, i wonder how it'll be when it's 2 decades, cool right!
haha anw, when we got off at city hall, i really thought i saw faisal,
but haha i was already going down la yeap!
then we went t buy tix first from cine, bolt!
haha then we went t eat, oh it was stupid cuz i was pretty indecisive.
so i said he was kfc, i was ljs, so scissor paper stone.
so we played that in front of kfc so embarassing haha thanks t me.
but i lost, meaning we're sposed t go kfc, but he decided ljs,
haha goodness, funny la in a good sense.
food! i was hungry. i hadnt really ate breakfast see.
then after that, off t movie, he bought the popcorns and drinks.
movie! it was good, funny and really cute haha.
then going home home, mrt ride, talked, alot.
then we went popular cuz he wanted t look for his reference book for sat.
then oh, i asked this popular guy, and he looked so familiar,
and i realised it was that cashier guy when i was buying matchbox 20 album.
oh yeah, haha it was a funny incident but yeah hahaha.
went searching for the perfect sat book, haha it was funny.
but he finally settled on a book from a princeton publisher if i wasnt wrong.
home home.
it's nice t catch up and talk.
he's still the same, just that he's taller and yeah he lost weight,
haha he admitted that ok, and yeah, thanks for going out aite!
and all the best for sat!
it's been great having you as a really great friend for sucha long time :D

yup!
other than that, nothing much more.
family outing tmr!
gonna watch the day the earth stood still, makan,
and i have meeting most prob insya-Allah at night (:

haha yeah.

take care and nights!
it's been a great weather, as in it's cool and chilly,
and it saves electricity (:
haha, no need to on the fan mahh.

haha yup :D

Wani!
920pm
thursday
11th dec'08

2008-12-09T08:35:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah (:

gmorn all, yayness.
random.

today was a good day Alhamdullilah.

firstly, i was sposed t meet haslina at 10am at kallang,
but yeah, this isnt a good thing, but i was late,
cuz overslept my timing/alarm so in the end i was nearly half hour late.
sorry yeah!

so after that, walked t kallang entertainment park,
off for iceskating!
oh goodness, it was fun, fun, fun!
and in the end, i was really tired cuz i decided before we go off,
i wanna go for some more rounds,
so at first i was like, ok 5 rounds, then i was no, 6, 7, ...10.
haha anw, i stopped at 10 cuz the rink was being resurfaced,
and it wasnt nice t skate on anymore, too many lines.
ah well, but anw has, haha sorry i laughed, but she's funny,
in a positive way, and nice t talk t,
even though she thinks my opinion on singlehood and guys are well, weird.
haha yeah, well i guess if i do meet that someone,
God please give me a very patient man who can tolerate me and my ambitions,
and things that i wanna do, and he can understand, amin (:

oh wells, wani doesnt like her life t be dictated much,
and conform too much to society's standards.
it doesnt generate... individuality.
i like to be me, and i want to be me. haha.

i dont know, i feel very restrained when i cant let my ideas be expressed,
my thoughts be put into action. it makes me feel... cramped up.

but ANW!

we left the iceskating rink ard 1plus, oh my legs/feet were aching.
haha thanks has for coming again with me.
when school starts, i need t find a new iceskating partner, haha.
all the way for next year aite juniors :D

then! off we went t her house, it was good.
safa came after that, haha yup!
then went down, oh her house is 2 storey see, yup,
watched kung fu panda! hahaha my dunno-how-many-times-im-watching-this.
but it's sucha cute movie, i didnt mind watching again.
original la, and i love oogway, he's so cute.
thenn, safa thought i was weird too, hahahaha,
cuz i was like saying why i didnt wanna bersanding when and if i get married.
but must ikut adat so must go on it la, but i refused la,
i dont like the idea of sitting on a pelamin ok. haha.
so i was like, fine, then i'll get married t a chinese guy.
hahaha, no la, i was kidding.
but yeah, im sure there are others out there who might share my views.
... right? hahaha.

girl talk.
beams =D

oh we did watch just like heaven abit,
i still love mark ruffalo, haha.

after that, i rushed for my meeting at nyc.
but hadnt really started so wasnt bad, haha yup!
it was fun, met a new guy, he's from law! cool right!
haha year 2, and nah he wasnt past sin-mal participant,
but yup, i think i talked too much, hahaha.
and oh i was so excited when i found out he was from law.
and the path he took is kinda the same as what im planning t go for la.
so yup!
then had our meeting/discussion, it was good.
we tried thinking of themes, but some sounded pretty cheesy, hahaha,
fluffy, that's how they put it (:
kinda looking forward t next year's camp! haha
but this time, it's really cool cuz im helping t run the camp,
yay! i think it's good not only for my portfolio, but the experience.
it's a large scale event, i wouldnt wanna miss this,
and i get t attend for the third year running, haha yup!
Alhamdullilah :D

anw, weiqiang came after that, he got work i think.
so i was like, ok, we wait for you, haha so me, mai waited.
while rena recapped things for him, chao qin had t go yup!
then, it was funny la, haha yup! talked about the 12th, 13th sin-mal,
and came up with some ideas, yeah! exciting la :D

was planning t go dinner with them but food was alr there at home,
so went home.yup!
oh, the bus ride felt super long, i was tired,
i mean i like long bus rides but today felt, tiring la.
but Alhamdullilah i survived the ride :D

aite!
anw oh, im not gonna go family vacation anymore, yeah =/
the tour kinda got cancelled for the first one cz not enuff ppl.
then the 2nd one, they changed t some hotel, so yeah.
so ill be in singapore most prob insya-Allah,
well i guess i shldnt feel so bummed by it, ade hikmahnya juga.
like for one, i can attend the whole of the fmsa pre-u sem,
and be more useful during the camp, haha yup, Alhamdullilah (:

ah well, i really should stop wasting my time away.
im not making full use of it.
wani! let's be a better Muslim ok!

somehow, talking from a 2nd person perspective seems to be good.
haha, it's called self-motivation.

and angklung's gonna have an official alumnae group!
haha cool Alhamdullilah, but i wanna try playing the bamboo flute =x
hahaha, actually cuz i think the percs will be taken by the seniors.
they are more pro man, haha.

alrights, take care, nights!

and i shld try t sleep earlier.

and skip beat episode 11 is still yet t come, gahhh.
patience, let's be patient.

nights!

Wani
104am
wednesday
9th dec 2008

2008-12-07T09:33:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah :D

haha ok im still up, i was gaming,
then i stopped, so obvious.
haha and im here!

okay la, i got updates for now.

4th december, thursday.
oh haha we had a movie marathon at Syamil's house.
met at woodlands, thought i was gonna be late,
cuz i overslept timing after waking up, thenn,
i was sposed t clean the house before i go off.
so dadada, i planned t leave ard 930 cuz meeting at 1030,
and ended up leaving near 10, haha, but hey, wasnt that late.
only a few mins late.
met azrin, haslina, zul was late.
so we went t buy snacks first at cold storage, haha buy the best deal (:
thenn we still waited for zul, so went ard causeway pt.
oohh i saw a trumpet which cost only 438bucks, cheap right!
but it's golden, i prefer silver trumpets, haha.
but it was first hand, i would have saved up money for that years ago.
oh wells, haha but i havent played for so long,
but it's always a nice feeling t play trumpet.
(that is, when you're on your good form la)
i rmb how frustrated ill get when i cant play properly.
you know there are some days when it's just your off day?
haha yeah i hated having those days when there're band pracs.

but anw, getting back to thursday,
zul came soon after that, met him at bus interchange.
oh haha it was funny, we dropped off one stop after that.
selenger nyer wani, haha but not too bad la, it wasnt that far.
so reached syamil's house, watched whose line,
then watched klakar rabak, which was hilarious!
haha pretty good for a local production, keep on going :D
then we had lunch, oh it was in the middle, solat.
watched i know what u did last raya, hahaha merepek but funny.
safa came ard 1plus there, or ard 1 la yup!
haha klakar la, then watched more whose line, funneh!
i love ryan stiles, he's so selamba, and spot on :D
then asar, then left ard 5plus yup!
thanks syamil for having us over, and happy ns aite!

5th december.
oh,day started pretty early.
off t pertapis for angklung session with the girls.
it went good Alhamdullilah, not so bad.
thenn off i went ard 12plus, it was my adik's birthday.
so i havent gotten him a present, haha.
i went t jp, bought him mega mac with the money my ibu gave.
and i got him a slice of chocolate mousse cake from prima deli,
and that was when i found... guess what guess what!
chocolate dougnuts!
oh yeah, the real thing, the real one, the one ive been wanting :D
haha i think if i was a lightbulb, i'll light up sehh.
haha ok that sounds cheesy, but hahaha.
so yes, i got one :D
home! they werent home yet, but yeah.
i think i slept for some time/computer/dont know what else i was doing.

saturday.
hmm cant really rmb what happened.
but i think i rmb cooking :D
hahaha yay for wani!
okay la, i goreng nuggets which was ok, i tell u quite selenger.
i was trying to be healthier see, so i didnt put alot of oil.
just a lil bit, so i goreng ah.
then i realised oh no, shld have more oil cuz the nuggets senang hangus.
HAHA, so yeah it was nearly but not yet hangus, but it tasted okay, ok!
haha and after that horrendous diluted maggi i made,
i tried again, this time with much less water.
and it tasted really good :D
just that the egg i did wasnt really good, kinda charred at the back, haha.
but good try, i wanna learn how t cook!
watching yakitate japan makes me feel inspired sehh,
i wanna bake bake bake!
brownies :D

the rest of saturday was uh, shld be slacking ard/gaming etc.
soccer at night, nono we watched at ard 11+-12+ when my abang came home.
newcastle drew, i mean they were leading 1nil, then 2-1.
and in the end they drew 2-2.
but good news is, at least theyre off relegation zone :D
ah, i really wish shearer will take over managership,
(if there's such words as managership, haha but u get what i mean)
then of course, man u's match, but i dozed off soon after that.
tired la, then haha i woke up when vidic scores,
i only saw his celebration haha yup but anw man u grabbed the 3 points :D

sunday was a lazier day.
i was sposed t help my mam with the preparations for tmr.
then i fell asleep after waking up and moving into my room back.
oh i slept on the sofa before that cuz we were all sleeping in the living room,
but since my brothers get the floor with their mattresses,
i get the sofa, haha yup.
but anw, i rmb my ibu waking me up ard 10plus t follow her t the market.
and i was still like groggy, haha ive been sleeping super late.
then in the end i woke up really really late.
did the housework, tried t make up for not going t the market,
haha yup, then nothing much for me t do, so gamed.
i gamed the whole day till pretty late (:

today! uh, monday!
hari raya AidilAdha (:
fun! we all woke up pretty late la,
haha my family excluding me, watched wali songo on tv,
my dad rented the cds, it's episodes la, so they marathon-ed that yesterday,
till ard 1plus am there if im not wrong.
so cut story short, we went off for gran's house ard 10plus,
iqbal and my abang went there later cuz my abang still wanted some sleep.
so me, ibu ayah and my adik went there first, reached ard 11.
got stuck onto the tv in the room, haha it was the afc,
asian food channel, and the cooking kinda intrigued me haha.
then after that watched rugrats the movie,
and my cousin joined me there.
after that went t watch letters from iwo jiwa, it was on some channel.
haha i rmb i think ard that time, i was still in love with ken watanabe!
hahaha, it was after watching memoirs of geisha,
hey, i watched that movie twice in the cinema ok partly,
or maybe 3/4-ly cuz of ken watanabe hahaha.
okay la, that was in sec3, so can understand ok, haha.
or was it sec4? hmm dunno but ard that time.
haha so anw, talked t my cousin, oh haha he asked if i have bf,
so i said no la, haha it was klakar, then we talked abt that topic,
and i was complaining t him that guys dont take the first move.
or always leave things to stagnate.
so he said guys are scared la. haha at least now we know.
but i still find the idea of singlehood a good alternative.
haha.

and the weather is cold today. it's been raining.
haha random but it's nice, cool air :D

anw, i still love the lakehouse (:

haha!
take care ya all :D

Wani!
332pm
monday, 8th dec'08

The Lake House - This never happened before - Paul McCartney

2008-12-07T03:31:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

selamat hari raya Haji!

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious Most Merciful.

Narrated Aisha, the Prophet (saw) said, "There is no day on which Allah will grant His servants freedom from the Hellfire, like the Day of Arafah. Allah draws near (to the lower heaven) and then praises them (His servants) in front of the angels, saying, ‘What do these people want?’" (Sahih Muslim). Allah praises all the servants who gather on the Day of Arafah (day before eid) to ask His forgiveness, commending them in front of the angels, and asking "What do these people want?" As we all know, they want nothing but the forgiveness and mercy of Allah. And, as stated in the hadith, Allah will grant His servants forgiveness and freedom from the Hellfire. Hence, this illustrates the virtue of this sacred day.

“On no days is the worship of Allah desired more than in the first ten days of Dhul Hijjah. The fast of each of these days is equal to the fast of a whole year, and the ibaadat (worship) of each of these nights is equal to the ibaadat of laylatul qadr.” (Tirmizi and Ibn Maajah)

Indeed, the Prophet (saw) said, "There is no day on which the Shaitan will be seen as dishonoured and disgraced as on the Day of Arafah." This is because Shaitan was intent on seeing people enter the Hellfire, and instead Allah grants most freedom from the Hellfire on this day, than from any other day of the year.

Takbeer Tashreeq is the recitation of Allahu Akbar Allaahu Akbar, Laa ilaaha illa-llaahu Wallaahu Akbar, Allaahu Akbar walillaahil hamd after every Fardh Salaat commencing from Fajr of the 9th of Dhul Hijjah till after Asr of the 13th of Dhul Hijjah. This is wajib for everyone, male and female to recite in these days.

Rasulullah (Sallallaahu Álayhi Wasallam) said, ‘The fast on the day of Arafat is an atonement for the sins of the past and following year’. (Sahih Muslim; Hadith 1977).

So make sure to fast on the 9th day (day of Arafat-Sunday for us Chicagoans) and make sure to do abundant dua and ibadat the night before Eid because this is one of the five blessed nights in which if someone is in ibadat, jannah becomes wajib on them.

It is mandatory on every male or female who possesses 87.48g of gold or 612.35g of silver or the equivalent value in cash on the days of Eidul Adha to do qurbani (sacrifice or have an animal sacrificed). You can pay for this or have it arranged through various websites as well.

The Blessed Days of Zill-Hijjah are here, so increase your ibaadat (worship of Allah) and be rewarded tremendously (inshaAllah)...

And Allah knows best.

amin (:

wani, 732pm.

2008-12-07T03:13:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

PHOTOS!
mldds dinner, 1st december 2008 @ lau pa sat.
(oh yeah, the one we had instead of going for grad, haha)
haha sorry, tak banyak gambar, tapi korang nyer muka sumer kat dalam.

we were waiting for Azrin, and the scenery was pretty.
yeah, ive always loved the fullerton with the bridge :D

me, Ain, Syaf. it was dark though. haha.
...obviously, wani -.-'''

ain, azrin, syamil. MAKAN!

fathullah, nabil, zul. SERBU!

oh no, Khidhir, you're not in any photos. haha sorry!

bagai pinang dibelah dua, haha :D

Ain and my birthday gifts for them, CUTE RIGHT? haha
POPEYE AND OLIVE (:

i had a great time :D

wani!
730pm

2008-12-07T01:09:00.000-08:00

what i really want are:

1. dslr camera
2. keyboards

and both cost hundreds of dollars.

but i'll still wanna get the camera first.

ah well.

2008-12-02T21:50:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah (:

alright the past events had been great, awesome, fun!
haha

i watched the lakehouse again yesterday/this morning,
im not sure how many times ive watched this movie mann haha.
it's a powerful movie, haha as in it really moves you.
again ill say, i love the plot and the ost, beautiful,
haha but i think keanu reeves and sandra bullock really hits it well on screen,
in short, i just love the movie la. haha :D

and i still think that living alone when im older,
isnt sucha bad idea.
oh yeah, wani's entertaining the thoughts of singlehood.
hahaha, humour me.

let's start first with, mldds seniors' farewell!
it was fun la, haha as lazy as i was t get myself t sentosa,
i did! haha applauds.
alright, stop that wani, but anw,
we had breakfast (syaf, syamil, me) at banquet.
i was so on about eating chicken cutlet noodle, but the shop wasnt open, yet.
so i settled for nasi padang.
syaf was a little late, so ended up catching up with syamil.
then, 3 of us left ard 1020+, headed off to the beach station.
reached there only a few mins late, haha,
but ended up waiting for the rest, and then the rest came.
zul, khidhir, nabil, fath, and the 3 of us.
haha yeah, it's not a big number for a big batch, but we made do with it,
especially the juniors, thanks for everything ok!
so we reached there, safar and rasyiqah met us at the stop,
after dinah and hazi, then walked there.
so anw, played games, haha we got wet wet wet.
the umbrella-water game was funny. and it was super pink, goodness.
haha, then transferred water game.
i didnt exactly hear the instructions, that youre only sposed t use your head part to transfer the water to another place.
so i happily took off my shoes and dunk it into the pail,
and carried the water to the end point, HAHA.
ok la, we played again after that, slenger nye wani, haha.
there was a lot of water throwing/bombing at each other, haha.
then we played captain's ball with waterbombs, haha fun!
i dunno who won, cant rmb, was it zul's team?
haha so after that, we just played ard in the waters.
fun! haha, i like the ships, they look nice (:
syaf and i talked, well sort of, haha then!
time to clean up, solat, makan makan,
i ate pretty much a modest sum of food (haha which means alot la),
then we're sposed t be giving a speech, me and zul, and the next p and vp.
zul kinda pushed everything t me, hahahaha klakar, and then my turn,
i didnt know what to say sehh, like stumped.
after the being-washed-over-by-the-seawater, food, all you wanna do is,
to just space out and look at the ships, hahaha.
so anw, crap came out, haha, but thank you juniors!
im sure you all can do a great job ok! bring mldds to greater heights :D
gee, that sounds like those cheesy, cliche statements, haha!
after that, we left, the seniors la, haha then felt it was too early to leave,
so gotta make full use of our 3 bucks, hahaha.
we took the tram ride, then took the tour bus, hanged ard,
oh the guys right, goodness, made me decide where t go after that,
'we follow where wani goes' hahaha.
and being indecisive as i was since gotta think of everybody's wishes,
i had difficulty thinking where we were gonna go.
but Alhamdullilah Khidhir went like let's just take that bus,
so okayed! hahaha, reached harbourfront, i finally decided,
told them i was gonna go home haha, so off most of us went.
took the train back with fath, khidhir, nabil since syaf went off with zul,
haha yup! talked, tired, home!

nus recce
for the fmsa pre-u sem, i was so tired in the morn,
wanted t tell farah that i wasnt going, plus i woke up late finally,
but ya farah said pangseh, haha so i felt bad,
dragged myself off bed, told them i was gonna be late,
reached nus an hour later.
sit ard while we waited for fazliah to finish up the pre-u sem stuff,
so talked, music, waited, solat.
then! went t check out the place, it was good, kinda went there before.
after that, wanted t catch some dinner/food.
planned on megabites, then wanted t go city hall, i didnt want,
ended up in vivo, Asar first before that yup,
then haha finally thought i could have my chicken cutlet.
but i think right! either the vendor has changed, or yeah.
the chicken cutlet noodle wasnt the chicken cutlet noodle i once knew or ate.
HAHHAHAHAHA.
wait, as in seriously la, haha.
but yeap, Alhamdullilah still, and we talked while eating.
with them, i prefer to listen, haha yup, funny ppl la them.
then home home with farah since fazliah going off somewhere,
we talked on the way back but i was feeling kinda whoozee, haha.
home! i think i felt super tired but i refused t sleep so early.
ah wells, im having troubles sleeping these days la.

mldds dinner! 1st december'08
oh, went out with ain first before that,
watched city of embers ard 3, it was well, simple la.
the plot i mean, but i guess it's meant more for kids,
hahaha that's what i came t realise while i was watching it.
but it's not that bad la, but well, yeah.
then after that, me and ain realised we still have some time.
so walked t ps after solat at AlFalah, t find her adapter.
haha it was funny la, okok nehmine haha yup!
then oh, she was hungry so we kinda cant wait for dinner,
so bought a meal at ljs, i ate a chicken and she ate the other,
ala, in short we shared a meal to ensure we can still stomach the dinner.
so off t raffles place, haha met zul and syaf,
walked t the masjid, met syamil there.
after Maghrib, we waited for azrin cuz we were earlier.
sat around at the singapore river there, yay fullerton!
haha syaf wants her wedding there, i want mine there too.
it's always been my favourite hotel, i think it's super nice.
especially at night, the lights make it look pretty and grand (:
so after that, azrin came along, off we went t lau pa sat.
had some problems, but managed t get over them.
got us a table underneath the night sky, haha yup!
ordered ordered food, i ate alot, haha but eating satays are always unglam,
hahaha it was hilarious, esp. cuz of the guys.
yeah they were still on chuck norris. haha chuck norris!
then off we went ard 9plus plus, headed for home.
took train with ain, syaf, zul, khidhir, nabil,
so got entertained mostly throughout the train ride home.
reached home ard 10plus eleven there.
the night made missing grad night a worthwhile one.

angklung at pertapis
ah well, it was my first session with them.
got a shock when i found out i had t handle ard 30+ girls,
haha i wasnt confident of taking on so many ppl.
but it didnt go that bad, i managed t know who were really good/interested.
haha it was a good session, taught them the basics.
some simple songs, haha i felt so proud when they were able t play the song.
i mean it's not perfect but it's a start.
haha next session's on friday, which will be in 2 days time.
i think it's time we start on simple songs.
haha yup!
after that, headed home, read book and got my nap.
yakitate japan!

photos i'll upload next time alright?
haha take care :D

Wani!
243pm
wednesday
3rd dec'08

2008-12-02T08:43:00.000-08:00

somehow, i'm entertaining the thought of living alone when i grow up.
in my own apartment, with a kitten probably.

it seems to be a nice idea.

maybe singlehood's not so bad afterall.

space.
and no one will really care.

and you can take a night drive down the road.
and look at the buildings at night.
and cranes which are lighted up.

cranes are most beautiful at night.

haha alright.

updates for the past events next time.

wani

2008-11-26T05:20:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah (:

alright, Juventus drew with Zenit.
considering that they really played well,
and Zenit wasnt that bad, and i was kinda sympathising with Zenit,
it was okay, haha anw Juve's already through to the quarters,
Alhamdullilah, and top table, of course im glad :D

Del Piero played!
i couldnt help but smile when his face keeps appearing on the tv!
haha okok, it's a childhood thing, i love Del Piero :D
wait, not in that sense, but yes i love Del Piero, hahaha.
so anw, Marchisio played too!
i think that was the first time i caught him in action,
he played for 2nd half tho,
and pretty much a number of key/first team Juve players werent playing la,
like BUFFON, but that's okay, Manninger was pretty good actually.

then oh, we ordered mcdonals in the wee hours of the night,
haha my abang blanja me double cheeseburger and apple pie,
thank you (:
my abang's a good guy, i feel bad sometimes.

so anw, after Juve, we went on t watch man u's match,
but haha i couldnt really tahan la, i think i dozed off most of the 2nd half.
but they drew 0-0 also, haha
i was desperately hoping Rossi would score,
ive always like Rossi, i wished he had stayed in man u,
but yeah, he didnt score, but it's cool, Rossi played :D

Real Madrid on the other side, won Beta 1-0.
i dont know, im not a fan of Real Madrid anymore la,
there've been too much changes, i dont like it anymore.
i love the team under Vicente Del Bosque,
the one with Hierro, and Zidane and Figo.
Raul was the in thing then, Morientes paired with him upfront.
i love watching the whites on tv, their game was beautiful.
but now, oh wells.

but anw, enough of football rants.
after man u's match, i thought let's close eyes for while then Subuh,
it was already ard 540+ at that time but i was tired.
i didnt really sleep before the match, i gamed from evening all the way t one plus,
of course with breaks in btwn la, haha but anw,
i kinda fell asleep and woke up t my alarm ard 6plus.
so Subuh, then slept, breakfast at 12plus, HAHA.
so much for breakfast.

so today, gamed, gamed, gamed.
and im still on the com.
i felt super tired though just now, so only started ard 3plus.

monday.
i went t the library! haha cool.
reached there ard 2plus/3.
stayed till ard 5.
borrowed books.
ah, i saw curveball in the library, it's a book.
haha yeap, it's about the Iraq War and how it came about.
and sometimes it makes you wonder, well, wonder.
haha and oh there was this good read, about Sergeant Mejia,
the guy who went against the Iraq War, pretty good.
i cant rmb the title though, shld try reading.
and the other one about this Iraqi woman who blogs,
the daily happenings of Iraq during/post war.
but i thought what struck me as interesting was that some issue she put forth,
but yup.

other than that, reached home, tired, gamed, read book.

ah well.
i didnt realise they closed down jurong east entertainment centre,
and before that, i was so on about buying a blackforest cake from prima deli,
or some food cuz i hadnt eaten.
then maybe get some meal from macs, but oh wells, i was disappointed.
haha right.

here here here then,
chelsea, liverpool, arsenal playing later.
see if ill watch.
there's mldds farewell tmr, so i need some sleep.

haha nights!

Wani
953pm
Wednesday
26th nov'08

2008-11-24T04:57:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

it's been a rather, stay-at-home for these few days.
Alhamdullilah, theyre not so bad, haha.
i managed t finish up a few books,
yup (:

updates!

friday,
i wanted t go out pretty badly i guess,
haha but well, im just very, choosy about the ppl i go out with,
see they must be ppl im comfortable with.
haha but cut story short, most of them couldnt make it,
so asked Faeez out, cuz he was also free, HAHA.
yeah one of the rare instances i asked a guy out,
but well, it's a buddy buddy thing, he's somewhat like Zul.
easy to talk to, but anw, yeap, met at Somerset,
bought tix, solat at AlFalah, had lunch at BK,
oh i had burger meal for the 2nd/3rd time in a row.
i tried the mega mcspicy already though!
haha i took out the extra patty to eat it just like that,
and by the time i reached it (i saved it for the last),
i was pretty much superfull, but i forced it in, hahaha.
hey, it costs pretty much ok! haha.
then anw, we went t watch body of lies, it was well, pretty good,
but i guess it's somehow pretty unbalanced,
Faeez has some complaints, haha in a good way,
so anw we Asar first then went off home, and anw!
thanks for coming along aite!

home home, i rmb i was super tired, slept.

saturday/sunday/monday.

hahaha, well, nothing much happened la.
i gamed alot. seriously. haha.
i forgot Zul's birthday, goodness.
my uncle's staying over at my house.
soccer matches, ah well, we were so glad when Chelsea drew with Magpies.
and Liverpool drew too with i cant rmb who,
there was such a hot prospect for Man U t close up the gap.
me and my big brother were slapping high fives/tens when Chelsea drew.
but oh wells, the ball is round, anything can happen,
man U had t draw too, bahhh,
it's a good thing i slept for most of the 1st half.
ah wells, i wish Hargreaves will come back soon :D

other than that, nothing much interesting happened,
it's been great at home though, haha joy.

but ive been snacking alot, haha.

take care,

Wani
910pm
monday, 24th nov'08

2008-11-23T00:14:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
peace be upon you (:

hello world.
no, actually, hello Zul!

haha ok this post goes out t Zul, and im feeling super guilty,
im so sorry i forgot your birthday, blahh sorry sorry!

but anw happy belated birthday!
smoga diredhai dan diberkati-Nya selalu,
dan insya-Allah, may your results for alevels be all as,
and hope you had a great birthday!

SORRY SORRY SORRY :(

thanks for being sucha best friend and brother,
and sorry for anything that ive done wrong.
i know this sounds like hari raye but haha,
really appreciate everything youve done,
and mr president, for the good job!
haha it's been great working with ya aite,
and hanging out with ya!

ah, im kinda missing the Malay peeps, and of course the mats.
that was digression, but Zul, sorry and happy birthday!!!

sincerely!
Wani!

2008-11-21T02:46:00.000-08:00

ah, i love this song.

Sway - Bic Runga

SWAY-BIC RUNGA
ripped from lyricsmania.com

Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you

And here I go, losing my control
I'm practising your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time to tell you why
I say it's infintely true

CHORUS:
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon

CHORUS TWICE

It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Now it all turns sour, come sweeten every afternoon
It's time to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true

CHORUS TWICE

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you

2008-11-19T08:19:00.000-08:00

and i think partly the reason why i love watching no reservations,
is because of Aaron Eckhart. haha, he has a very pleasant face.

and that goes for Mark Ruffalo.

but i still like George Clooney best.
hahaha.

random chatters.

2008-11-19T06:08:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

haha alright, Alhamdullilah, im here now!
yes Haslina, haha im updating now,
sorry la, lazy i dunno, just not the blogging mood yet, haha.

but ANW, updates!

ah my dad was funny just now, he was like,
something i also always go out with Ain, then i was like,
ye la, takde (no) boyfriend per, hahaha,
and he gave me that face, hahaha.

but ANW!

today!
uh, we had t go t school t sign some testimonial data,
alright ill try hard not t complain since im thinkin about Aloysius' plight,
haha but yes, it's a good thing Alhamdullilah,
that he asked us t wait outside the sidegate.
so after that, went out with Ain! haha yeap.
bought tickets, lunched, walked t AlFalah for Zohor,
cuz the surau at royal scotts closed for renovation till next monday,
so ppl take note la aite, but anw AlFalah's toilet's pretty,
yup Alhamdullilah they're done with the renovations, pretty pretty.
then we walked fast fast back t Lido.
Madagascar! hahaha super cute la the movie,
and the theatre's pretty much's filled with kids,
so you dont really mind being a kid yourself, so just laugh la,
and hoho, the kids in front of us were super cute,
they started dancing after movie ended then there was the move it song.
hahaha.
after that, went t buy some crackers Ain's mam pesan,
then met up with Dylis, Qiqi, kpo kpo with their grad dresses,
haha then 5plus, i was thirsty and Ain was tired,
and i gotta go gran's house, yay! haha so left,
got drinks, off t AMK for nenek's house :D
ALhamdullilah, she's good, but i think she's kinda sick,
hanged ard in front of the tv, listened, joked, haha,
ate, i love being there, it's very joyous (:
borrowed a wedding's date, and LAKEHOUSE,
haha yes, i love the movie much, cant help that,
i love the plot, and Keanu Reeves with Sandra Bullock,
beautiful movie :D

tuesday!
uh, oh ya, haha woke up morn, pretty late la,
then gotta do some housework first la, fair la i spose,
then after that, left home ard one plus, off t jvs,
which was only 2 stops away from my house, haha,
contemplated walking there before i realised i wanted t save time.
so reached there, crash course on some song,
had t rmb some beats/arrangements, hanged ard while watching them wkshp.
then Azhar came along, so wasnt alone anymore, someone t talk t la.
haha then performance, haha i think i messed it up,
no, not i think but i did, haha yeah, sorry yeah!
ah, the beat for katak lompat just slipped my mind,
then i just put in any beat la, haha then zapin, goodness,
i rmb i had t come in when mr Dzul's beat's down,
or something along that line, but yeah, messed up, haha.
after that, off i went home, gosok baju, took a quick shower,
cuz it was pretty sweltering, then off again for meeting.
met Farah before we went off t FMSA tgt.
meeting, but i had a terrible tummyache, i didnt eat real food,
so yes, after meeting ard 930+++, i bought this last packet of kway teow,
and i just sat at the mrt stn steps there and started eating,
and Farah and kak Lieja temankan, thank you (:
Alhamdullilah yup, i like being ard them, peaceful la.
but anw, the pain didnt really go away,
Alhamdullilah i had my polo sweets, else i think i wouldve barfed up.
ah well, i really shld take care of myself.
home ard 11plus. thought i'd watched no reservations;
realised i was too tired, haha yeap. slept ard 12++.
considered early since ive been sleeping ard 2-3++.
nahh, i just cant sleep properly. i keep thinking, haha.

monday!
ah, Alhamdullilah, beautiful day (:
met Haslina at Kallang ard 10++am, then off we went,
t Kallang leisure park. haha fun!
we managed t find our way there Alhamdullilah,
before the rain came pelting down heavily yup!
ohh, then we went t iceskate;
alright, it's one of the most, if not the most, expensive sports i do,
haha, nearly 20 bucks for 2 hours, with gloves la,
so i guess, fun and all, it was worth it (:
ah, haha i fell down twice; first was uh, i sped up,
then i think my front caught the ice, HAHA, and i fell,
so funny la, haha second one, oh i tried t pull Haslina,
so we can go faster, then it caught ice again,
so both of us fell, goodness, hahaha, it was hilarious :D
sorry ah woman, i couldnt help but laugh at her at times,
haha then uh oh! there was this guy who wore this really nice outfit,
like pink long sleeve shirt and black vest, and berms,
but it looks good- the clothes la, haha.
so we skated for nearly 2 hours, nah i didnt wanna stop,
not even with the blisters which i got during that time,
i was tryna maximise my cash, hahaha, time passed fast.
then after that, we went off t her house, lunched!
Alhamdullilah, i finally ate a proper meal,
cuz i zkipped my meals before that, ah yes wani, stop skipping meals.
haha, then we watched soalnya siapa, ah sweet sweet movie la.
we talked alot, haha, nice (:
then i borrowed her book, nah havent finish reading (:
home home, i cant rmb what i did, haha but yeah,
ive been gaming alot, and oh ive finished brisngr!
ah, it's eragon's third book, and Paolini's writing the 4th book,
cuz he couldnt fit everything in brisngr, good la act,
so yes! haha im looking forward to his last installment for eragon (:

uh, saturday sunday, i gamed, gamed gamed alot.
haha i rmb was it thurs night/fri morn,
i gamed from eleven plus, all the way t 2/3plus,
hahaha, but it's not fun anymore, i realised the soccer game mode,
be a pro, you cant transfer out to other clubs,
so all you do is t grow your player, ah well,
it gets pretty boring at times, but well, hahaha,
ive already gotten my player uh more than 5 red cards,
haha goodness but the first 3 really were accidental,
i kept pressing the tackle button for the wrong stuff,
but anw i shant bore you with the details, haha.

friday!
went out with Ain, haha SAKURA (:
she blanja tomyam, which we couldnt finish up,
(yeah, wonder wani cant finish up food)
haha yeah, i guess i was still suffering from the uh,
no-appetite-after-terrible-tummy-upset the previous week,
ah i barfed up till 5 times that day, good thing econs was the week after,
Alhamdullilah, tho i wasted a few days not studying properly,
ah wells, but it's over, Alhamdullilah (:
then oh we watched quantum of solace, ah yes, i love this bond movie,
surprisingly, for a james bond movie,
there's not much of those scenes, which i was happy with,
haha yup, action pack, and i love the plot, complex and really good,
conspiracy theory, ah wells, i believe in that so yeah,
haha, but the movie was uber cool, i love daniel craig's eyes,
piercing blue eyes, ah wells, it's a great movie :D

ah well, oh ive watched yakitate japan till episode 20++,
haha it's hilarious la, and my abang's having exams on saturday,
so he's been stressed at home, and well, haha,
i couldnt help but kacau him.
he watched anime the other day on my com, and i was like,
blaja la, hahaha ah ok nehmine :D

anw! im gonna start work stuff soon i hope,
it gets boring at home, and well, it's as if you're wasting your life away,
if youre not doing anything beneficial/useful,
but i spose i shld get a break for some weeks or a month plus.
haha but anw, those who have nothing better t do,
let's go out ok! let me know :D

haha alright, TAKE CARE,
and HAPPY HOLS T ALL :D

and yes, there've been alot of retrenchment,
so Singapore, let's stay strong alright!
insya-Allah, this crisis will pass soon, amin.

aite!

Wani
1041pm, wednesday, 19th nov'08.

2008-11-13T04:33:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum :D
Peace be upon you (:

HOOOORRAYYYYYYYY!!!!!
Alhamdullilah, it's over :D

although i cant really stop brooding over ih paper,
it was EASY, essay part i mean,
but there were so many things i wanted t write for Jap and China,
i had so little time for my last qn,
YES, IT WAS RF, i studied it,
and i didnt have enuff time t finish up,
20 mins for last essay, so panic cuz urgency,
and ahh, i think it was all messed up, haha,
goodness, crap la, seriously, but i really hope, insya-Allah,
that my other stuff can pull that up, insya-Allah, amin (:

so yes, stop brooding and ENJOY (:

haha GOODBYE ALEVELS, HELLO LIFE!

MERDEKA!

WANI!
is happy, Alhamdullilah (:

2008-11-08T05:41:00.000-08:00

ahh, i love this song, very nice and sweet.
and it's local talent, hooray!

Lelaki Baru - Zaibaktian

2008-11-04T04:56:00.000-08:00

i thought this was interesting, haha, no funny more like.
my birthday answer was haha, scroll down when you're done,
i'm an april baby, haha.

start!

Don't cheat, If you are honest, this tells the truth. It's pretty good.
Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!!
The answers are at the bottom.

anw, you know cheating's wrong, so yeah, dont cheat, hahaha (:

1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ?
2. Your first initial?
3. Your month of birth?
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
6. Your favorite number?
7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
9. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)

Answers
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

2. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime..

7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8.. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

"You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long
but the memories will last forever."

haha, strong but doesnt last, what?

it's a good thing i dont believe in these things :D
but i found them amusing.

2008-10-31T08:59:00.001-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah, 3 papers down,
some hard, but mostly okay,
after exam, not good t discuss.

im happy, some more papers t go, then we're done.

yeap, it's a challenge before/during/after alevels,
and God gives me strength, amin (:

alright, ive been thinking.

and yes i think, think, think,
it has t get out of my system,
but i cant, or rather dont want it to,
somehow.

haha aite,
anw happy birthday t all october babies!
mainly TZE WEI,
GOODNESS IM SO SORRY,
for 11 years ive been your friend,
and i just realised his birthday was today ard late 10plus,
slaps forehead, but anw dude,
happy birthday, hope u had fun,
may all your dreams and wishes come true,
may you find the perfect girl,
may you score perfect distinctions for alevels.

WANI!

2008-10-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

well, yeah, im sposed to be doing sastera now,
but i passed by the living room computer and read an article on the seranggoon dorms.

and i cant help but epxress my opinion here,
cuz i think it's horrible man.

no, not the plan for the dorms equal to horrible,
but Singaporeans' responses are, goodness, what?

i mean, let's see, yes ive been skimming through it and just letting it go,
but it's horrible how we still have those stereotypes and treating them like that.
alright fine, we can justify there are some foreign workers who are not angels,
but so can we say about other people, other Singaporeans.
it's just the fact that they are foreign workers that every incident gets blown up,
and im not stating that i dont sympathize with any victims, i do, very much,
but it's just about the fact that the issues connecting with these foreign workers are just,
goodness, let's treat them okay alright?

alright, firstly, what?
build plantings to cover the road off from the residential areas?
build high walls?
have pickup points and dropoff points, and curfew of 1030?
dude, they're not prisoners, they're not animals, they're human. fullstop.
they're yes, working for our benefits, believe it or not,
we're taking them for granted here alright, it's like,
put Singaporeans first? okay, fine, that's what the gvt always does,
but which Singaporean would happily raise their hand,
and say, alright, i'll work to clean the rubbish dump,
i'll go work at the construction site, i'll sweat and burn there under the sun,
and get all the shrewd expressions and looks from passers-by,
who thinks i smell and im dirty, because why? i helped to construct the city.
no, it's not bloody well an exaggeration here, it's reality.

and i dont mean to be politically insensitive here, but hey,
i think it's time we shld stop babying Singaporeans.
alright, let's take your point, it's gonna drive down the prices of the residential units,
but it's not fair to treat them like that,
and if you're thinking about safety of the people,
why is it safe to build it in hdb areas but not seranggon area?
because hdb relative to seranggoon are not so well off?

and what really ticks me off, is how we treat these 2 grps of ppl:
foreign workers vs foreign talents.
it's the total opposite, two extreme sides, two very different treatments.
it's like, one's on the negative side, the latter's on the positive side,
and we Singaporeans in general, we are in the grey area,
who, in general, are siding more to the positive side.
i mean, just look at how people treat these foreign workers.
no one can deny the differing treatment, can they?
and you can argue that the foreign talents have brains we need,
but so do the foreign workers, they're not stupid, some have their degrees,
some are saving up money for further studies,
and they're still helping us like how the foreign talents are,
just in a different area of nation construction,
which, i believe, and yes, maybe im assuming (which i still believe is right),
is what Singaporeans dont wanna do.

so yes, there you have it, my thoughts on all these things.
sometimes, the view of the majority is not always right,
not when it's riddled with stereotypes and beliefs based on flawed assumptions.

i think it's time we Singaporeans mature,
and appreciate them more, rather than looking at them shrewdly,
and taking them for granted or treating them like prisoners,
because they are, after all, contributing to our nation's development,
and again, i emphasize, in an area, where labour is of shortage,
and where Singaporeans do not desire their jobs.

i think it's right that we should treat them well,
just as we do to the foreign talents.

my thoughts and opinions, shoot me if you want,
but yes, i believe i'm right.

fullstop.

2008-10-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,
hope everyone's revision going well,
dont give up, all the best,
and yes slamat hari raye, maaf zahir dan batin :D

22nd April 2005.
it's been 4 years now.

i still do think about it.

why. fullstop.

Wani!
1112pm
15oct'08

2008-09-23T06:25:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah, yes im still surviving,
Alhamdullilah (:

it's been kacang, results arent great,
but oh wells, i cant give up now,
ill be a kacang if i give up on my gp now,
hahaha.

but still, hari raye dah nak dekat,
meaning Ramadhan dah nak abis.

lagu lagu raye on the radio really hyped up the suasana,
im feeling the raya mood than i did last year,
haha and okay! lagu rayeee on my blog,
the first one's my favourite, very hyped! :D

okay!
ive been looking at pictures, and i really wanna go to and see cliffs,
the ones in Europe and in yaa yup, Subhanallah (:

and oh, haha Zul sorry ye,
funny la, i saw him standing at the back of the class with some other guys,
so i thought he kena punished, so we laughed la,
but actually turned out t be that not enuff seats la,
haha slaps forehead.

YEAP!

slamat menjalankan ibadah puasa ye!
let's utilise the last no. of days (:

take care!

Wani
933pm
Tuesday
23sept2008

2008-09-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

Alhamdullilah.

alright, so im kinda done with my research paper,
but i have to cut down on abt 1.2k more words down,
all the best to me, i have till tmr t finish it up,
before i send it t ms Oon and get ready for my first consultation

ahh time's passing too fast.

it's been awhile since ive been here,
prelims are over, last paper was on monday,
it went ay-okay, difficult and okay, shrugs, oh wells,
i just hope i can do better than my normal results,
although history's a doubt, again, as always, haha,
im only confident of maths really,
econs went ay-okay la but i think my case studies was uh, yeah,
i cant rmb la but i think it was okay, but not really okay, yeap

ahh, highlights only la, lazy

man u lost t liverpool, argh dang,
but oh wells, i still love hargreaves no matter what.
:D

haha, besides that, oh buka puasa at my nenek's house last week,
meriah sungguh, so best, haha yeap, Alhamdullilah (:
cuz my aunts and uncles and cousins and niece came over,
plus all my aunts and etc, it was fun fun fun!
my mam and her sisters and brother were talking abt old days,
and it was hilarious la t listen t, very fun :D
thenn oh! my aunt ajak my mam down t buy shoes for raye,
so i just kpo kpo want t follow la, fun la can help them choose,
then my adik also want t ikut, so we all went down,
then my aunt said, just buy la she pay,
so i thought since i wasnt gonna raye much this year,
alevels la, haha i think im only gonna raye first day,
i just bought a pair of casual shoes and my adik bought 4 slippers,
for the rest of my brothers also la, haha you know,
its a brotherhood thing, they share slippers,
so it's time t get your own, haha yeap.
and oh my aunt got me a belated birthday gift,
i thought i was gonna post the pic up cuz it's very pretty,
but nehmine lazy, so just picture this,
a kinda normal sized pink box, with Jaguar woman written on top,
open, a perfume and a pink watch, it's very pretty,
really really, thanks mama on :D

other than that, ive been lazing ard at home,
but i finally managed t work on my research paper abt thurs/late wed,
cant rmb but yeah, cut down on words.

iftar on friday, came early and MISSED my drama to support Zul and Syamil,
haha pasal kawan and i rarely miss mldds stuff,
haha wakil rakyat ye, HAHA,
but mostly cuz it was them both performing,
and deklamasi sajak, how can you miss it mann?
and goodness, as i thought it was gonna be entertaining,
it was super hilarious! HAHAHAHA, cant help laughing at them,
adinda became baginda, HAHAHAHHA,
that was the climax of hilarious mannn, haha goodness,
korang due klakar giler la, hahahaha,
dah bagus dorang takleh faham bahasa Melayu,
kalau boleh pun, haha dont think so la.

then after that, prep for iftar, haha yeap,
food was awesome! makan makan, Syaf! was klakar,
hahaha i told her the joke, she laughed, so im not so bad afterall,
hahaha, Haslina missed me! haha and yes ill help u out for history insya-Allah (:
then solat Isyak, went home with Syaf and Zul,
CHEER UP KORANG KORANG YER :D

other than all that hype, im kinda dreading sch in a way,
im gonna start studying for as again next week,
and bahhh, i need t finish my paper by tmr,
and tmr i wanna ikut my mam t geylang,
cari kain langsir! haha and carpet maybe, yay,
i wanna go donut empire though, i wish some kind soul will make the trip there,
and buy me a dozen of freshly baked chocolate donuts,
and deliver it to me straight away, ahhhh, delicious.
haha yes that would be the sweetest thing, but too bad,
it's pretty impossible, HAHA

im gonna go make the trip down t donut empire after as,
and munch on the donuts until i go sick,
haha no, kidding, i dont wanna get sick of donuts.

ahh and i wanna buy the latest westlife album,
i realised i dont have it, haha yes.

okay so now, i shld be getting off from here,
and try to cut down on more stuff.
1.2k, wow.

insya-Allah, bismillah (:

take care nights!

Wani
1134pm
Saturday
13sept2008

2008-09-04T03:35:00.001-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah alright!

yeah im good haha, yup Alhamdullilah (:

actually been doing nothing much la,
when im at home, i try to study (maybe try is an overstatement) haha,
distractions distractions oh i watched constantine yesterday,
and actually ive been telling my adik, let's watch nujum pak belalang since a few days ago,
but it's either i slept early or earlier or we watched constantine,
haha me and my brothers have been sleepin in the living room la recently,
naturally, i got the sofa cuz they used their mattresses,
the sofa's not bad really, but i was thinking this morning,
gee, im gonna get backache if this continues, haha,
but i dont mind seriously, it's always nice when all of us clump together,
haha yeap, and oh my elder brother! is in nus takraw, coool right!
haha yeap, and my younger brother's out with Japanese ppl,
they're in Singapore so yeap, he's repr. his school, cool cool (:
and mostly, ive been home with my youngest brother, we bonded la,
haha and we shld watch it soon, haha

oh and Zul! got the scholarship invitation!
dude, i hope you can get someone to go with you la okay,
actually, im really happy for him ahh, it's opportunities!
smart dude, i really hope we'll all do well insya-Allah,
and let's get our scholarships aite Insya-Allah :D

uhh other than that today, sea lesson, it was good,
but i think my brain's kinda, well, you know, hahaha,
after that, we did sastera awhile, hahaha kemerepekan kembali!
aliterasi! hahaha see, kemerepekan kembali!
then after that, just went t study in the library alone, naturally,
haha left school after Asar, and mldds!
let's really have buka puasa tgt, so reply Safa's email okay!

oh, and i have to thank Farouq man!
he spared me some change for my bus, cuz i forgot to take some coins in the morn,
and i had big change, then i dunno if canteen close already,
but haha sorry for the trouble and thanks!
when i see ya ard ill pass to you, yeap!
Alhamdullilah he was in school mannn (:

uhhuh other than that, okay la, im going off,
haha take care ppl!
slamat berbuka and slamat berpuasa!

Wani
643pm
Thursday
Sept4'2008

2008-08-31T10:14:00.000-07:00

oh wait HAHAHAHA,
it's Miley Cyrus,
that explains my lack of knowledge,
and im sorry to her and her fans,
HAHA goodness, that explains why i had a hardtime spelling her name.

hahahaha WANIIII

alright nights!

2008-08-31T09:34:00.000-07:00

alright gosh, crack my head or something, knock it with a hammer,
im listening to Ciley Myrus if we were a movie,
hahahaha been so long since ive listened to this kinda song

alright alright, i still like the chorus, it's nice la,
but too bad, i still dont like t fall for best friends,
best friends remain best friends forever (:

alright the reason im still awake, uhh,
dont feel like sleeping, ahh and im not gaming,
cuz i repeatedly lost t Fiorentina, so i decided,
argh forget it, maybe another day, i can win the match, haha

go sleep if youre still awake, unless it's morning or afternoon or,
uhhuh get what i mean?
haha dangg, bold this mann,
i miss msyc so very much, haha

my dad suggested imm today, and i got reminded,
of going shopping with Faeez for the foodstuff for the bus ride,
haha that was a great time mann, so hilarious,
and msyc msyc, i just got reminded of msycccccc,
argh dang, i miss ya alll :D

Wani!
1238am
sept1'08
oh! it's gonna bell ring at 12pm later tday, haha,
it's a MONDAY!

BEAMS

uh yeah, i feel high, and i think im gonna go eat cupnoodle,
and yes later again for sahur, haha see,
i have a big appetite, possibly because i grow up with brothers?
HAHA reasons, but anw, uh okay! haha i love food (:

gee that's anticlimax for an end note, haha okay la,
nights and take care everyone!

2008-08-31T02:05:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you :D

hello world!

just a short one in lieu of Ramadhan (:

before the fasting month starts, we should ask for forgiveness,
so apologies to everyone out there okay!
and oh, happy fasting month, and may this month be a great one ahead alright?

selamat berpuasa!

Wani!

2008-08-29T06:51:00.000-07:00

You have said goodbyes before
This is just another goodbye

It's not that hard

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah, most papers down, one to go, that's after sept hols,
but yeap it's been good Alhamdullilah, okay la,
maths was pretty Alhamdullilah (:

had teachers day celeb today, was planning to go back crescent,
but it ended later, so yeap, then went out to eat with Ain,
sakura, yeap we had our tomyam before fasting month starts,
i kinda had an impulse to watch a movie,
so we kinda started looking for a good movie,
wanted something sweet, but we decided against it in the end,
tired la, the stupor kinda sank in,
so we walked around, i want a cardigan haha,
but anw, then we went borders! yeap, haha,
stuffed ourselves there for some time, realised oh man, sleepy sleepy,
so left earlier than normal, home home,
i ctd reading the book, then napped, woke up before Maghrib.

they had a be yourself day today, so you can dress up as what you are,
i thought it should be called more of a dress up as your favourite person,
or who you wanna be, rather than who you are,
i mean it's pretty obvious that people are not dressing up as who they are,
rather, what they want themselves to be,
and how they want people to perceive them to be,
so in any case, it's again, about conforming to society's standards,
and again, i know it's minute, but it links back to the idea,
the cliched phrase of clothes define a person,
but again, you're looking at it from a phsyical aspect, and/or material,
i think we are being ourselves everyday,
you dont have to dress up to be yourself on a day,
because what makes me 'me' and what makes you 'you' is what we are underneath,
the intrinsic value, our characters, in short, we are being ourselves everyday,
unless of course, you pretend to be someone else,
and clothes, in my opinion, gives people the impression of what you are,
but not exactly who you are, but on a sidenote,
i think the joker was pretty good, haha.

other than that, yesterday felt like a weekend, haha,
honestly, i came t school today thinking, oh it didnt feel like a friday,
after maths, i was planning to go home t catch on my sleep,
then i changed plans, i put on harry potter order of phoenix on the dvd,
then after that i thought, man im sleepy, i should get some sleep,
then i kinda reached out for stephanie meyer's book on the shelves,
was trying to find out how good it was,
my brothers are mad about her books, so yeap, they have three of them,
but anw cut story short, i kinda got hooked onto the book,
so can guess la, i just started reading the first book,
for most of the rest of the day, then uh i finished it ard 12+am,
then i started flipping, and reading the 2nd book's part, and i got hooked,
until i had enough sense to tell myself, dude let's get some sleep,
haha yeap

im gonna start studying for sastera tmr,
haha really, insya-Allah (:

hmm, yeap, jc life's gonna end, it's fast fast fast,
i kinda wished we could start all over again from the beginning of this year,
i enjoy my jc2 life, yeah, ironic as it is.

oh, the mrt train has now changed the sign from:
'please give up this seat to those who needs it more than you do'
to a sign that explicitly states 'priority seat'
it's a change, from one of possibly, voluntariness, to more of an, order?
perspectives, a reflection of our society now,
you do what you're told, rather than, alright, it's out of pure goodness,
im doing it because i wanna help,
or maybe, ahh they just wanna change the sign, hahaha kidding,
it's the smile campaign all over again, something related.

on another note, i gotta start on my research paper again,
insya-Allah i can do it, yeap!

when prelims end, it's gonna be some weeks to alevels,
then it's all over, wow, it's fast.

uhhuh, oh im kinda running out of inspiration to continue this entry,
haha, it's the fatigue, ive just finished the 2nd book,
it's pretty good, i think she'll end up with the vampire dude,
sweet la sweet, not bad.
im still waiting for Christopher Paolini's 3rd book.
oh, and going to the borders just now, realised there're so many good books,
after as after as, haha, i can be a fulltime uhh, dunno la,
im not a hardcore mugger to start with, haha.

sometimes i think if it's the right thing im doing,
just running away again.
but when i think again, possibly, it should be the right thing,
because there's no point stopping to reflect or take a breather,
because the result will still be the same.

ahhh, oh we met Sitt, Asyikin Aziz and Nad just now,
haha funny la, rindu budak2 tu,
drama drama! mat cowboy, haha that was my first real involvement,
in a Malay activity, haha, and that was what, 4 years ago?
haha goodness, i had fun la.

i was in the bus this morning,
and i started thinking about my primary school days,
uhhuh, wani what's with the nostalgia all, haha.

alright, happy teachers day!

and of course, happy hols (:
and happy studying for the rest of your papers,
and promos of course, and oh happy birthday Safa!

take care!

Wani
1026pm
29 august 2008

2008-08-23T21:25:00.000-07:00

"Most people need to be with someone,
They cant wait to fall in love,
Because they are afraid of being alone,
I think it takes courage to resist being with someone
just for the sake of being with someone."

-excerpt from The Leap Years

2008-08-21T04:25:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you.

hello world,

Alhamdullilah.

breathes.

haha alright, prelims, yeap,
had gp, which was okay, had history paper 1, which was horrible,
econs p2 today, wasnt so bad,
overall, Alhamdullilah, i managed to get through these.

i've been thinking alot,
haha oh wells, i dunno if it's the wrong timing,
but yeah, ive been thinking.

hmmm.

dampened mood.

maybe it's just the prelims mood, it's been alot of studying,
lack of sleep, and sleeping at the wrong time.
maybe it's the weather, haha blame it on the weather.
nahhh.
shrugs, maybe it's just me, haha that's a good one.

and i just had to have chocolate this morning cuz i felt so blahh.
i think it helps, but ya, haha.

but yup, anw, hope prelims so far have been good for everyone,
let's all succeed together, yup.

i wanna watch spongebob, haha as in really,
my mind was pretty berserabut but Alhamdullilah, im better now.

and i turn to You (:

Subhanallah.

take care all, and all the best for the rest!

Wani
731pm
Thursday
21 august 2008

2008-08-16T04:09:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

hey, haha it's been awhile, Alhamdullilah,
many things have happened, aite,
and i guess im not gonna recap all.

i love this song, uhhuh the one youre listening to right now,
nice la.

i bought my elder brother a birthday present, Alhamdullilah,
cuz he really liked it, anw i was act gonna buy him the slippers,
the one at far east, then i was like, ah nehmine, tengok dulu ah,
then me and ain planning t eat at sakura, but shop hasnt open,
oh it was 8august2008, so yup, early dismissal from school,
so planned to eat at bk, then ate there, met sebastian at bk,
he said kino having 20% off, so i was glad, my brother likes books,
so 3 of us went there tgt, but apparently the discount that day was for members,
but anw i did got him a book, eclipse by stephanie meyer,
the trilogy, the third book, so great, yup, my brother likes it, Alhamdullilah,
cuz theyve been reading the set yeap (:

national day celebration was fun Alhamdullilah,
we had our own celebration, me, ain, mich, aloysius,
we had bubbles competition, haha and in the end,
i was like, aloysius, can i pour this on you, and i was like,
okay you pour on me, i pour on you, and ain and mich also pour on him,
so set, hahaha it was fun, we were both wet from the bubbles solution,
but he kena worst la, i felt like a kid, but who cares what others say right,
hahaha (:

Alhamdullilah, handover to new exco's done,
all the best okay, insya-Allah you all will do a better job okay!
kiter caya samemu semua (:
as in seriously, you all have alot of potential, yeap!
then after the handover etc, talked t them,
and then after all that, me, Ain, Zul, Azrin,
just sat on the balcony and talked and crapped,
kite kenduri nasi ayam yang ain bawak, haha yeap,
haha alot of talk la, then this zul anyhow cakap ngan azrin la when he leaving already,
that i harbour a secret crush on azrin, goodness i can smack zul la, violent sehh, haha,
i know it's just a joke la, anw he knows whoever he is what if i have,
but anw i really hope azrin dont take it seriously,
azrin, if youre reading this, dude you know it's not true right,
how long have you known me mann,
you know i never like t go out with ppl i hang out with,
and zul, i know youre reading this, so better go tell azrin its really not true,
haha goodness, guys.

interview was fun, i thought i was gonna be serious,
but it's wani la, anw it was good yeap,
main main pintu, haha, and we ate alot of mentos.

hmm, been just, got stuffed in the library,
Zul said i emo-ed in the library cuz i sat alone at the back back part,
haha ye la ye la, mentang-mentang he has Syaf, and im not attached,
haha goodness, shakes head, klakar la korang ni,
but anw i wasnt emoing la duh, who emo in the library, and i dont like emo,
anw i know he's just joking la, he better be, but yeap,
oh haha and on friday, i was studying alone la,
then Hafidh just came and suddenly sit beside me,
goodness i was like, hafidhhhh, haha then i went down do my prayers,
when i came up, i realised, okay i need a change of envt,
haha sorry la dude, so i just left him there,
but anw its hafidh la, so he knows, no offense ahhh.
anw, it's just basically been stuffing myself in the library,
snacking alot, but i havent eaten in school properly for the past 2 days,
partly cuz i have no one to go eat with la, haha and also cz not hungry,
oh wait, the former sounds pathetic, but anw it's not,
haha so yup, library library, i cant really study at home, haha,
cuz i get distracted la, yeap.

i watched olympics for men's table tennis just now,
was rooting for Germany, and Timo Boll was awesome,
i was pretty hyped up, but i had t finish up my notes in between la,
haha but glad they won Alhamdullilah, or ill waste my 2plus hours watching them,
haha nahh maybe not really, the matches were awesome la.

other than that, yup, life's been great, Alhamdullilah syukur,
just pray that we can all succeed and score really great grades in prelims aite,
insya-Allah (:

uhhuh, short.

ive been thinking, but i dont wanna think so much.
so let's get it out of my head, it's not going to happen.

ALL THE BEST!

take care and happy weekends!

Wani
737pm
Saturday
16 august 2008

2008-08-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah (:

haha okay readers rejoice, im finally updating my blog!
haha and Mark ahh, even if the rate of speed that penguins can walk is faster than me,
but they cant post blog entry knoww, haha,
mann you all funny la, your tags really amused me, haha!

haha alright, it's been hectic like kacang, haha,
but Alhamdullilah i managed t still be up here, though im uh kinda sick,
so i am gonna go eat panadol once the flu comes on,
cz i dont wanna risk it, haha, prelims round the corner, ohhh!
first paper is gp followed by international history on the same day,
alright, im not gonna complain, haha, oh wells, shrugs (:

my ibu's birthday was on 30th, my younger bro's birthday was 31st,
and i didnt get them anything, hmmm, then i was like telling her,
ill get you your birthday cake after alevels okay? haha and she was like,
nevermind, i already got 2 cakes, haha hmm (:

but anw! rock night just now!
it was rocking mann, haha as in seriously, and my eardrums hurt,
cuz the music was pretty loud but it was okay, uhh get what im tryna say?
my brother performed with his band, and their music was good!
i was commenting about the vocal afterwards,
and i found out that their vocal singer only touched down in Sg at 5pm tday,
from Cambodia, so yup, kinda explains it, but anw!
hahaha Zul was funny, okay sorry la dude, but he was like jealous,
cuz Syaf was like pointing out Sadiqin, hahahaha, i couldnt help but laugh,
nahh no worries both of you are so sweet tgt, haha like ive said,
Syaf and Zul getting tgt was one of the best things that happened in my jc life,
haha but anw! back to the concert!
oh! Amos featured too, and he was like super cool!
as in the Amos-really pro guitarist-Indonesian scholar-exstudent,
hahaha even my brother agrees mann! and haha!
oh my younger brother came with his girlfriend,
and i was like telling my big brother in the cab later,
mann he has a gf and me and you are still single, hahahaha!
anw i was just joking ahh, im not desperate, haha!

so anw, rock night super hilarious, cz the guys specifically Syamil & Zul,
were very funny, haha, and Azrin's band was awesome la,
and we told him later, your face still so stone, haha, but anw, he terror la he,
and i was like telling my brother that i think his drummer was awesome!
as in like really, i love the drummer! not in that sense okay, haha,
he was really good la! and i have to say man, the teachers' band drummer was awesome!
and Ming, the Malay dance guy, was a guitarist, and he was really good!
but in short, great day! and cabbed home with my brother, elder one,
the younger one gotta send the gf home (:

haha anw tday's basically just like that, but Alhamdullilah did good,
reached school ard 8+am, cuz slept earlyyy yesterday,
so i woke up ard 4+am and thought, alright let's just study Kashmir,
hahaha so yeap, read lecture notes, Subuh, prep for school, left ard 7+,
deposited myself in the library, hahaha, did maths, couldnt do some,
i realised i was pathetic at inequalities, etc, got help from Fathullah and Khidhir,
cz they were in the library, so asked for help for maths,
thenn ctd studying history, ahh many many many things to cover,
went down for prayers, met Ain, was gonna eat lunch in sch ard 3+,
then Ain was like, she wanted to go out and eat, haha yeap,
then Lisa wasnt coming since she wanted t do her work, so yeap!
off t Sakura, and my throat was pretty bad but i go eat tomyam, hahaha,
we managed t finish it up sorta, contended that it's cheaper than madjack,
got back t school, went back library, got tix from my brother, thenn,
joined them for sea consultation haha it went funnny, hahaha,
there were Ain, Lisa and Joseph, yeap!

past weeks have been hectic, trying to complete my stated revisions and doing hwks,
h3 presentation on tuesday, it didnt really go so well, haha,
okay la, Sebastian's paper's making me worry, haha very the power la,
thenn thursday, we had the history consolidation, then after that,
had t continue with h3 presentations from the rest, ended 3+ there,
then Sebastian and I had t do the essay test afterwards, mann,
haha we were given 10mins to discuss but i think wasnt much of a fruition,
cz i guess on my part i really had t digest that qn first before discussin,
but 10mins was pretty short, so we tried discussing, but we did agree,
that the qn couldnt be that simple, it's so duhhh, like duhhh, haha,
it was "SEA countries have been entirely successful in pursuing ec.growth." discuss.
so it's like, yes, no, okay they were fine, hahaha so it cant be that,
'duhh,' in Sebastian's words, i proposed approaches, realised i couldnt substantiate,
soo all the best after 10mins, when i was gonna start the paper,
everything started piecing tgt Alhamdullilah, pursue=approaches so yeap.
dunno la, prelims soon soon.

oh oh haha before that was sposed t have maths, but not compulsory for me,
so i told Ain t tell mr Song i wasnt going,
then i was in the library and apparently i got a call that she was e only one,
then they were using the discussion room in the library,
and mr Song saw me studying there so he was like,
okay let's go in, lesson starting, and i was like, hmmm,
hahaha i just okay! cuz i felt pretty bad la, like he's dedicating his time,
but i made use of the time, and i told him that i was act thinking of skippin tday,
just asked him some questions on the z and the pvalue and etc.

angklung farewell! haha awesome, Michell asked me in the morn if i was going,
then i was like, if i dont go, im sure youll drag me there,
hahaha and she was like, ill kill you if you dont go, haha goodness,
but of course i did la, yeap, oh ate alot!
but i rationalised that the plate was small thus it made my pile looks big,
anw we shouldnt waste food laa, haha,
and oh! it was awesome la in short, alot of laughter.

and haha! i realised, 23rd july! msyc gathering!
Alhamdullilah, i was soo glad t see everyone again, so fun!
food was spectacular, dont have t say, andd yay!
it made me really miss msyc and Malaysia, i really wished it was longer,
and i had t leave earlier, school was tmr,
haha cant dance pocho-pocho with them, hahahaha,
so yeap, cabbed home.

watched dark knight with my family some time ago,
i thought it was very sad, it dampened my mood after the movie,
coupled with the fact that i was tired, we watched the 830pm show on a tuesday,
so it ended asrd 11+pm, yeap, haha yeahh,
i hated the joker and i thought the plot was pretty sad,
especially when tragedy struck Harvey Dent and Rachel,
horrible laaa, i thought they both looked so good tgt, haha

we got our restructured timetable, no more p.e. andd yeap,
school's long long long mann, it's draining, haha oh we did racial harmony for gp,
i thought it was interesting, they used Orwell's literary work "Hanging",
yeap and since class was pretty quiet, i asnwered ms Phua's qn,
alright i cant stand passiveness, it's tension mann,
haha so it was like abt the significance of the dog appearing,
what would you do as the magistrate, so i was like:
ill shoo the dog away so that the proceeding can continue,
and an analyssi of that was i am goal-driven and ill achieve it at all expense,
haha nahh i wont la, there are some things that's more impt in life (:
andd oh, i left my necklace in the class and i forgot all abt it, mann,
and she was like telling us there was this extreme view on altruism,
that's not exactly pure altruism, so yup,
anw i dont believe there's exactly a pure altruist ou there,
but getting back on the issue, the extremist view was that,
for e.g. mother who'll sacrifice herself to save her drowning child,
or a father who'll jump into the flames to save his child,
would not do it based on altruist basis,
but they'll do it because they want to save their genes,
which is inside the child's body, and i thought, nahhh,
that's too extremist. i guess if you want to look at it that there's no pure altruism,
i think the fact that the parents want to save their children,
to see their child live so that they dont have to live a lifetime of guilt or sorrow,
is more justified, but i think that's more to the concept of love.
but anw, alright, lets get off from here.

haha alright, i wanna go take a break awhile, i feel i need it,
but i know i shouldnt, well, you know, ya, yeap,

and i was telling ms Oon i wont be in sch mon and tues,
for a wkshp for conversational malay stuff so can earn job in the long run,
and then i was like telling her, if next year i find someone ill update you,
haha then she was like oh so youre going for the wkshp t find someone is it?
hahahaha goodness funny la, then i had t tell her no, anw im not that shallow,
itll be good in the long run, and anw, i gotta really get a scholarship.

haha alright, then 2 days ago, i was on the bus,
and i just started thinking and wondering, and i realised yes,
but i thought again, nahh maybe its the pangs now, itll go away soon,
and insya-Allah it will (:

i gotta go get some sleep, seminar's tmr, whee, haha,
Insya-Allah itll be fine!

take care!
happy weekends!

Wani!
152am
Saturday
2/august/2008

2008-07-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah, im finally done with my paper's outline,
i feel yay, but i feel very sleepy actually,
haha but i dont really feel like sleeping,
so yup, let's blog awhile cuz i wont blog during daytime, hahaha,
sounds like what vampires wont do, but anw yeap, daytime shld be utilised fully,
like for e.g. yes i gotta study, prelims is like uhh,
in a month there, and alevels is gonna be soon after that,
so yeap, i kinda started panicking as i drafted out my study schedule,
so many things t study yet so little time, but hey, wani, dont panic,
haha insya-Allah everything'll be good (:

actually im good la, haha im just tired, no sleepy more like.

this morning, i was berkobar-kobar, wanted t get up earlier than normal,
t study, thenn hahaha yeah can guess la, but anw it wasnt too late,
cuz yesterday i slept pretty early cuz yeap yaaa.

haha alright, so tday, studied what i couldnt finish yesterday,
amendments t study schedule, cuz i was being overly ambitious for the previous one,
hahaha later stress for no reason, but anw!
then slept, played hp game, oh! i broke record and i think i made very good shots,
haha okok fine, then in the afternoon, after sucha long time,
i watched this Hindustan show cuz my mam was watching,
and she was laughing much, and i was like, gee the movie must be real good,
so i, tgt with my notes, went in front of the tv, got myself stuck there,
but haha it's okay, i did manage t complete most of what i set out t achieve tday,
and anw, the movie was really good, haha yeap.

the week has been Alhamdullilah, yup, im satisfied (:

uhh monday, tuesday, thurs, friday,
been staying in school t study till after Maghrib,
it's been kinda the same routine, library close, go oasis,
or ill just go oasis when i just feel like it, but anw,
the library's been pretty conducive Alhamdullilah,
esp. when it's like 5 or nearly 5 etc, late 4plus or maybe 4 plus,
haha u get my point, it's been pretty quiet and not many ppl Alhamdullilah (:

oh hist tutorial for ih this week was haha, it was a qn on which was most impt cause,
for the ec. problems: bretton woods, oil crisis or Vietnam war,
so naturally, i chose oil crisis cuz that was the most significant,
then during tutorial, apparently like nearly the whole class, with the exceptn of one,
chose oil crisis, so hahaha Mr. Han divided us up, and he was like,
Wani, you do bretton woods, and i thought it was a qn so i was like 'no, oil crisis'
something like that, then he was like, 'no bretton woods', then i was like,
dada then ohh haha i got it, ya la, he wanted me t do on that,
but anw, i was in not much mood so haha didnt talk much,
plus the fact that i hadnt studied that topic, so tong kosong nyaring bunyinya,
hahaha but it went Alhamdullilah.

then oh Ain lost her blazer last week, i forgot t talk abt this,
then apparently some ppl were just having some fun,
haha and i was like calling up one of them t ask if they saw a blazer,
then apparently they took it, and hahaha goodness,
cuz Ain was in a pretty bad state, so i was like scolding the person on the phone,
haha alright, i wont say who, but anw hahaha goodness,
but anw, i was like laughing la when we go get the blazer,
cuz i realised it was super funny and amusing la these ppl, lawak lah,
Ain was like 'you know the last time i see you with that stern face,
was when you were a councillor in crescent' hahahaha, shakes head.

thenn wednesday, i went t my gran's after school/study,
met my cousin on the bus, so we started talking, he's already in year 3 poly,
so next year ns, but anww, haha yeap, he was also heading t nenek's house,
reached there, watched tv, then oh went Sheng Siong for the first time,
cuz my aunt tanyer wanna follow, and i was like okay!
fun la, naik kereta, haha macam budak-budak pulak,
but anw, reached there, ibu was there already, thenn makan,
talked t my nenek while watching cinta fitri,
haha it's a pretty good show, i kinda got reminded of Ain telling me abt her nenek,
cute la nenek nenek ni (:

then friday, oh haha me and Zul were gonna go try the drums,
then we did, haha but apparently they were having some exams for the dsa applicants,
thenn we had to stop playing haha but it's okay!
bring the drumsticks next time okay!
Huzaifah and Ain were there too, plus cikgu Mazalan, thennn!
we went down t the canteen cuz Ain didnt wanna go library, cuz pretty packed,
so i brought my stuff down considering she didnt want,
and Zul was in pe tshirt, plus he doesnt really like the library, haha,
so we went down, started work, but not really la, then Ain had t leave for consultation,
and left with Zul, after i finished my sea tutorial, played worms with him,
oh oh oh! hahaha it was stalemate so i wasnt sucha pathetic loser anymore this time,
hahahaha :D

then he had t go off for gavel, so yup! i went back t the library, best la,
dahlah senyap, kosong jugak la, as in figurative sense, so studied,
then library dah nak tutup, oh oh, there were like only 3 students left,
coool kannn, hahaha then after that went down t oasis,
stayed until ard 745 gitu gitu, thenn i left, weather at oasis' always nice Alhamdullilah (:

andd oh i realised that im experiencing budget deficit during study period,
hahahaha cuz i tend t buy alot of food and drinks during these times,
like for eg on thursday, i bought deserts, hahaha oh oh,
i was like planning t buy tao suan, then i kinda thought,
takkan makan sendiri, so i decided t buy ice kacang for the rest also,
in order to in a way redeem myself also la, cuz ive been pretty moody recently,
tired la, so yeap, anw you should just keep silent when you know you're moody,
so as to prevent any unnecessary harm yeap, haha as in true la,
tak cayer, uh jgn buat la, tak senonoh la, hahaha betul.

anwww, ive been spending alot in short, on food and drinks, haha yeap,
and wednesday wasnt really awesome initially,
i think i have wednesday blues la, it's always usually wednesdays,
but you know, if you smile t yourself in the morning,
i heard that you can trick your body into thinking that you're good,
haha as in really really, so that's why, you shld start your day,
not with your smile first, but with a do'a, actually both also la,
yup, Alhamdullilah (:

andd few more days t msyc meet up! haha i miss the contingent and the camp!

andd yeap dah ngantuk la, oh i think this year's camp is different from last year,
in a sense that i think bilateral relations are really forged on my part,
cuz ive been keeping in contact with the M'sians, so yeap,
objective achieved (:

Alhamdullilah, and oh oh oh! for the sajak deklamasi compt,
Rasyiqah's gonna deklamasi my sajak, how cool is that?
Alhamdullilah, im really glad, it's like, cool (:

haha okok ive eaten my biscuits with milo, hahaha okok,
i heated the water t make milo then i realised that i wanted milo,
it was like one or two hours after that, hahaha,
good thing the water was still hot but anw yeap,
i wanna sleep la, haha goodness.

and im officially not going for grad night this year, i feel so malas t go, haha,
and Zai was saying that we should all go, cuz me and Ain were like no, not going,
haha but anw haha sorry la dude, have fun!

and i ate macs tday, Alhamdullilah.
and horfun and ice kacang.

haha okok fine, yeap, tu jer la.

sesame street!

haha okok fine.

take care all and happy Sunday!

Wani
205am
Sunday
20 July 2008

2008-07-13T03:40:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah, life has been good (:

alright, a short entry.

oh Alhamdullilah, i think the IRIR compt went really well,
haha i mean i know before that i was kinda a nerve wreck mentally and psychologically,
while i was sitting waiting to play, i suddenly felt as if i forgot how t play,
haha goodness, and before that i was prep talking t myself,
okok i only knew that i was playing on monday night,
so i kinda had like only tuesday and wed before the compt itself,
but Alhamdullilah it went great!
yeap! then after that, me and Haslina rushed to the masjid at Raffles place,
but yeap, encountered something, which was first time,
but anw, yeap, we Asar and Maghrib there, oh the syarahan was funny,
it was during the intermediate period btwn Asar and Maghrib (:
so after that, headed t 7eleven t buy food! haha, and TALKED (:

and Haslina, MAKASIHH! im seriously glad okay?
haha as in really really, jgn fikir bukan2 kalau nak fikir bukan2 (:

friday! watched Hancock with Ain!
it was AWESOME!
as in seriously, plot was real good, it was original la,
not the normal cliche hero saves the day, i kinda like the surprise, haha yeap,
thenn went back t school with them after that,
it was a great day in short (:

i've been eating much, Alhamdullilah (:
on friday or so, i asked my dad for centeng,
cuz i was passing by the newly opened desert shop, and i smelled it,
and i suddenly had the craving to eat it (:
haha then yesterday, i asked my dad t help me buy ice kacang, and he did,
then after that, he was going out t meet client i think,
so he asked if i want anything, and before that i was like,
i feel like eating black carrot cake, hahahaha and he did buy for me, and my ibu (:
haha then today! my ibu really cooked awesome great food Alhamdullilah,
it was like seafood stuff, like fish n chips, and the prawn fritters, anddd,
oh wedges, ok it's not seafood, and coleslaw, and it was great!
haha thenn i was telling my dad, u know i feel like eating durian,
and i cited the news that the prices of durian including d24 was falling,
i saw it in the papers this morning, hahaha, thenn he bought for the family just now :D
hahaha and my ibu was like, "kau ni macam orang mengidam pulak"
(you're like a pregnant person who's craving for food)
and she went like in Malay, later you pregnant, how will it be like,
and i was like, nehmine, ill go find a very patient husband who can tahan,
and something like must ensure he has enough money during that period,
cuz haha yes, i can get pretty impulsive on food, but anw,
thatll be a long long time in the future, haha so yeap,
anwww yeap, i still want blackforest cake, hahahaha.

oh haha the other day was so selenger,
my Msian friend msged, so i was asking how was he,
then he said he was having fever cuz of something, so i thought he was just joking,
then etc, then my friend msged me and she was saying that he really was sick,
as in high fever, goodness, haha then i felt pretty bad,
so yeap, apologised, haha Wani Wani, slaps forehead.

well, school's been Alhamdullilah, havent been doing much studying,
mostly doing hwk, which seems to be overloaded, and trying t catch up with history,
but other than that, it's been well, im still feeling the fatigue from the camp,
and im still missing the camp, haha but of course,
i guess with all the past experience, you've learnt how to let go,
of alot of things, yeap, and seriously, im good Alhamdullilah,
actually, i feel happy and satisfied (:

and Ain, haha no, i wasnt near to tears, seriously,
i was just tired and sleepy, thus my glassy eyes, hahaha.

and im gonna start studying proper again next week, Insya-Allah (:

been keeping in contact with msyc-ers, yay for us!
alright, msyc lunch meet up! ill let you know if i can make it okay?

haha alright, Alhamdullilah :D

take care and happy week ahead!

Wani
704pm
Sunday
13July2008

2008-07-07T02:56:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah, we are all back, safe and sound.
the camp was superly, honestly awesome,
im gonna miss all of you, honestly i do, haha yeap,
it's been so great working and being with you all,
i love msyc (:

i'll try to recap as much as i can, haha but oh wells,
some memories are just too hard to describe, sweeeet.

but oh on a sidenote, it's gonna be a super long entry, seriously,
so patience (:
i'll upload pics next time.

kudos to my Singapore contingent for the beautiful memories:
Weiqiang, Hazi, Karthik, Faeez, Jiawei, Saffa, Angela, Zhiqiang, Dee, Jin Hui, Afiq, Karthik, Ruz, Clare, Derek, Jason, Tian Hong (Sky), Huda, Rehana, Kimberly, Heng Mun, Mai, Asy, Firdous, TK, Hazi and RENA (:

and of course, to the Malaysian contingent (:

1st day:
haha i reached there before 630, Alhamdullilah, cabbed there,
but only Rena and Weiqiang had arrived, then Jin Hui came,
so i ended up taking care of the stuff while they moved the stuff,
but anw, bus departed ard 7+am due to some things, haha yeap,
bus ride was fun! the guys funny la, haha yeap, thenn customs,
oh Singapore customs was longg, cuz lack of manpower, but anw it's okay,
thenn more bus ride, ohh i came across dunkin donuts!
but i didnt bring my cash down, so oh wells, haha yeahh oh wells,
thenn we had some stops and then reached IBKN finally ard nearly 2pm,
it's at Temerloh there i think, then we had a welcome from them,
they were lined too, so we went through and said hi to all of them,
haha yeap, it was good, oh they had ard 49 ppl, yeap!
thenn we had lunch, which was good considering we were pretty hungry,
haha thenn we departed off for Pahang for accommodation,
bus ride was longggg, uhhuh then reached there ard 7plus,
we watched some movies on the way, kayangan, i think, it was pretty good,
but cliche la, and i still think the guy's like oh wells, haha aite,
then they put on mat rempit, but i didnt like the scenes,
so i stopped watching and talked to Rihanna and just stare out of the window,
watching the scenery's much nicer than the movie itself, nods.
had dinner, checked into our rooms, then ard 9, sposed to have grp discussion,
but then Mr Mod suggested that we just come up with group cheers,
then each grp had t teach the rest their grp cheers, haha FUN!
haha super fun la! yayness, thenn after that, we started learning the dance steps,
for pucho pucho (i think that's what it's called la, haha) for comb performance,
hahaha it was full of laughter, then it was super fun!
but i was pretty slow on the uptake, then Clare taught us line dance,
to incorporate it into the song! fun fun fun!
hahaha after the whole thing, i felt so super good and active!
haha i still wanted to do our chori chori dance! thenn we had late late supper,
and then, we had debriefing, overall and for Singapore contingent,
haha so after that, we walked back to our bunks,
then the girls wanted to solat at the masjid first, and since i cant,
i just planned to wait for them outside, then started talking to Rena,
haha it was fun! we talked abt i-cant-tell-you-what, haha but it was good,
then it was in between the girls and the guys dorms, it was on the road,
we had other Singapore contingent mates ard there, but haha yeap,
the sky was very pretty, so i told her what it reminded me of,
haha yeap, but honestly, im good, im not bothered, haha yeap.
thenn we talked and talked, thenn they came back from solat,
thenn off we went, showered etc, talked abit more with the rest,
thenn haha oh the next morning.

2nd day:
woke up ard 5am, showered, headed off for the masjid after everything,
we Subuh there, the masjid's architecture pretty nice (:
after solat, we baring there awhile, and i kinda fell asleep haha,
goodness, thenn off we went ard 6plus, packed my bag,
headed off for breakfast, oh the guys were early mann, haha,
had breakfast, mingled with the Malaysians, then after that,
we went heading for FELDA Kumai, haha the bus ride was hilarious,
kept entertained by Karthik, Clare and everything, everyone super fun!
reached there much earlier than expected, had homestay matching ceremony,
ended up being a translator for Derrick and Joy cuz mostly it was in Malay,
thenn got matched up, homestay!
haha oh oh, it was funny! i had my luggage, did wonder how i was gonna get home,
then i saw my 'dad' on the bike, haha! i was like, motorbike!
geee, hahaha so went on it, i was like telling him,
been so long, many many years since i've been on a bike, so it was thrilling,
hahaha when we made a curve etc, i kinda uh screamed, haha!
i think he understood la, anw the house is super NICE :D
i mean yeah, the toilet for business was outside, but oh wells,
haha i did tahan for the 4 days from doing any big business okay (:
we rested awhile, Nisa from M'sia contingent was my fellow homestay-er,
we interacted, then wanted t get some rest before the next thing,
but fell asleep, woke up late, sposed t meet at 230 but woke up ard 235,
haha so our 'mom' sent us there, oh three of us got onto the bike,
haha coool! very funny, reached there havent started, so yeap,
waited then it started, oh they showed us how to make lemang,
then we went heading for the tapioca chips factory,
and i got t use Afiq's camera! haha super fun :D
ended up being a photographer, which was super fun, makasih Afiq :D
haha nehmine, i wont tell every bits and pieces, but in short, sweet memories,
then we went heading back to the hall, it's like your community centre,
and it's called a dewan, yeap, can smell then lemang already, haha yeap!
went heading back home on the bike, three of us again,
mandi, Maghrib, dinner, and we were performing Chori Chori that night, yay!
so reached there ard 8plus, and oh wait, my foster family had two kids so adorable,
Ashraf and Athirah :D and i let them use my camera to break the ice,
haha they are so adorable la, i think their age both below ten, yeap,
anw, haha yeap, took pictures, everybody looked so good,
oh some of the guys wore kain pelikat with baju kurung, so yeap,
had to be careful to not let their kain terlepas while dance la, haha,
klakar la, i rmb Jin Hui was very worried abt it, but anw, nu'uh no accidents, haha
we had nasyid performance, we agreed their voices very nice,
and then chori chori! SUPER FUN! hahaha but i made a mistake,
and haha Faeez was my dance partner right, so he was like,
'takpe step confident jer' hahaha, then all of us had fun on the stage!
Ashraf was there! he was sitting at the side on the chair,
then i wasnt wearing specs, so i told Rena, that looks like my foster brother,
haha goodness Wani, then anw after the whole performances, makan time!
LEMANGGGG :D
pimpin Ashraf to find our mom, then we went makan!
haha super nice :D
debriefing, good and always funny, Karthik la, hahaha,
his anticlimax moments :D
went heading home, i feel so sorry that my parents had to wait so long,
but yup, thank you!

3rd day!
after Subuh, mandi, breakfast, haha i tambah cuz the mi was super nice,
hahaha then makcik and pakcik were super nice, bawakkan bekal,
in case lunch was late, so yeap! i love kampung (:
we took a motorbike there :D haha i love the bike, so anw,
morning's activity was at Tasik Bera (Lake Bera) there, haha yeap,
and it was beautiful la yeap!
then oh before that, the bus ride was super hilarious and fun!
we cheered, sang, and all the things, hahaha, jokes!
Lake Bera was niceee, had some trekking to do, then we learnt the dance,
then we had lunch, some karaoke-ed, question n answer (quiz),
headed back HOME :D
after lunch, sposed to come back for kampung games with the community,
before that, interactions with my family :D
i was pretty drained, and yeap, the weather was hot, but haha it was nice,
i took part for the 1st game, then i just ended up watching, which was nice :D
hahaha then oh Rena blanja-ed us icecream which costs only 1 ringgit,
then finished already, Derrick wanted t blanja us also but the guy tutup already,
then i left earlier cuz it was already ard 630plus, i wanted t Asar,
then haha oh dinner was super fun, interacted alot with my family,
oh their son, Faris, joined us for dinner, i think he's 17,
so my foster mam joined us before she teach the children ngaji,
so cool right? nice la, it's really the kampung experience,
i really missed it all, yeap, then since Sg contingent had t reach earlier,
my foster mam asked her son to send me first, so yup,
rode on the bike with Faris, i tried hard not to let out any scream,
hahaha, the speed was okay, and i was starting to love bike rides,
super fun la! too bad i cant la, it's dangerous,
but in the end, i was the first to arrive, haha, oh wells,
then made friends with the Malaysian guy, Sugu, haha yeap,
they started to arrive, prep and all, performance!
i think we did real good, my foster family loved it,
haha and oh the twist dance! yay :D
i tried to get Ashraf to dance with us cuz he was in front, but he didnt want,
haha yeap, super adorable la the kids :D
oh and Bad, hahahaha! he was like giving a surprise performance,
he got volunteers, Muslims was the necessity, so it was all so serious, tension,
he was like saying this was serious, then asked them to recite God's name in their hearts,
i guess most of us were worried cuz we didnt want anything bad to happen,
cuz he was like saying, if they open their eyes, their body parts will get sliced,
i was like wondering, ni ilmu ilmu ke? etc,
then he asked them to do some actions, put up your right hand,
then leg, then he broke the ice and said:
'inilah cara anjing kencing' (this is how a dog pees)
HAHAHA, goodness, it was honestly good la, seriously, nodnod.
so the msg was about shamans, yeap, fake ones, nodnod.
then when the performances all ended, had food,
but i gave it a go, cuz had t manage the logs thing,
pictures pictures, all other sweet things, haha yeap,
then oh Afiq suddenly experienced his sickness, so i ended up fanning him,
with the satay fan, so Faeez, the satay fan was very practical, nodnod,
so after all that, passed Afiq's stuff to him since he was sitting outside,
oh the wind was super nice :D
went heading home, last night with my foster family,
we ate mangga/alamak, what's it called, oh mango! hahahaha,
i tried not t eat too much cuz i didnt want to do big business,
haha so talked talked, me, Nisa and foster parents, super fun!
stopped ard 1plus am there, or 2? i cant rmb, then took a rest before packing,
but fell asleep, and woke up ard 3++ hahaha, so decided t just pack after Subuh,
SLEPT :D

4th day!
had final breakfast with foster family, makcik super nice,
bought us nasi lemak and roti prata (:
oh goodness, i miss them all, and all the sweet memories,
i love the kampung (:
so after we bid farewell, but we'll see them later at the dewan,
headed off for the dewan, took car there,
Weiqiang was there already, we talked, thenn waited for the rest,
my foster parents came after that, we settled in the hall,
some speeches, then it was time to bid farewell,
Insya-Allah we'll see each other again, they put up a board there,
took pictures, oh we came out in the M'sian papers (:
when we said bye bye, oh they lined up, i told myself and the rest,
i wont cry, i mean, it's just Wani, im ya, nodnod,
i was good, though i started to feel the sadness of parting,
and then when i reached my parents, i just started to cry,
i love them all, i miss them all, nodnod, it was beautiful la,
i love the kampung days (:
then we loaded up our luggages, then we went off heading for Taman Negara,
we fell asleep, but kept entertained by the guys, haha nodnod,
the scenery was pretty, yeap! oh we bought foodstuff, haha Derrick was funny,
he reminds me of Tze Wei honestly, uhhuh my super long time best friend,
this year's our 11th year of friendship, yeap!
and oh haha Firdous reminds me of Faris, as in the gestures and the way he talks,
and sometimes, his expressions, hahaha,
but anw, reached Taman Negara resort, checked out the lunch area,
solat at the surau, oh then Hazi klakar, cz takde telkung,
then we didnt bring our telkung down,
so she asked me t tie her ninja style with the kain pelikat, yeap!
then after solat, taught her how to do it, haha klakar la,
Alhamdullilah (:
so then lunch!
then we had to head off for the conference room, for briefing,
sat with Weiqiang and Zaidi, and i ended up doodling, haha,
then checked in to our rooms, the first few things was i checked the toilet,
Alhamdullilah, i was soo glad, haha yeap! super clean with water and all,
oh no, i hope i dont sound so well, yeap, but it's just hygience,
and comfort i spose, nod, then etc, tried studying my maths and history,
oh the pemandangan was beautiful from the outside, i sat outside see,
then Jiawei came along, haha she funny la she, she was like,
'you look pretty after bath' HAHA, klakar la, thenn visited some ppl,
then i fell asleep cuz i couldnt take in hist anymore,
Hazi came along, haha she said 8pm we go dinner, so after Maghrib etc,
watched Spiderman, then went Hazi's room, waited for the rest,
DINNER :D
sat with Bad and the other M'sians, and Bad was super super funny,
hahahaha you can rely on him for jokes, haha!
but dinner was good (:

thenn ard 9plus or 9pm, reported for our grp discussion,
my grp's topic was on how to encourage youth to volunteer,
so well, it's my kinda topic, society, etc, and i like these kinda discussions,
so kinda took on a central role for our grp discussion, etc,
and oh haha! there was this M'sian guy who asked Heng Mun abt Chinese stuff,
and he or Heng Mun wrote, passed to me in slips of papers,
so i just asked Tian Hong to help me translate since he was beside me,
haha klakar la, but anw, i kinda just shrug la, haha like,
uhh 'i like to see you smile' oh wells, something along that line,
goodness, but anw grp discussion was good, ended up being a translator again,
haha yeap, then grp presentations, haha Firdous's presentation was funny,
as in funny good, cool cool cool, hahaha,
thenn most of the presenters for all the groups were Singaporeans,
then i presented for my group since i knew how to explain most of the points,
haha and i think i talked like bullet train like that,
and someone pointed out it was like debate style, hahaha,
then we had supper outside, jokes, Afiq was asking what was Juve,
haha sorry la, but anw thenn talked t Jin Hui abt the topics and gp,
then Bad, we were talking abt leadership, nature vs nurture,
nodnod, yeap! thenn went back in, had t come up with a resolution,
Singapore contingent went outside t discuss, it was good (:
thenn Karthik presented, yeap! haha oh anw, it ended ard 2 there i think,
went back, prep for next day, SLEPT (:

5th day!
breakfast! with Firdous, Afiq, Jin Hui, Bad, Karthik etc, so yeap, klakar,
jokes jokes, then prep for Taman Negara, went with our grps,
Afiq came with me to buy the bottles cz Rena wanted so,
then we discussed on what kinda bottles to buy and how many,
hahaha so we ended up buying those big bottles, and he bough another 4,
to add on to the 6 that we had, haha so mostly the guys carried them yeap!
did jungle trekking! i was really scared of getting leeches,
haha yeap, so i made sure my pants were tight at the ankle area,
and i wore pretty long socks, hahaha yeap,
thenn oh jungle trekking was super fun! so muddy, so fun!
i felt so fit, hahaha, yeap! then it was funny, the guide was pretty klakar too,
and ended up being a translator for the non-Malays, Sky was my grp partner,
tumpang his bag to put my medicine, then, oh!
haha we did the canopy walk, uhhuh, the high high ones, walking on the bridges,
i was like wondering, goodness, what if i stopped halfway and cant cont anymore?
haha alright, i have fear of heights, what am i sposed to do right, hahaha,
so before that, i was like scared, nervous, etc, haha yeap,
so yeap, baca doa-doa, i survived, told myself not t look down,
Alhamdullilah :D :D :D
special thanks t Sugu and the other guy for encouraging me on, haha yeap,
and when i got down, finally, i felt super accomplished, haha yeap!
and oh on the way down, i got a leech onto my shoes,
i was like screaming la, hahaha and the M'sian guy was like joking ard,
so i was like tugging at his sleeve and getting him to get it off,
hahaha goodness Wani Wani.
rapid shooting was different from what i expected la, we just sat in a motor-run boat,
but anwhows, it was fun! hahaha we had like inter-grp water fighting,
like when we passed them by, will splash water, hahaha,
and somebody go smacked some water bomb at the back of my head,
HAHA though, it was fun! and Afiq apologised for using the plank,
and stuffing it into the water and splashing it on me, hahaha klakar la,
so we had lunch, then i really wanted to go Zohor, cuz by the time come back,
i know dah miss, and honestly, i thought there wasnt good excuse for jamak,
cuz there was no travelling to be done, and we had time,
so at first Faeez just said he'll teman me go Zohor, cuz we were wet,
then masuk masjid basah basah, then Firdous and Afiq decided that nehmine,
since no najis, we were just wet, they'll go for Friday prayers,
so Afiq gave salam to a house, and i asked whether i can solat at their place,
so went to the next house cuz she said her house was too small,
so she brought me to the next house, i think they are sisters,
then i had to keep apologising cuz i was wet then not nice la,
but anw yeap, Zohor there, Insya-Allah mereka diberkati (:
then waited for the guys to finish their solat Jumaat,
so i waited at the corner there on the stone,
and it was pretty weird cuz the guys on the bikes/walking back,
were like looking at me, like what am i doing there, haha so i decided to stand,
and Alhamdullilah they came soon after that, so walked back to lunch area!
we went to the cave, gua telinga! COOOL!
haha yeap, but before that, had some trekking to do, i had fun with the mud,
haha oh anw the cave was super fun! haha oh we came across bats (:
cool right! me and Sky took pics with the bats with Hubert's camera (:
anw the whole cave thing was super fun!
when we went out, i wanted to go again, hahaha yeap,
so we went heading back to the jetty, and Sky wasnt feeling well,
i led the way back for the rest of us cuz we went different timing,
kept going and finally reached the place, Sky wasnt good, i was worried,
but we got onto the boat alright, then he just started crying,
finally reached the place, got him into the car, i was super worried,
i was on the verge of tears, i mean he looked pretty bad,
then Rena came, etc both of us headed for the clinic,
Alhamdullilah he was good, it was overexhaustion, yeap!
then Hazi, me and Jiawei headed back to the resort with Mr Mod,
then some ranger picked us up, tho we told him we had bat droppings,
will dirty his car, but already had alas, hahaha yay!

showered, CLEAN, felt so good (:
it was dinner, GOOD dinner, haha so while waiting, we came early and played bluff,
okok i was hopeless at the game, cuz i didnt wanna lie, hahaha,
Jin Hui was like 'kelian', hahaha so i ended up having many many cards, hahaha,
then dinner! yay, food was awesomely good, went for 2nd round (:
had debriefing in Karthik's room, then after solat, we went heading out,
to just hang out, so we sat on some road under the light, us Singapore contingent,
played truth or dare, and Faeez go ask "who's your crush?"
and i was like, uhh nahh, dunno, no, dunno, nahh, hahaha, im not sure myself,
so i ended up telling them something else, haha yeap,
i mean linked to the topic la, and yeap, haha nothing la,
im not bothered really abt it, so i think someone asked me my kinda guy,
so i just said, responsible, and you know like confident, like he knows what he wants,
etc, haha so yeap, we just sat there, then this Karthik la go tell some story,
i was so fearful, hahaha, thenn it turned out to be a joke, it was the scream at the end,
then some of us screamed (including me), and Weiqiang became my victim,
cuz i was like slapping his arms, hahaha goodness, sorry sorry,
then we went to the resort's lobby, talked some more,
realised by ard 3++am, i couldnt take it anymore so went back to my room,
felt pretty awake, watched tv, then fell asleep, switched it off,
slept, yeap!

day 6!
breakfast! was late la, packed bag, etc, had breakfast, departed off from the place,
before that, did some cheers but i was pretty oh wells, haha but happy la,
good good, oh ketupat oh ketupat kuah kacang ketupat :D
hahaha then bus ride, watched home alone, slept, watched some other movie,
listened to them, haha yeap, watched made of honour, it was okay la,
the subtitles were funny, haha okok cuz it was direct translation yeap!
we singgah some place for solat during lunch with Afiq, Firdous, Ruz, Hazi,
reached KL soon after that, haha yeap!
started off with Times Square, oh the Mango stuff were much cheaper in M'sia!
but anw, we went heading for Sungeiwang, i so regretted not buying the bag,
the sushis and the donuts on the way, cuz i thought later pass by again, oh wells,
bukan rezeki, but anw, ended up with me, Hazi and Dee shop together,
haha cooool! anw cut story short la, i bought like 2 bags, uhhuh, haha,
goodness, okok but i had the money and i wanted t spend all of them that night,
then bought a pair of pants, 2 blouses, PETERPAN'S ALBUM :D
haha yayness! Alhamdullilah (:
and of course, the souvenirs for family and friends (:
then we met the rest, oh Dee was super funnyy laa,
haha cuz me and Hazi went searching for her around the complex,
cuz couldnt find her, and kinda panicked, then looked ard and ard,
then we met back our original grp, and she was with them and goodness,
haha dia kena sehh, hahahaha, goodness, so klakar laa,
so we went heading for the surau, i love Malaysia for all those,
it's so easy and convenient nodnod, yeap!
then went heading for dinner at lot10, Hazi saw Carl's Junior, so went to eat there,
found Peterpan's album, haha yay! oh me, Hazi, Dee and Muhim went Carl's Jr,
then it was freeflow drink right, hahaha so yes, Singaporean, haha klakar la,
shared drinks with Muhim, thenn oh he's doing law as foundation, cool right?
thenn we met with the rest again who were eating at the food court,
thenn we went off, Dee and Hazi wanted t buy the i love M'sia tshirts at Giordano,
so we passed by the store for them to buy the tshirts, haha klakar la,
and oh i got a glimpse of klcc tower, so pretty, beautiful at night, Subhanallah,
took pic of it, and the lights, haha it's Wani, yeap, i love buildings,
esp at night, and oh the cranes were pretty too! hahaha
so walked back t Times Square from there, i asked Muhim t finish up the drink,
thanks aite! and oh he was being really nice, he was like:
nampak penat aje, bawak beg beg tu, mari saya tolong bawakkan
(you look tired carrying all the bags, let me help you)
but i was like, it's okay, haha yeap, cuz felt so you know, ya,
but i did ask him to help me carry my food packet, cuz i didnt want my burger to penyek,
then after that, he just asked for my bags, and he helped me carry them,
so thank you Muhim, arigato hait (:
and i was telling him i regretted wearing heels, haha cz my track shoes were wet,
then we talked on the way back, oh i met Faiz, Hafiy and Shariman there, yeap!
thenn he was like, go buy the sushis la, but of course, we were kinda late,
so gave it a go, yeap, reached there abt 10-15 mins later,
got back my bags, thanks again aite! took pics, haha oh thenn,
Firdous was telling me what happened to him, Afiq and Karthik on the rides,
haha cuz they went for the theme park after eating at Kenny Rogers,
so yes, haha work it out yourself, haha sorry la but it's funny,
so yeap, after that went to board the bus, but i got t catch more of the buildings,
haha so told Muhim i like looking at buildings, esp at night,
the universe, then he was like but no stars tonight, yupyup etc,
yeap! went heading for IBKN Temerloh i think,
finally had my dinner, Hubert accompanied me, thanks! briefing, put our bags,
went down for our rehearsal for closing ceremony, it was good,
talked t Firdous, he was telling me bout dada, and i talked t him bout dada,
had to fight the sleepiness, haha Jiawei thought i sang well, hahah yay!
i think it's gotta do something with the pepsi, hahahaa,
we did our singing rehearsal, ended ard 2plus there, then me and Ruz went t the surau,
for Isyak, thenn we ended up talking at the surau until 3plus,
she gives real good advice really, nodnod, yeap!
it kinda made me look from a different perspective, yeap!
then realised my passport was still with Firdous, went down lookin for him,
he was still at the open area where we had our rehearsal, with Afiq,
then since i still felt pretty awake, sat down and we talked,
Afiq was klakar, hahaha cuz he stuffed his arms inside his shirt,
but anw yeap, me and Firdous mostly talked, then Bad came along,
he told us some jokes, hahaha, then went in, it was ard 4plus am already, nearly5,
showered, changed out, waited for my hair t dry before going down,
cuz the guys propose we go hang out at the aircon room yeap,
but fell asleep, Ruz woke me up twice, haha THANKS (:

day 7:
after Subuh, went down with my luggage and bags, thenn, yeap!
realised some of my Singapore contingent sleeping there, Joy, Clare, TK,
Afiq, Firdous, Karthik, yeap! so i was like, look so tempting,
haha i joined them, put some chairs together, SLEPT,
woke up a few times, when ppl came in and out, but nehmine ctd sleeping,
woke up really ard 8plus, went heading for breakfast with TK,
after breakfast, had to start prep for closing ceremony,
rehearsal etc, comb prac with the M'sians, thenn yeap!
found a table, me, Karthik, Firdous, Afiq, Ruz, Derek, Rehana, Mai,
so yes, haha funny ppl, performed our songs, Msians were good (:
our lunch was super fun, haha the guys were hilarious,
thenn we had t start bidding farewell, took pics, thanks to Firdous' cam,
haha cz my cam was pretty blurry la, thenn yeap!
we danced the pucho pucho dance, i finally got the steps okay!
haha anw yeap, Am asked for my address and number, email etc,
exchanged the infos and got his too, yeap! oh very funny la,
cuz i asked what was his full name, haha ppl ask this kinda qn early early,
i asked on the last day, anw his name is Idham, yeap!
and oh, before we boarded the bus, it was like getting t know each other,
cuz i was like 'Am masih blaja ke dah kerje?' (Am still studying or working already?)
so he was like he's working already, yeap, and i was like,
selenger eh skrg baru nak tanye (now then i want to ask)
and he was like 'ye la Wani sombong' hahahaha
then i was like no la maner ada sombong, haha yeap, just that i didnt talk alot t them,
haha but all the same, he was just joking, hahaha yeap!
and Muhim was being nice, he offered to carry my luggage for me,
and yes, i was like, okay, my luggage is heavy, haha so i was like,
if you dont mind? then he was like no i dont mind, so yeap,
he helped me carry my luggage to the loading area, thank you Muhim (:
and he was like, nice to meet you/knowing you, and i was like, me too, yeap!
so yeap, more farewell, exchanged emails, took pictures, dangg i miss them all,
thenn the bus had to move, well, separation, but Alhamdullilah for everything,
slept in the bus, think everyone was tired,
then Weiqiang said he had something to pass to me, then he passed it to me,
he told me it was a gift from a Malaysian guy, Zaidi, yeap!
then i was like how come he didnt pass it to me personally,
u know, so that i can like thank him properly,
then Weiqiang was like, he shy la, yeap! but anw thanks Zaidi for everything!
it's a very pretty mug (:

throughout bus ride mostly felt drained, i didnt talk much,
just preferred to listen t my music, and stare out of the window,
it was amusing though to listen to the contingent playing the games,
haha then had a break somewhere, planned to finish up all my money,
and i did, bought foodstuff, pepsi, and just nice, 15bucks (:
went off with Faeez, yeap! he really go buy the mentos cuz i told him it was nice,
then he offered me some, and he didnt like it though, haha sorry but thx Faeez (:
then some more hours of bus ride, i well yeah, just preferred to do as stated above,
i love the scenery, very pretty, ended up sitting at Afiq's place,
cuz they were playing in the middle/back, so give more space yeap,
thenn reached customs, helped t carry Afiq's sling bag, it's cool actually haha,
got through, dropping off at Jurong Point area there, bid farewell to the rest,
we did the cheers outside the bus, where the public was, hahaha,
i wish the camp was longer, i miss everyone much much, i miss the camp,
more than i miss school, snap back t reality Wani,
you're taking your alevels this year, hahaha yeap, Insya-Allah it'll be fine,
so anw, cabbed home, shared with Jin Hui, TK and Angela,
pleasure knowing all of you, and i'll miss you all, honestly, i will (:

this has been a very long entry, honestly it is,
so if you've read this far, thank you (:

give me one Wani clap!
clap, oh my goodness, nehmine nehmine!

hahahaha funny la you all, oh each of us had a clap, designated by the contingent (:

contingent oei, boom!
contingent oeeei! boom boom!
contingent ooeei! boom!
shakalakalaka boom, shakalakalaka boom, shakalakalaka boom!

wau hebat wau wau hebat hebat!

tepuk tepuk terima kasih! terima kasih!
thank you! dojie! nandri! syukria! arigato hait!

thank you all for making my experience an awesome one, Alhamdullilah,
thank you all for everything, the laughters, jokes, i'll miss all of you (:
it's a different grp altogether, i love the whole contingent (:

back to school , haha so anticlimax (:

but still, i love 13th msyc :D

happy youth day!

take care!

Wani
1005pm
Monday
July7'2008

2008-06-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

another entry before i go off (:

Insya-Allah (:

Alhamdullilah (:

aite anw, tday has been good so far, i know it's only 220pm,
haha yeap but it's a sunday yeap yeap.

tdayy, oh haha! the shopping at giant was funnyy.
Faeez postponed later, said meet at ten am,
so i was like good, Alhamdullilah also, can rest longer, so i was prep t go off ard 915-920am,
then he msged me ard that time saying he reached je already,
alamak haha so i just left the house, reached there ard 1/2hour time,
and i forgot t bring my specs, hahaha.

anww, we started with the snacks, and it was funny,
i was adamant that we should get a trolley so we did,
then initially, it looked pretty weird cuz only had some stuff there,
haha and thought and agreed that dang we should have gotten just a basket,
but anw, the shopping went on, and foodstuff started to pile up,
and yay Alhamdullilah, it didnt look weird anymore, haha.
sweets, snacks, then we went t the bakery area, bought donuts!
yes, his pandan cake, some buns, and we realised macam banyak gitu,
haha so after that, we went back t the snacks area, planning t get more sweets,
we decided t cater to both genders, he said guys dont like mint, hmm,
but oh wells, haha i just had t grab the mentos mint and dropped it into the trolley,
so yeap, then we went searching for chips, realised too much snacks,
we dropped some snacks and replaced them with others,
haha klakar, and i had t squint at some things (no specs),
and oh wells, he just had t kenakan la, haha so anw,
cashier, i said, it's gonna cost ard 40-50 bucks, oh budget was 60bucks,
he said 39 bucks, but you know, haha it costs 61.21 or something HAHA!
OVER BUDGET (:
shocking la, haha but hilarious.

thenn we split up the stuff, and yeap generalisation generalisation,
he said nj students are pro-government cz i didnt wanna leave a bottle inside the trolley,
i.e. put the things back in place la,
so we argued about the concept of generalisation,
and i gave my own, that guys are generally fickle,
(oh Zul's gonna argue with me on this)
hahaha maybe that's the reason why i find it hard to fall for a guy
(and Zul's gonna agree with me on this, HAHA)
so yeap, but anw, it's true la, in a sense yeap, so home home.

my abang's friends were still over, haha yeap, oh they were playing guitars yesterday,
jamming over at my house, no complaints la, i love their music,
thenn yeap, i just hanged ard the house, haha, yeap,
and tday was a great time with the family, hahaha,
i was like, i know i know you're gonna miss me,
and at times when my younger brother came along t talk t me, haha,
he very funny la, he was tryna tell me some of his theories, klakar,
so i went like, i know, you're just finding an excuse t talk/spend time with me right?
HAHA, oh goodness, haha i was just joking la, but hahaha klakar.

anw, uhhh yesterday was good Alhamdullilah yeap!

Zul was hilarious, haha he's getting pretty good with his kemerepekan,
anw we made a song, it's called the kebab song:
kebab! kebab bab bab bab, ke ke ke kebab, ke-bab ke-bab kebab!
na na na na~ na, la la la la~ la!
haha! andd ohh i'll tell you, macam dah tau ajer hahaha,
and it's not indecisive, it's called leaving my options open, it's a euphemism, haha,
and oh man this budak, he's gonna serve me salad buffet for his majlis,
hahaha dangg klakar la, haha, aite!

anw ppl, AIN'S BIRTHDAY IS ELEVEN JULY, note it down note it down,
and oh Hafidh, happy birthday!

i've decided to repack my bag cuz the luggage too big,
and so paisey, hahaha, the length is twice of me, the width is one of me,
Faeez said it's just wrong, haha and i have t agree, besar gedebak la,
macam nak gi holiday plak, hahaha, i wanna cab there tmr,
and Faeez wants log team t be there by 630am to load up the stuff onto the bus,
and i was like dangg,but of course, he said it means that girls dont do work=lazy,
so pantang Wani dicabar, haha so yes, Insya-Allah i'll be there by 630am tmr,
hahaha okay la, it's just me, yeap!

okay! i shld go my econs outline soon, and try studying, haha,
take care!

IT'S SPAIN VS GERMANY!
I GO FOR GERMANY!
PODOLSKI! =D

Wani
249pm
Sunday
29 june 2008

2008-06-28T02:52:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you :D

hello world!

haha alright, it's been awhile,
and Haslina pointed out that everyday, she's staring at the same post,
so im gonna post an entry before i depart for M'sia!
haha yeap, sorry la, it's been busy, tired, and of course, doing other things, haha,
uhhuh, but other than that!
Malaysia-Singapore youth camp, uhhuh that one, is from 30th june to 6th july!
it's in Pahang! and soo i'll be away from school for the whole week,
haha i know i know, you guys are gonna miss me, HAHA (:
but anw, it's okay, pray we'll go and come back safely (:

ANWW!
it's been good Alhamdullilah (:

oh Zul! makasihh for the keychain! haha yeap! it's BLUE :D

alright, tday had angklung prac, like after so longggg,
but it was good Alhamdullilah, haha i miss my rebana much much, rindu banget,
it felt good to be playing after so longggg, haha yupyup, yay!
and played gunung payung and zapin, yay more, they're some of my faves,
soo yup, prep for the irir compt. hope we'll be playing the best, yeap!
it's sucha waste i'll be missing the next pracs next week,
haha yeap, i kinda miss angklung pracs, nodnod!
and the guys are still the same, i was like pointing out,
in 2/3 years time, when i see you all again, i think you all still (the word),
haha then they were like what, gonna be worst, in 10/50 years, haha,
and Mr Dzul was klakar haha, in a good way of klakar.
andd ohh the new arrangements are really nice!
im so gonna try the slow version of gunung payung on the flute,
i think it'll sound nice, haha yeap!

so after that, went off with Haslina, yeap! haha klakarr la,
anw, she was like, so i wont see you for the whole of next week?
haha i know i know, she's gonna miss me lots, hahahaha,
perasan sehh, but true right? HAHA
thenn we talked bout other stuff, anw she believe me already haha yeap,
as in really it's true la, i cant honestly wanna/be bothered much,
and yeap, im pretty determined about it, uhhuh, haha yeap, not interested.

alright before that, ct results! Alhamdullilah really (:
got C for my econs, it's a real great improvement from the normal E!
haha yeap, Alhamdullilah :D
hist overall yup, Alhamdullilah i got B, SEA was better this time, yup!
Malay, B, bahasa paper honestly pulled it up up up, Alhamdullilah,
maths i tell you, haha Mr Song wanted t read out the distinction students,
and i was like, oh no, it's totally gonna scrap any hopes that i can get an A,
cuz the paper was hard, and i was expecting the best t be B, haha yeap,
but yup, then he called out my name, Alhamdullilah :D
and gp, waa honestly, shocking sehh, i got E la, lousiest everrr,
it's like from avg B/C all the way down t E, essay bad, but oh wells,
like Rena put it, it's a trade off, haha yeap,
oh and my grades have seen a trend, haha overall they've been the same,
ct, promos, ct'08 have all been ABBCE,
except that the subjects rotate amongst themselves, haha,
but yup, Alhamdullilah really, im pretty satisfied with my results, prelims next!
Insya-Allah it'll be much better, and i'll break out from that ABBCE, haha.

yesterday, had meeting at night at nyc toa payoh,
so before that, was prep t study in school, was hungry, looking for lunch,
but kedai Melayu dah tutup, so me and Ain decided t go t kap t eat,
honestly, it was klakar la, hahaha but we both always mehpek la,
we talked about things, thenn ohh hahaha! she was like,
reenacting how i act when i want to tell her something then i forget,
then it was so hilarious! hahaha, and she was like,
"bila kau buat lagi klakar"; "in my mind im laughing at you"
but she's used to me already la, haha and oh oh, it was klakar,
cuz she was trying to find out who dada was, so i was telling her abt one of my days,
then i was like pointing out someone not by name, so she thought it was dada,
haha then i was like, no la actually i just forgot the name, haha, goodness,
and i'll like tell you after a levels ke ape la okay, susahlah, haha,
she suggested hari raya, tapi masih you know, ya, haha, haha but anw,
it was overall, a great lunch at kap with Ain, haha, must watch HANCOCK OK!
yes she's gonna miss me when im off for the camp,
but like i always tell her, nehmine la, bila kau blaja kat library sorang2,
(since i wont be there with her next week, so absence of study partner),
manerlah tau sape-sape nanti datang, HAHA :D

alright anw, so yesterday, we got back t school, started on my essay outlines,
yeap planning t finish them up before i go off, haha yeap,
went t oasis since library was packed, the wind was Alhamdullilah,
we left ard 6, 6plus, off t meet Sarah t get Mclub stuff for the M'sian contingent,
THANKS (:
thenn left for meeting, since i was still full from lunch, haha yeah,
i havent been eating alot, yay Wani, haha malas la/no mood,
haha but anw, meeting blum start sangat, so did ec. tut'l,
so it was briefing, haha yup! thenn we prac our dance, andd acapella!
which was hilarious cuz the guys were funny, haha goodness,
thenn after that, oh we had cake for Heng Mun, but she wasnt there,
but anw the cake was great, Alhamdullilah, then logs team had t stay,
started packing stuff and all, then i turned down Liza's offer for a cab ride home,
haha i felt bad la, so anw, yeap! home home, updated logs stuff,
was planning t do ec essay, realised i was too tired, slept.

so tmr, gonna go meet Faeez at imm/giant t shop for food,
and ensure that the contingent will be well fed with breakfast and snacks,
while on the way to M'sia, haha yeap, i hope he tells me there's a budget,
so i wont just grab the foodstuff off the shelves, haha yeap.

anw school's been good Alhamdullilah (:
monday, let's see, hmm, oh we had econs micro test for case study,
and i thought it was gonna be during friday's lecture,
haha but it was monday's make up lect, so i was kinda like unprep, but it's just a test,
so yeap, haha and doing the test, i was like doing while sleeping,
you know that kinda state, cuz i didnt sleep the whole night,
cz i stayed up for uh, i think it was France and Italy's match,
didnt wanna sleep cuz i scared i dont wake up, so yup, haha,
was it their match? i cant rmb, but wait, i think it was Italy vs someone else,
and i was raving abt Italy's loss i think, argh haha ok i cant rmb.
but the test was rubbish la seriously, haha i was like sleeping somehow while writing,
and i realised that i was writing 'miseries' for my econs answer,
and i was like thinking about authority and history while doing the paper,
so in short, i dont know if my essay made sense, hahahaha, and i was like,
okay let's just finish up quickly so that i can get some sleep. haha yeap.

tuesday, uhh, after lessons, think i went home, i was real tired, wanted some sleep.

wednesday, it started pretty well. but my mood seriously deteriorated,
i think it was cuz i was hungry, haha then something worsened it,
by the time, i was honestly feeling BAHH, haha but Alhamdullilah,
i didnt do/say anything stupid, haha yeap, thanks Ain,
thenn i was planning t study in school actually, but mood was super lousy,
i just went home after the talk, couldnt take it anymore,
i hailed a cab, and well Alhamdullilah it was good,
cz i only paid for 8 bucks for the cabfare when i thought i gotta fork ard 10-12,
haha yeap, so yup, cheapest ever cab fare ive ever paid btwn school and home,
got home, i slept, after that, i felt much better, haha yeap.

thursday, uhh yup, sastera, studied, yupyup, thenn after school, studied in school.

haha aite, soccer soccer, havent been missing most of the matches,
but i did sleep halfway or so during some of the matches,
oh i rmb, Italy vs uh wait, alamak luper lagi, haha, but anw,
oh Turkey's match against hmm, oh Germany, was kebingitan la,
cuz the transmission for cable broke down like a few times,
then during the breakdown, there were like 2 goals, goodness,
and Turks lost, oh wells, it's sad, but oh wells, im gonna support Germany!
Podolski! haha yup :D

haha alright, this is long, i havent packed my bag, soo yup, happy weekends!
TAKE CARE!

Wani
644pm
saturday
28june'08

2008-06-21T04:09:00.000-07:00

i thought this story was really inspirational,
ada hikmah di sebalik segala yang terjadi,
let's derive lessons from this, Insya-Allah (:

A man was on board a ship when fierce storms broke out. Soon the ship capsized and the man was thrown into the sea. After some time, he found that he was washed up, sick and exhausted, on a small and uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly everyday for Allah to resue him.

The man eventually managed to build a little hut out of the wood he collected. The hut protected him from the sun and rain and he stored in it, some of his few possessions. One day however, after looking for his daily food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky.

The hut was almost all that he had left in the world, and now it was gone! The worst had happened; everything was lost. He was stunned with grief and anger. "Ya Allah, how could you do this to me!" he cried, "I pray to You every day. I seek Your help, and yet You make this happen to me!"

Early the next day, the man was awakened by the horn of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him!

"How did you know I was here?" the man asked his rescuers in amazement. "I have been on this island for months and no ship has ever passed by close enough."

"We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

The man's burning hut was the blessing that eventually enabled his rescue. In the midst of pain and suffering, when things are going badly, it is easy to feel discouraged. But the next time our little hut is burning to the ground- remember it could be just a smoke signal, and a blessing from God.

2008-06-21T03:03:00.001-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah :D

im really glad today, im finally done with my research for h3, Alhamdullilah,
so yup, can start on my essay outline already,
Insya-Allah it'll be good (:
spent my time in the library just now, was really glad when i was done,
smiling and glad glad glad, Alhamdullilah (:

anw, Turkey's through to semis, and so is Germany, Alhamdullilah :D
i was supporting Germany, haha yay for Podolski!
okok he didnt score (did he?) haha but anw GREAT MATCH REALLY!
Germany was organised and their attack was really SHARP,
i was so glad when they won, sorry Portugese fans.
and Turkey, alamaak i tell you, i fell asleep while studying,
and woke up ard 520am, but Alhamdullilah, when i went out t the living room,
they were gonna be having penalties, and yay for the Turks, Alhamdullilah,
awesomeness :D

after match, read notes, cuz i didnt finish it up before, thenn well, fell asleep.

anw, tuesday, went out with Fas t watch movie!
haha it's super adorable la, panda's like cute haha andd oh i love the quote:
yesterday’s history, tmr’s mystery, today’s a gift, that’s why it’s called a present
yeap, thenn oh i kinda, uhm, cried during the movie, HAHA, cuz it was touching,
alamaaak, hahaha mehpek but well, it just touched the nerve.

anw, we talked about our future plans, since we are like yeah, haha,
im gonna, Insya-Allah, go uni next year, then career, wow, seems short,
but anw! her brother's getting married, Insya-Allah berkekalan dunia akhirat, amin (:
sorry i cant go for the wedding aite! but anw, HAVE FUN!
uh haha i'll be in Pahang (:
oh then haha, revised the age i wanna settle down,
realised that i wanna achieve much in life, i mean let's see,
Insya-Allah, if i do get into the course i want, degree takes 4 years,
then i think i might want to pursue the next 2 years, so by the time, 26,
haha soo of course, i wanna establish my career first, soo haha yeap,
well, the people in my future will have to understand me, nodnod.
and oh, i still wanna launch the project, but i think Insya-Allah, i'll do that after As,
but yup, manusia hanya boleh merancang kerana Tuhan sahaja yang Maha mengetahui (:
dan Insya-Allah, anything that happens, Tuhan tabahkan hati,
dan curahkan rahmat dan redhai selalu, amin (:

thenn Fas said she wanted to join a Malay organisation, not gonna name it here,
but anw, i noticed something about Malays, the extremes in our society,
mostly the ones who are uneducated.
the first one is the one group who only serahkan semua kepada takdir,
without much usaha, and always say, "kalau dah takdir, apa nak buat"
and they'll just accept it without working towards achieving anything.
the second, is the group who doesnt have enough knowledge,
but they are the ones who think they are right, and usually in the means of it,
will use aggression, or more like, act in an aggressive manner.
there's another group too, who is highly dependant on others,
they dont wanna work much for themselves, and they expect others to help them,
or else, bukan brother ah gitu, yup.
im not being racist here, im just pointing out the flaws in our society,
nor am i gonna say im ashamed to be a Malay, like others are claiming to be,
because that's one thing i hate to hear; Malays who dont wanna claim they are Malays,
because they are embarassed by the community's lack of achievement,
and the high rates in other less so favoured areas.
but i think, rather than do that, it's better for us to help the community,
rather than disclaiming them, and help to move the community to achieve greater things,
dunia akhirat, and not fall into any of the groups as highlighted above,
well, yup, just a thought, nodnod.

we managed to steer much from that topic,
and she reckons i should go into social enterprise, haha, Fas Fas.

thenn we ate at BK, i was so super full that Fas had t finish up my fries for me.
and she asked me some random question, hahaha, it was like,
if you can stop the time, what would you do?
then i said, i wanna like finish up my work, then she asked if can choose some ppl,
someone you can just hold on to, then with seriousness, i was like,
well, he has to be halal to me right, then she was like, why must it be a he,
so i was like, well, why would i wanna hold on to a girl? hahaha
then she was like, okay, but you can just hold on to his sleeve right?
HAHA, goodness, thenn we had to board the bus.
thenn she pointed out that she was highly idealistic, like the first to be the last,
and i didnt realise that was being idealistic, haha cuz if yes, so am i,
we'll be patient, haha, yeah no rush.

oh, we took an early movie, cz realised we wouldnt know what t do t pass time,
cuz she, like me, doesnt like walking ard town with no aim in mind,
hahaha, but we managed t pass the 40++mins to movie fruitfully, haha.
yup, Alhamdullilah (:

this is gonna be a long post, so yup, skip it if you want.

wednesday,
bahas, came early t help them out, not so early la,
I was too tired, soccer but didn’t watch fully, haha yeahh, thenn,
anw, then went down for bahas, left ard 12+,
cleared things up with them and prac celahan all
thenn left school for lunch, cabbed, taxi driver was good, he gave us some pts,
and it was the out of the ordinary kinda points, Alhamdullilah we took that cab,
ate lunch at food culture, left for TP library cuz that's where the bahas was gonna be at,
met the old debaters, familiar faces, nice and memorable,
realised i kinda missed debating, haha, those were the days, been a while,
realised that act being up there is not so nerve wrecking as watching it, haha!
and oh, thanks Rafidah! haha great t see you all too, and your debaters are awesome!

and for my dearest juniors, no worries alright, i really think you all did real good,
esp. with the lack of help and it was a real great improvement from prelims (:
haha im just well, unhappy at how the debate went on, it was like,
kinda off tangent from the mauduk sometimes, haha yeah, but other than that,
it's OKAY! can always try next time alright? good job really really!

thenn off i went with Faris and Zul, haha the train ride was amusing,
yes yes, im independent, haha, klakar la korang,
and Faris, thanks but no thanks, haha yeah, im good, seriously,
korang berdua should trust me (:

went to surau, Asar, then studied, left ard 630+, took my time walking t scape,
started thinking about other things, then there were the cranes and the blue sky (:
thenn meeting was fun! haha i came and started eating, solat, rehearsal started!
funny and hilarious la hahaha but i kinda felt drained from the day,
laughed laughed, and Weiqiang was funny la, suddenly said that,
anddd oh mann, when i look at the merlion costume, it just tickles me la, haha klakar,
alot of dance, but ended earlier than normal, Alhamdullilah (:
Liza was nice, she sent me home by cab, tgt with Jinghui and TK.
thenn at level one, they were having something,
met someone who asked if i know ms Masnidah cuz i was wearing uniform,
haha she's my civics tutor, anw he was funny, haha yeap, and he's a lawyer, COOL
and oh haha JH was funny also la, he was warning me to be careful,
about some guy checking out yaa, haha, oh mann, but anw yeap, off we went.

thursday, didnt do much, tried studying, slept alot, exhausted really,
soccer soccer, thenn parents super klakar, my ibu was singing (:
thenn oh i finally had mcspicy, Alhamdullilah :D

friday, yeap, normal day, Alhamdullilah (:

just a thought, from the Fitnaa consequences,
there are calls for economic boycott of Dutch goods from the Muslim world.
well, i personally dont like the idea cuz in effect, we are persecuting the whole nation's economy, who consists of not only those makers of the movie,
but also, women, children and elderly, who are dependant on the economy for a living.
and the movie in itself is not carried out the by the gvt,
and not all the Dutch agreed with the movie or their justification of freedom of speech,
thus, i think it's not fair for us to do that to those who are not guilty of that action.
i think it'll be fairer to look at those movie makers as individuals,
who have wronged the Prophet S.A.W, and God is all-just and all-knowing,
He will persecute them for their actions.
if we look at the story of the old blind Jewish woman,
whom the Prophet S.A.W remained patient with and fed her everyday,
she didnt know the one who was doing her good deeds was the Prophet S.A.W himself,
she cursed and talked bad about him even though the one that was feeding her was the Prophet S.A.W himself, but he didnt stop doing good deeds to her.
so moral of the story is, let's just be humans, leave it to God, He is all knowing (:
Subhanallah (:

yup, that sums up this entry, school's starting soon,
yupyup, and i watched Narnia, the first one, twice already, haha yeap.

take care and happy weekends/hols!

Wani
708pm
Saturday
21 June 2008

2008-06-16T09:38:00.001-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world!

Alhamdullilah :D

yeap, im finally back, haha been awhile, lazy, tired, busy t blog,
but anw good good news, haha Alhamdullilah :D

TURKEY WONNNNNNN!
hahaha alright alright i was watching the match, Turks 2nil down,
but 2nd half they were really really good, and yay yay Alhamdullilah,
Nihat scored double, like super wow, but their goalie got sent off,
and Tuncay became the goalie, his reaction was well, haha yeah but Alhamdullilah,
it was like late late late into the game, but anwww, haha TURKEY IS THRU!
NIHAAAAAAAT! haha
alright, if neither France or Italy gets in, Turkey's gonna be my team,
oh wells, disappointing la, been watching Euro matches,
but my abang insisted that Netherlands just outclassed them,
not that they're disappointing; but well, i miss ZIDANE.
haha and oh, the past few days, me and my siblings have been sleeping in the living room,
i get the sofa, but they brought out their queen size mattress,
and haha the three of them did manage to squeeze together with some space in btwn,
andd ohh haha the other day, was soo klakar, cuz during/waiting for match,
thenn we decided that the teams we had for our ps3 game wasnt fair,
so my abang proposed that we do like oyapeyasom/ala black white,
and we agreed the first one to be out will get to choose the first team fr that league,
haha and my adik/Iqbal, got t choose the team from Italy first,
and he went t pick Juventus, hahaha so i swapped with him since Juve's my team,
i gave him Real Madrid and took Valencia, but i changed t Villareal,
cuz there's Giuseppe Rossi :D hahaha, okok thenn it was all so klakar,
cuz my abang rarely got t choose first, hahaha, but anww, yeap,
my teams ARE Juve! Villareal, Munchen anddd Newcastle (:
and i got John Terry transferred to Juve, hahaha.

oh okay, haha anw, away from soccer, hmm let's see, it's been busy and tiring.

today, after match, slept awhile before Subuh, slept back,
(tho i berkobar-kobar wanted t study after Subuh)haha, but anww,
headed off for nat'l library ard 10+am after going for passport size phototaking,
for the camp, yeap, thennn reached there ard 11+, forced myself t eat,
thenn i started on my work, left for masjid Sultan ard 330+pm,
met my dad on the way, he was with his friend/client, and he gave me money,
haha Alhamdullilah (: thenn, Zohor and Asar there, left back for nat'l library,
to squeeze some more articles till the time for meeting, soo yeap,
Alhamdullilah really really, cuz i only have few more months left for research,
meaning, im nearly done with my research! haha yay yay yay, very happy!
Alhamdullilah syukur :D (Haslina, blackforest cake!)

so anw, left for meeting ard 620-30++, reached there before 7,
haha anw it was good, did rehearsal, fun fun, merlion was hilarioussss, haha!
the costume was superly funny, hahaha Afiq was the merlion,
sorry la but couldnt help but laugh, hahaha, aite aite =x
skit, danced alot, we got our msyc jacket! it's pretty cool, haha,
thenn after that, ended ard 1040++, by the time, nearly eleven,
on the way to mrt, couldnt take it anymore, been reaching home late,
that i just hailed a cab and haha alright, i took taxi home (:
but Alhamdullilah cuz or else i'll be reaching home near midnight,
tired la, and i dont like t get home too late, esp. when it's so often,
but anw, my money burnt, but oh wells, haha i got home early,
i wish i have a license and a car to complement it, with lotsa money for the petrol,
so that it'll be so much more convenient, hahaha.

yesterday was Sunday, father's day, and yes, my family day,
Sundays are my family days, haha aite aite, but anw, i had cip,
donation drive for the Myanmar disaster, did with msyc-ers,
i had t step in for Faeez since 2nd ic, but anwww, i go pick Bugis during balloting,
ahh well, so much for wanting Orchard/Somerset, haha but well, satisfied la,
i got stuck with all guys, three of them-Jason, Safa, Zhiqiang, haha gender equality!
but anww, yeap, we headed off, had lunch first, Banquet at Raffles hosp. there,
andd lunch and we talked abt relationships, hahaha, yeahh,
funny la, but it was haha yeap, with the 3 guys there, but anw!
yeap, exchanged stuff, but yaa, haha Zhiqiang, go for her! :D
and again, Zul's name cropped up, hahaha but anw they're convinced we're not tgt,
nor do we have anything, haha congratulations yay, haha,
cuz i told them Zul's like my really really good friend and he knows like, alot,
so yup, story wrapped up, oh wells, haha he does know alot of things, right?
and haha Jason was like nehmine [he'll] go ask Zul,
but of course, Zul's a good friend, he wont tell (:

started our flag day, then Jason left, and Joy replaced him!
haha yeap, gender equality, hahaha, kidding, anw yeap, met all sorts of ppl,
and Zhiqiang taught me that always go ask donations from couples,
cuz the guys will always want to show the good side t the girl,
so he will donate, hahaha but well, niat benar tak tau la, but haha,
it was true most of the time (:
flag day till 5+pm, my legs were like, bahh, haha aite, most of the time donations,
except for prayers, thenn yeahh, haha but it was good, Alhamdullilah,
most seem to be more willing when told it was for Myanmar, yeap (:

reported back by 6, deposited mine, didnt go dinner with them, HOME!
signed dad's father's day card, haha yeap, gave him, touched, yay,
i was exhausted, thought i'd study after i get some rest, planned t start ard 11,
buuuut haha, i slept la, woke up just nice ard 244am there, haha Turkey's match!

uhm other than that, some highlights of the past week ++,
ohh haha i met Ms Azlin for the 2nd time again! hahaha so funny la,
the first time was at the Royal Scotts surau there, we were so shocked t see each other,
haha and the 2nd time was at Masjid Sultan there, cz singgah after research,
haha i was sitting down, then when i looked up, she was beside me,
HAHAHA, ohh mann the shock for both of us, and she was like:
everywhere i go, i see you, hahaha something along that line,
klakar sehhh, haha

saturday, i went down t school t help them out for bahas,
thenn Faris came down also, haha yeap, then sch closing at 1pm sharp,
they had t go somewhere discuss but i had t go get my dad's father's day present,
so i left off early from there, and Faris, funny, hahaha, mehpek ahh,
we kinda updated each other abt happenings in life, anww haha aite,
thenn i went JP John Little t get my dad's pants,
thenn i was queiuing up alreadyy, i just got some Alain Delon's pants,
i got a call from my ibu, she said, not that material, haha sooo,
had t ask the salesperson, and apparently, after some calls again,
and etc, turned out that the pants are not there, thennn my abang was like,
dah takyah la, haha then when i got home, act what they meant was that,
it's the kinda material, not the brand, ahh danggg, haha oh wells.

thursday, went t my nenek's house, haha fun! Alhamdullilah (:
reached there ard lunchtime, ate, and stuffed myself with a lot of food while i was there,
oh, my adik said i'm gemuk, but i dont think i am, as in seriously la,
haha but anw, most of the time, was watching tv and talking t nenek,
and eating, hahaha, then ibu arrived ard 6plus! yeap,
we ate dinner, haha maner tak gemuk gini, but anwww,
yeap, then after Maghrib, joined in with the rest of my aunts etc,
klakar laa, hahaha, oh my youngest aunt leaving for UM for Masters soon,
COOL right! and my cousin's going there for a job also, haha awesome,
and my nenek gave me 50ringgit t spend in M'sia, and my aunts gave me ringgits also,
haha aite, Alhamdullilah, home home ard 8+ after watching Bean's holiday,
home, uhh studied i think, soccerrr.

anww im gonna go watch kung fu panda!
haha yay, been awhile since i go out with Fas, and yeap, going with her later!
haha aite aite, thenn yaa, oh Zul sorry la i go watch first,
nehmine u can always get Syaf t go with you :D

haha aite, anw, nothing much else,
it's just been meetings, alot of soccer, haha EURO!
anddd well, ive been trying t squeeze time t study,
i realised that Alhamdullilah i withdraw from amm cuz yes,
i need some time of my own, honestly, nodnod.

haha, it seemed to be so long ago, but it's not,
funny la, anw Germany's playing later.

listen to Dashboard Confessional: Don't wait,
it's really nice :D

anw nj bahas qfinals at Woodlands reg'l library tis coming wed 2pm,
so go support us, more details, contact me (:

haha aite, alright, im tired now, im gonna go off now,
take care and happy hols, whatever's left of it, yeap.

to lay your armor down
not.

and again, im losing my counts of the day.
school's starting next week, wow.

still, i've been very happy for the past many many hours, Alhamdullilah (:

gnights!
pray France/Italy gets through (:

Wani
118am
Tuesday
17june2008

2008-06-05T09:09:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you :D

hello world!

Alhamdullilah :D

haha alrighhhht, firstlyyy,
ahh nodnod.

haha okok im gonna post an entry while waiting for food t arrive,
Insya-Allah soon cuz im hungry, hahaha, my ibu and brothers went watch Narnia tday,
soo yup, it was a 9pm show, they'll be back soon,
andd kinda just came back from msyc meeting also,
haha i msged all three of them t help me buy food,
i know i know meeting just now i had dinner, and i had lunch at kfc,
but im honestly hungryyy and i dont wanna go t bed hungryyy.

ahh so anw, Alhamdullilah tday for another effective day, considered la,
okok firstly, hmmm.

lesson tday, sposed t start at 9am, after Subuh, i was like ok, baring jap ah,
tido jap, cuz i slept ard 2+am before that, so yaa,
haha so i set my alarm at 710am there, thenn apparently,
hmm haha my phone died before the alarm sounded,
hahaha so yeap, i ended up getting up ard 20+mins later, and i didnt wanna get off,
but well, i had to, considering that ive been late for the past hist lessons,
soo yeap, went off, didnt even get t buy food, i was hungry seriously,
so just get t buy coffee, OKAY WAIT,
FOOD IS HERE, haha okay later later (:

--

haha okok i know i know, the above was well, uhh 2 days before,
i mean, yeah considering that it's already uhh, past midnight,
but anw, Alhamdullilah :D
haha ohh, they bought me macs! haha aite, anddd well, anw,
let's continue with the post, so uhm, wednesday!
i was a few mins late for hist, but it was good, Alhamdullilah,
cuz lesson hadnt started and i was one of the earlier ones (:
yup, so ih and sea, oh oh, my ct for ih wasnt as bad as i expected,
okayla, i got an E for my that misconceptualised and flawed answer,
Ms Lim's remarks were funny though, haha as in amusing, it went something like,
this is one of the strangest answers that [she'd] got for common test.
hahaha oh wells, and apparently my papers dislodged itself from the string,
cuz i think the string untied itself, so ms Lim wrote: Practise tying!
haha ahh well, but yup, she did wrote that ive been quite consistent,
(aside from the essay) so yeap, work hard (:
ahh anw! my sbq! really pulled me up, Alhamdullilah,
cuz i got 19 for that, soo total up, it's a B, scrap pass la,
so i really do hope i can get at least 29 for sea paper,
cuz i havent gotten below a B for hist exams/ct before, Insya-Allah.
but anww, yeah, i really wanna sleep during lecture, but well,
tahan the ngantuk, tu la gatal, tido kul 2lebih kan lagi, hahaha,
but anw, i was lapar, and Alhamdullilah, ms Oon didnt shoot me any qns (:

andd later in the morning, i gotta go return nus library books,
i was hoping i can find someone t help me return, but yeap,
vacations and wrong timing, haha and my abang said it's the other end,
from where he's gonna have his lessons, soo basically, ah well,
im gonna have t go return it in the morn tmr before i go for lesson, so yeap,
Alhamdullilah it starts at 10 later, cuz well, i wanna, need t study before meeting tmr,
which will be after lessons, but yeap, haha alright, waniiiiii.
so yeap, Insya-Allah i wont be late for lessons, im gonna go there earlyyy.

but anw, soo after hist, my plan was go do research after solat at the surau,
but i was honestly hungry, and Ain was very nice, she teman me eat,
cuz partly, she was vhungry also, so both of us hungry :D
kfc-ed, Alhamdullilah, thenn off we went for Zohor, then she was gonna go ps,
i managed t get her t teman me to uhh take mrt haha,
so i went heading for national library, LKC reference lib, started on research,
started at where i stopped the other time, i honestly felt so, ah ok,
im not gonna use that word, i still refuse to do so, haha, but anw,
Alhamdullilah, did manage t go thru articles till uhh august,
oh apparently, Malaysia was scheduled for 31/8 but postponed cuz of the,
referendum! haha yeap, andd act, going thru the articles were pretty,
well it brought you back to the past, the feeling is different,
but anww, yeap, left the place late 5plus, off for meeting,
but yeap, singgah for Asar, then walked t scape, thenn,
i felt so happy cuz i realised something, haha, anw yeap,
the building was very pretty, uhhuh, the construction, the cranes,
i like to look at infrastructures being built, i think they look pretty (:

meeting! uhh haha alright, it was good, Alhamdullilah, food!
but apparently some probs, so waited abit, Maghrib in the meantime,
had singing session! haha aite, choir, dangg i still think im off keyy,
but alot of laughters on Wednesday, partly cuz of the kemerepekan,
which was funny, haha ohh Afiq and Karthik were funny la,
sing, BREATHE, haha and during the comb, Heng Mun and Hubert were like,
making funny actions and i couldnt help but laugh, but yeah, gotta ctrl (:
ended before 10, cleared things up, home home!
Keith was heading ard the same way, so went off with him,
ohh we passed by the construction at night, with the CRANES :D
so haha i told him i like to look at it, esp. againt the night backdrop,
you know the cranes had lights, and it's the incomplete infrastructure of the building,
waiting to be completed, i think it's very beautiful,
i wish i can just sit and stare at the process, but of course, haha it's not now,
it's been really busy these days, well yeap.

alright so today, uhm, hmm, what day, okay yesterday theoretically,
i know, thursday! haha okok ive been losing the counts of the days again,
and the dates, haha i was msgin Haslina what was their mauduk,
thinking it's already one week before 18june, hahaha, alright alright,
but anw, tday, i managed t study econs, read, watch tv (spongebob!), anddd,
haha that was all, slept alot, and makann alot, my ayah bought murtabak and mi goreng,
so makan la, haha i've been hungry these days (:

TUESDAY!
uhh haha, oh i had that test for psc, it went well, haha i felt so demoralised,
and pathetic that i was like, oh no, how am i gonna get t apply for scholarship,
haha, cuz i couldnt finish them up, esp for the maths part,
i felt my brain was so karat, haha i only did like 21/33 questions,
but aside from that, the other two went pretty good, Alhamdullilah,
left a few questions but yeap, break in btwn, provided with food! Alhamdullilah,
not so bad la, sandwiches, i was well, yaa, okok thenn talked t Carline and Hilda,
they went washroom, saw, started talking t Mark, haha, nahh not using that word,
sooo ate, talked, listened until we could get in for the next test,
and ohhh, the personality test,
haha i felt so pressurised cuz so many others finished them up so soon,
there were like 185 questions and ppl were like getting up, hand in, leave,
and i was still stuck at what, question 110+ or 120+, hahaha,
but yeap, i wasnt the last, haha aite, soo yeahh, left for Zohor,
and Zul was there, haha we started talking about it, and he pointed out,
that why was i so slow for the personality test, hahaha, oh wells,
thenn after that, solat, thenn Zul waiting for Syaf, so i ended up abandoning my plan,
and we started talking, hahaha, okay la, he was telling me bout pre-u sem,
which sounded so fun, but anw, yeah, exchanged stories,
haha gee macam dah lame tak jumper pulak, but anw,
yes! KUNG FU PANDA! must watch must watch! hahaha and harmoc was outside!
hahaha =x
thenn Syaf came! haha so i was thinking go study or go home sleep,
ahh haha i went for the 2nd option, hahaha, but yeahh,
home home, studied abit only in the night, cant rmb what else i did, haha.

okay, it's pretty much along post, haha.

uhh MONDAY!
it was pretty much the same as Wednesday, but Alhamdullilah (:
i was late for history, ahh okok, haha see, but anw wasnt so late,
lesson, lecture, after lecture, stayed t ask ms Oon something,
then asked ms Lim how i did for history, but anwww, yeap, now i know,

AHAHAHA, MY ABANG'S GONNA HELP ME RETURN THE BOOKS :D
okok Alhamdullilah, i feel so GLAD, i dont have t singgah anywhere,
and i dont have t go off so early, ALRIGHHHHTTT :D

but anw, back t Monday, hahaha, okok, ahh monday,
decided t go nat'l library thenn solat first, nat'l library,
started on the research, i felt so blahhhh, haha but anw, yeap,
went off ard 6 there, bad bad bad experience, phobia sehh, but anw,
nehmine, wont talk abt it, but anw, Alhamdullilah, thenn after Asar,
i rushed off for meeting, ATE, i was so super HUNGRY, i think,
meeting was good, but i was half dead, figuratively, super tired,
fatigue was really there, present, existent, haha honestly,
and i was thinking abt the test i gotta do the next day,
i wanted t really go get enuff sleep, but well haha aite,
got home ard 11+ there, after solat, i ya, kinda just slept early, nodnod.

anwww i got accepted into the amm thing, ok asean ministerial meeting,
the 41st and it's held in Singapore this time, and apparently,
it turn out to be an internship with the mfa, and attachment prog,
from 14-24 july, and there's even a salary, which is really good for 10 days,
and well, sucha great opportunity, can even get the chance t meet foreign ministers,
from all the asean countries, and it's gonna be sucha great wow on my portfolio,
esp if i really wanna go get into mfa, cuz yeah, internship with them,
but well, i turned it down. i withdrew from the thing.
ah waniiiii, ahh well, im tryna look on the bright side, ahh well,
spt Ain katakan, mungkin ade hikmah di sebalik tak jadi pergi, nodnod.
yeap, realised that i cant afford t miss school so much,
esp. when it's so near t prelims, and i'm gonna miss school for a week plus,
for the Malaysia-Singapore youth camp, so well, ahh, set my priorities right,
i turned it down, ah, hmm, Insya-Allah everything'll be fine.

so well, alright, im gonna go and read my econs notes, i was gonna do it since just now,
hahaha but anw, yeap, im gonna go now, drink water, haus,
but anw, im gonna go now, hahaha alright,
take care and oh oh oh, Clinton's withdrawing from the elections,
soooo GOO OBAMA! :D

Alhamdullilah :D

KUNG FU PANDA!

uhh wait, there's no link, hahaha alright take care,
happy hols, gnights/gmorning!

Wani
104am
Friday
June6'2008

2008-06-01T07:18:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah (:

okay before i start talking about anything else,
congrats to my dearest juniors for making it through!
Alhamdullilah, Alhamdullilah, Alhamdullilah,
really glad that we're on to the qfinals so yup work hard, talk hard, think hard,
haha aite aite, all the wayyy!
and Faris(j1), thanks for helping out aite, really appreciate it too,
so yup, qfinals aite, Insya-Allah we'll make it far (:
very very happy for you all, and yay Alhamdullilah :D

and of course, sorry this is belated, but congrats t the wau team,
Hafidh, Andre, Wern Chia (:
they got 3rd! haha yay, it's a good thing Alhamdullilah that we can still participate,
or else i'll get whacked la, haha, and yay we won (:

okok im gonna go update mldds blog, so yup,
mldds members, please do go read for any updates aite,
thank you very much: http://nj-mldds.blogspot.com

anwww im tired, ahah yeap, but Alhamdullilah, i got thru many things tday,
of course, the proudest thing is, i've finally done my filing, hahaha yeap!
Alhamdullilah, it took me nearly three hours, did it after Maghrib, so yeap (:
andd Zul! later kung fu panda come out we all go watch tgt, Ain also wanna watch,
andd of course, Syaf will hafta come and Haslina can come join us, hahaha,
i still think Mantis is you know, geli, but anwww, haha it's very cute,
and i wanna go watch Hancock when it comes out, haha ok Ain,
wait for me t come back from M'sia, then Insya-Allah we'll go catch it,
hahaha cakap macam banyak time gitu, haha, okok fine, but but,
Insya-Allah i'll find the time.
and i realised when i was doing filing, wow, there're lotsa things t study,
so yeap, spells out, let's start revision asap, haha aite.

soo tday, was planning t start work at 8 but i was ahh well, haha,
so ended up starting ard 11+, haha ok very late 11+am,
but yup, Alhamdullilah, i finally managed t finish up my gp compre, hahaha,
wahhh, the feeling of relief, haha but i still have teens of articles to do,
i shant specify, hahaha but tu la gatal, taknak buat awal-awal,
i gotta postpone doing that mann, alright alright,
thenn i took a break awhile, after that, started going thru my research materials,
it was well, hmm, haha but Alhamdullilah, im done with it,
then oh, haha i realised it was well long winded t write the things that i wanted,
when the pages seemed so impt, so i just ended up photocopying it, hahaha,
soo i ended those things ard 6+++, and my ibu was so klakar la, in a good way,
cz she added extra amt of water into the agar-agar nye benda,
then she was so sedih that my adik was like, dah lah org turun beli lagi,
haha it was so haha, in a good wayyyy, haha i couldnt help but yaaa, haha.

alriiighht, thenn after Maghrib, as stated above,
i realised i hadnt eaten a proper meal besides breakfast tday,
laparrr la, haha but ahh nehmine nehmine,
and im gonna try to attempt t start on gp articles tnight, beams :D
haha okay la, at least one also can, you know, start the ball rolling (:
Insya-Allah, or else im gonna have a tough time doing it, nodnod.

yesterdayyyyy, i slept after Maghrib, couldnt take it anymore,
realised i was tired tired, exhausted, woke up ard 9,
did gp compre, kinda, tried doing my gp article,
but i only managed t type out the different things i gotta do,
haha alrighht, so i finally gave it up, haha started on a book before that,
ctd reading, and the ending was saad, honestly, it kinda well,
the character died, so well, no happy ending, haha hmmm,
tragedyyy, hmmm, i wanna eat chips.

euro 2008 coming! haha, im gonna be able t catch it,
cuz ill be in Singapore!
i want France or Italy to win :D
and Amauri just joined Juventus, he was from Palermo, according to my adik (:
it's been a while since ive gamed but haha,
yeahh gotta cease and halt (:

alrigghhht, lesson tmr, meeting tmr, ahh well, Waniiii,
one week's already gone.

take care and happy hols,

Wani
1038pm
Sunday
1 june 2008

2008-05-31T03:16:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah (:

alright, firstly, it's been well, running ard for the day,
haha aite, but Alhamdullilah, im still up and here,
alright, had meeting in the morn at toa payoh,
which i was late for fuz i overslept my timing,
thought i'd give myself another 10mins or so, but oh wells,
haha you can guess.
kinda rushed there, but yup, aite aite,
hadnt started, so talked t Haslina over the phone,
to help them out with their debate stuff, nodnod,
thenn we had uhh singing session, haha nahh, choir stuff, i'm an alto,
i dont think it's even accurate, haha im a musician, i cant sing,
i play instruments, hahaha, aite aite, thenn left halfway cuz angklung!
gee been so long since i've went for prac, but anw,
elections today, haha yup, hope the best ppl get into the exco, nodnod.
reached there late but yup, i missed the surprise they've been talking abt,
haha oh hmmm but anw, i think it was a pic, right?
haha thenn after that, left after i voted for the nominees,
was gonna go back for my meeting, reached the bus stop,
msged, turned out they were ending, soo i made a decision,
alright, im gonna go down for my jrs' bahas, and i made my way there,
it was pretty, well, haha i was afraid i was gonna miss parts,
but Alhamdullilah really, managed t talk t them before,
encouraged, clarified, prep them up for the bahas which was the 2nd one,
the first one was btwn mj and madrasah Wak Tanjong,
i sincerely believe, and it is my personal opinion, that they shldnt have changed the reg,
cuz even though it's sposed t be more mencabar,
but it doesnt really produce a quality bahas see, and that's what ppl wanna see,
ppl wanna see and listen to pembahas yang lancar and ada gaya,
and i think what's impt is also the hujahan-hujahan yang diberikan,
some hours to discuss and prep for your case is not enough,
but oh wells, that's my honest opinion.
anw yup, familiar faces, Alhamdullilah (:

anww my dearest juniors, dont worry it's okay really,
it was most of your first time, you really had not much time to prep,
it was pretty much you can say a last minute thing, but hey,
haha it's the experience okay? andd, yup, dont compare us with your present team,
cuz although we got top 2 last year, we had much much more time t prep aite,
and considering the situation you all were in, it's okay,
good job and no worries, next time can try again (:

although i wish i could have just make celahan during the bahas itself,
haha alright alright, the mauduk was:
artis Melayu tidak boleh cari makan di Sg,
okay firstly, you can cuz cari makan just basically means mencari pendapatan,
utk menyara kehidupan, so it doesnt have to be lumayan,
and the mauduk specifically pointed out, artis Melayu dan bukan artis-artis Melayu,
so kita tak boleh katakan artis Melayu secara menyeluruh,
alright, we had our weaknesses, we'll do a review of that aite,
but anw, i still think the mauduk's quite sempit la, hmm,
okay, i hope i dont sound bitter but seriously, it's pretty subjective la,
you just have to present the facts and that's it, your case is won,
hmm, and nono jrs, haha it's okay, the case side with us but it's okay,
i can understand your situation, relax relax, Insya-Allah the future will be better (:

after that, goodness, i took the shuttle bus twice cuz i didnt drop off at the right stop,
the first time, hahaha, selengerr kann, but oh wells,
look on the bright side, i had a tour of NUS, hahaha, but i hope i dont see it often in the future,
cuz i wanna get to the campus at Bukit Timah there, nodnod, Insya-Allah (:
thenn i was well, it put me pretty much in a lousy mood cz it's been,
well pretty non-stop since morning, then i realised i havent eaten anything since morn,
haha well, maybe that explains it, but then,
reached home bus stop, i just had t spend the remaining pocket money,
on chips and i just had to buy kit kat, it well, haha Alhamdullilah,
it puts me in a better mood after munching it off, it always, usually does (:

anww, let's talk about yesterday!
haha i love yesterday, it was fun, except for the part where we had t wait for Zul,
but okok i wont blame you, you had your camp, nodnod.

morning! uhh, i was gonna do gp before i go out,
but i stayed in bed longer, haha so just did essay outline,
realised nahh, no more, so i uhh, decided t just go gosok my baju,
thenn lipat kain, thenn i was very hungry, so nuggets! Alhamdullilah :D
anww yup, left home ard 12plus, so yup, reached early,
haha then i told Ain, let me know when you're reaching, cuz i wanted t sit down,
so sat at the platform area there, haha okok i was lazy, sorry,
haha thenn went off when she reaching, Lido! popcorns and drink,
thenn haha oh the theatre wasnt so bad, i thought it was that small theatre,
but yaa anww! NARNIA :D
i really love the show, hahaha the characters were so cute, esp. the rat, the bear,
okok i havent gone into that particular character yet, haha but anwww,
ohh there was this scene where the troops were there,
but act not sposed t be used cuz he already won the fight,
thenn i kinda thought, the troops are there for a reason,
hahaha so anww, well, war! andd oh, it was merepek anticlimax la,
but didnt mean it was not good, it was just, anticlimax laa,
hahaha but anww, yeap, after the movie, we started arguing :D
hahahaha klakar laa, i told Ain, you can have prince Caspian, Peter's mine,
but nono, thenn we started arguing and making cases why each shld get Peter,
soo i rationalised, that you know, i'm older than you,
hence you'll have more time to look for your guy, therefore i shld get Peter,
hahahaha oh my goodness, so merepek i know, but it's been sucha long time,
since i've done this for a guy in a movie, haha, thenn i told her that,
then she agreed, and noted that, ya in reality also cant get him,
so, i told her that ya Ain, just let him go, Peter's mine (:
Ain was so into getting me t let go of Peter, but hahaha nono.
haha so anw, okay fine, immature, but still, i still like Peter (:

thenn i told her i was going off for the camp, meaning she wont see me for a week plus,
hahaha i know i know, mesti rindu kan kan kan,
haha but anw, so i tried to point out who can accompany her for lessons,
and did try t matchmake her with hmmmmm, hahaha,
but yeah, i decided, okay Ain, you can have anyone, except Peter, haha,
thenn kfc-ed, andd oh haha, we were like talking there,
and pointed out the girl, Suzy, had very nice eyes, (and so does Peter),
and she rmb! haha that for me, it's always abt the eyes or the classic Malay look,
haha yeah, and oh Haslina was like, some time ago, asking the definition of,
'classic Malay look', cuz we were talking abt it somehow,
andd Ain was like, ask Wani, hahaha, alright, it's just the, ah well, nehmine,
you just know la, haha aite aite, alright, haha it was funny,
and klakar and fun, haha aite aite.

then turned out Zul was gonna be late, soo me and Ain dropped off at Dhoby Ghaut,
went ps, and walked ard, haha your citizens Ain, we found lotsa penguins (:
and Tigger! haha alright, and i got Ain t drag me out of a shop,
no la, that was an exaggeration, but anw, they were having a sale,
i can tell you, it was really worth the money, but i restrained, Alhamdullilah (:
thenn went t that shop, haha been a long while since i've been t the shop,
so yup, haha tigger! andd the things are still cute,
andd i couldnt find a music box though, ive always wanted one for years, haha,
i dunno, it always gives a sense of nostalgia, dont you think? haha hmmm.

thenn went off heading for ucc! we werent that late really,
met Haslina there, oh i was like kinda wearing white, Ain went black,
thenn i had an urge t call Haslina t ask her t wear grey,
haha and it turned out she really did, ahh nono i didnt call her t do so,
haha school uniform laaa (:
waited for Zul, we were still arguing about Peter,
haha, thenn Zul came, met some ppl, got into the concert hall,
the seats were good, thanks Syaf! haha ohh anww!
the concert was awesome, esp Malay dance, haha ok no biasness la,
but in terms of the abstract art, Malay dance was POWER!
esp. that dance before intermission,
honestly, that was one of the best dances that i've ever seen in my whole life,
it was so abstract and thought provoking that it makes you think,
the meaning behind the dance and the msg they wanna give,
and of course, the dancers were awesome, haha go Syaf!
honestly awesome, andd haha yay Syamil, i saw Kai Lun and Dinah!
andd oh western dance was really good too, tapi uhh tak minat sangat la,
but anw, they were very floweyyy, such word? haha but ya!
Timothy and his partner were awesome, super nice t watch :D

thenn yup, reached home, etc, checked email, realised camp's extended t 8july,
meaning i have more lessons/lectures gonna be missed,
put me in a momentary state of panic, soo haha it was good,
cuz i did up my gp essay and got off ard 1plus am,
realised i shld get some sleep, haha yeap, slept ard 2+am there, nodnod.

soo yup, sampai sini sajerlahh, dah nak Maghrib (:

take care and happy hols!

Wani
702pm
Saturday
31st May 2008

2008-05-28T00:54:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah (:

meeting later, nodnod.
uhh tday's been well, so far, Alhamdullilah, but im kinda tired, haha,
see, todayy, haha i had lecture starting at 9am,
buuut well, i ahh, got thru my alarm at 6plus,
andd hmm, haha Ain called me at ard 850+am t ask where i was,
hmm, home.
haha, i panicked la, i just woke up to her call,
rush rush, got out ard 915++am,
anddd well, i had t cab t school, goodness, 12bucks plus burnt,
haha but well, ahh wani wani,
Alhamdullilah, reached school ard 940am there.

lecture, more to going thru ecosoc sbq for ih,
thenn sea was well, hmm, haha from 1030++ all the way to 12++pm,
there were breaks in btwn i spose, but yup, haha aite,
i was gonna switch off, i was really starting to feel the drain,
soo while ms Oon was waiting for the ans to her qn, i just filled in the box cuz yeap,
thenn she called my name, buuut it was okay,
ahh the qn was abt the rationale behind the names for Indonesian,
why, well something like that, andd:
uh, cuz it gives them a unique identity of being Indonesian,
haha passed, andd for the revision lect, resorted t closing eyes, but nahh didnt sleep,
it's history laa, haha, aite.

called up cjc's teacher ic for the compt, ahh yeap,
for nj team for wau design compt, yeap, my fault la,
forgot abt the compt, so yup, thank you for still letting us in, nodnod,
Alhamdullilah.

anw ms Oon thank you, she borrowed some books for me,
andd she's gonna bring me t NUS t learn how t return and borrow books,
haha oh wells, i have 4 books t go thru, and well, i still gotta go nat'l library,
yeappp, nodnod, andd Mackie's Konfrontasi, yeap, gotta go thru that in library,
i spose they dont loan out, the book's very comprehensive, haha yeap,.

Alhamdullilah.

thenn after that, waited for sidegate t open, so Malay room with Ain,
talked talked, andd oh got the tix from Syaf (:

home home, rested awhile, started on tut'l outlines,
ahh well, my brain's drained, soo yeap, gosok baju soon la,
gotta go for meeting laterrr, aite,
think i'll pay a visit to j.e. library t return book, and i wanna borrow some books.
and i wanna go get a1's alist, hahaha (:

aite, short entry, take care!

Wani
405pm
Wednesday
may28'2008

2008-05-27T08:36:00.000-07:00

Assalamu'alaikum,
Peace be upon you (:

hello world,

Alhamdullilah (:

haha alright, i'm very happy Alhamdullilah,
cuz i've finally managed to finish up my karangan, aite aite,
soo yup, hwk list, still have uhh wait, 8 more kinds of hwk waiting t be done,
including cheong-ing teens of articles for gp, ahha oh wells,
Insya-Allah i can finish it all up by this week, so that i can start my revision,
the next 3 weeks, yupyup, Insya-Allah (:

andddd, hahaha old school buuut i've been listening much to old songs,
as in haha a1 andd westlife!
andd i realised westlife had a new album last year and i didnt knoww,
ahh so basically, spells out, i wanna buy, okok but i love their music la,
very easy going andd good t do maths with, haha im serious,
andd i wanna get a1's old album, listening to the songs,
kinda reminiscence of those past years, haha macam dah tua gitu,
but then, yeah, haha okayy it was primary school time,
but well, i still love their songs, haha, it's soothing la,
and i was like wondering which of the a1 bandmate i like,
haha i think it was Ben Adams, but anw, nehmine, i like Mark now, hahaha,
alright alright, Wani, that's primary school, hahaha.

Alhamdullilah (:

aite aite, tday was well, pretty tiring, in a way or so,
hmm smalam/tadi pagi gatal, i slept ard 3plus am,
did some work, played game, then read Harry Potter until i realised i was sleepy,
soo yup, today, i get t wake up late, got out of bed late late,
my ibu did wake me up t tell me t clean the house and cook the rice before i go school,
and yup some other stuff, and i got a call from my dad,
that he's still in hospital cuz my gran was admitted there this morning,
but she's home already yup, Alhamdullilah, i hope Insya-Allah she's better soon,
yup, my dad just left some pesanan, yup.

so when i got out of bed, had t start on the works soon before i can go school,
soo yup, swept the front, my abang asked me t go masak the hotdogs, thenn,
i realised when i was taking the dustpan there were 2 cockroaches in the kitchen,
okay la they were kinda dead, but anww, i was like telling my adik,
i pay you two bucks, please get rid of them, as in throw them away,
buut well, the carrots didnt work out for him, haha,
thenn i think realising upon that i wasnt gonna start preparing them food soon,
until the cockroaches were gone, my abang was like,
okay pay me 2 dollars, i'll clear them up, well something along that line,
and i quickly agreed, haha soo yup, then he was so klakar,
he was like, the cockroaches were squishy andd all, haha aite,
thenn anw, microwaved the sausages, thenn i was hungry,
wanted t eat before i go school, and i was thinking,
kan bagus kalau Iqbal ade kat rumah, dia yang selalu masak-memasak ni,
cuzz pikirkan, i cook maggi also diluted, soo hahaha, but thenn,
i was like asking my brothers, you all want Indo mee?
andd my adik was like, tau masak ke? andd i was like,
ala rebus je kan, and he was like, tau gaul tak?
thenn i was like, takkan teruk sangat kann, hahaha,
and my abang was telling him that takyah la jangan,
nanti sakit perut macam maner, hahaha but anww, i did masak la,
thenn cut story short, i was like gosokking uniform while waiting for it,
so when i served the mee, it was like, it looks good you know, not bad,
so cut story shorter, when i finally settled down t eat after cleaning/cooking rice,
my adik was like, why's the mee like sticky?
then i was like, makan je la, haha so i started t eat, hmmmm,
hahahaha it was like sticky la, i realised i rendam it too long,
and i started apologising t my adik, then he was like what for,
for the mee, thenn he was like dah ah jangan nangis ah, haha,
soo yeap, i didnt finish it up, but he did! hahahaha (:

soo lipat kain after that, prep for school, coffee, reached school,
met in Malay room t pay money for aristal tix, andd Ain! i checked timing already,
haha okok i cant wait, soo anww, yes we were talking abt Alexandria,
but anw, i still am satisfied with the ending, haha cuz the new guy's still good,
and he's more responsible, calmer andd he's more mature (:
and he's got shorter hair! hahaha, and he's got sad eyes, so yup!
but anwww, that's not really the point, went off for history lecture,
started ard 3+pm, gee the lecture was ard uhh 2 hours plus? yup, breaks in btwn,
then the revision lecture started, i counted the slides before she started, hahaha,
and i didnt wanna take down notes cuz it was last year's work,
thenn i realised it was pretty awkward just sitting there, so i just started noting things down,
hahaha, but yeap, haha ohh ms Oon asked,
what's the difference btwn territorial nationalism and anti-colonial nat'm,
and she called me out t answer, haha so i was like,
hmm, territorial nationalism is when they fight for the territories,
and need not necessarily be anti-colonial, andd hahaha, andd she gave me that face,
so i added on, something like, it's more nation state, physical boundaries,
hahaha ahh anww, the answer's not right la, act there's not much difference,
it's more like anti-colonial nat'm is a subset of territorial, yupyup, nodnod.

uhhh, thenn home home, i was exhausted somehow, haha,
but Alhamdullilah i managed t get awake and finish up my works i set out t finish up,
realised my knowledge on UN's econ and social dvpt is meagre, hmmm,
Insya-Allah i'll stay up tday and read up the notes,
there's IH later and going thru that sbq on ECOSOC, soo yeap,
i gotta prep some content, haha yup, nodnod.
i watched anugerah band cuz my whole family kinda watched,
andd i think it's like, hmm, music's not really there la,
i dunno, it's like there's more weight given to their image and portrayal,
and i really have t agree with the judge, who says something like,
prioritise your music, which is true, cuz if your music's lousy,
and only pentingkan image and portrayal, there's no point,
and i just have t shake my head at the things i see, hmmm.

gambaran masyarakat Melayu sekarang, hmm,
belia-belia yang akan menjadi pemimpin-pemimpin pada masa hadapan,
mungkin ini hanya merupakan segelintir daripada masyarakat kita kini,
namun, perkara ini semakin menonjol terutama sekali dalam golongan muda kita,
jangan nanti perkara ini menjadi semakin ketara sehinggakan terkikis nilai-nilai murni ,
tapi Insya-Allah tidaklah sehingga begitu.

oh anw, Malaysia ban foreign cars from filling their petrol in Malaysia,
well, the ones near the checkpoint areas and all,
for Singaporeans who are about to complain, don't, seriously don't,
as harsh as it may appear to be, it's only fair la,
the cheaper petrol price in Malaysia is for their own people, Malaysians,
andd the gvt heavily subsides the petrol prices for their own people,
and i think it's only fair to just buy petrol locally rather than take advantage of the cheaper petrol price in Malaysia,
because no. 1, everyone knows the world's petrol prices are soaring,
and no. 2, if this persists, it's gonna cause a leak in Malaysia's subsidies,
which can be better utilise for their own people's welfare,
so yup, i think it's a good step for the Malaysian gvt,
and for Singaporeans, we can give businesses to our own petrol stations.
andd though you cannot deny that the prices here are high, that's well, your choice,
but you can always join the public transport takers,
although i must say, they really have to up their services, nodnod,
i've been tempted to write in, haha, esp. when the lousy service is threatening to give me detention for latecoming, hahaha, oh wells, that's my own fault laa partly,
haha aite aite, but Insya-Allah,
i'll keep my record clean next term (:

aite okayy, soo noww, i wanna play game, haha but at the same time,
im gonna go read up on lect 5 UN, haha aite,
and ive finally decided, Alhamdullilah, it's just a matter of letting them know now,
yupyup (:

Insya-Allah :D

i can't wait for friday, andd i'm losing my counts of the day, hahaha.

take care!

Wani
1233am
wednesday
28th may 2008